I Want You, But I Don't Need You - Momus

I like you, and I'd like you to like me to like you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to want me to like you
Because if you didn't like me
I would still like you, you see
La la la
La la la

I lick you, I like you to like me to lick you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to like me to lick you
If your pleasure turned into pain
I would still lick for my personal gain
La la la
La la la

I fuck you, and I love you to love me to fuck you
But I don't fucking need you
Don't need you to need me to fuck you
If you need me to need you to fuck
That fucks everything up
La la la
La la la

I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me
So take me or leave me
But please don't need me
Don't need me to need you to need me
Cos we're here one minute, the next we're dead
So love me and leave me
But try not to need me
Enough said
I want you, but I don't need you

La la la
La la la

I love you, and I love how you love how I love you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to love me to love you
If your love changed into hate
Would my love have been a mistake?
La la la
La la la

So I'm gonna leave you, and I'd like you to leave me to leave you
But lover believe me, it isn't because I don't need you (you know I don't need you)
All I wanted was to be wanted
But you're drowning me deep in your need to be needed
La la la
La la la la la la la la la

I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me
So take me or leave me
But please don't need me
Don't need me to need you to need me
Cos we're here one minute, the next we're dead
So love me and leave me
But try not to need me
Enough said
I want you, but I don't need you

Because you're suffering...

I'm openly secretly happy.

Feonna saw the Lizard while shopping with Jabie, heading to the gym all stoned and alone. LOL!

Because you deserve it, for the shit you've done to me.

Today was hectic. With shitloads of paper work to be done. I was awake at 8am and liaising with Nelson on the phone about the day ahead, even before work was supposed to begin. UGHS.

Was too lazy to grab lunch alone, decided to go down to Lasalle for my weekly visits.

Time was unfortunately wasted because I was out when I realised that I forgot to bring along the company Invoice and had to run back up to grab it, before realising that I had left the School Pass upstairs, and had to make another trip up to get it!

Wanted to get my hair washed, because the heat was unforgiving, and it totally destroyed my mood!

Went to Jean Yip at Bugis Junction; failure to notice Jeric Salon right beside it was regrettable.
(Damn their white interiors, which blended right in with the walls of the mall. If only I had noticed it, I would've gone there instead!)

I was so frustrated with my tangled tresses, that I decided to go for their hair treatment at $110, excluding GST, with hair styling thrown in.

So, woe be me, they got a fucking intern to do my hair. It was alright, until she started styling my hair. The curl was badly done, and within half an hour of exposure to the humid Singapore heat, my hair went FLAT.

All it took was a short walk from Bugis Junction to Lasalle. WTF.

When Surin commented on how bad the curls looked, (a check in the mirror confirmed it, to my utter horror!) I rushed back to Jean Yip and gave them a piece of my mind. The supervisor had to thong my hair personally.

Pfft.

The outcome wasn't bad, but it took an hour, which ate up my time for dinner and travelling to Kallang Leisure Park for Harry Potter!

Harry Potter was really good!

I felt sad for Snape, not when he died, but because he loved Lily for so long, yet never got the chance to tell her.


Isn't it regrettable, to never live to tell someone how much you love her?


=(


Advised Sindy on the group insurance plan after the movie, and got her insured, since she's also under our payroll.


^_^


It's better to be insured!


The company stamp and name card we got at SIM LIM's ImageWerkz wasn't any good, and it was regrettable that we went for the cheapest company there.


I suppose it is better that we stick to Print22, even though it's far away. Good thing I only printed a box of card for each of them, because the quality wasn't up to scratch.


We'll be meeting a new potential client tomorrow, and Thursday I'll be using up an expiring package with RARA for our nails!


Tai Tais ~ Good life!

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

=D

I should work in a dating agency or a club. =)

Socializing in a relaxed environment is my forte! HAHA!

Friday was spent at Zouk after class! Had dinner at the Kopitiam with my Uni mates and Eugene Kor Kor dropped me off at Zouk!

Went to look for Neal and 7 other guys + 7 other girls + RARA + Wendy + Shi Chow! Drank by the bridge, 2 bottles of Chivas Regal!

=D

Bumped into Augustine at WineBar!

Chatted with the ever friendly Bouncers at Zouk! XD

Was entering the club when a brawl ensued and shitloads of people started leaving the club! But it was still extremely crowded at Phuture!

Danced till 4am in the morning, and hung around outside the club till 5am!

Got to know a bunch of 20 year olds, and a 25 year old Melvin. =)

Exchanged some numbers and that was that! =D

Saturday was spent with Wendy, Vivian and Irene at Somerset 313 to shop, before heading down to St James Powerhouse to meet Samson, Lynn, Gwendolyn and Mathew!

Wendy and I wanted to head to Zouk, but Samson offered to give us free entry. =p

Accompanied Wendy home to change and borrowed a top from her before cabbing down to St James!

The sound system in Powerhouse CRASHED half way through and the club emptied by half. Woot! More space for the sober and eager. LOL.

Some idiots started throwing ICE at the DJ. =.=!!

Danced the entire night on the Guy's Podium, cuz the Girl's Podium was full of crazy skimpy bitches. LOL.

Didn't spend a single cent of drinks!! Random guy, Joe, bought me a jug and a Lychee Martini! =)

<3 Lychee Martinis!

Headed home around 4am. Danced till my body and arms ached.

=) I'm crazy, that's why I can dance without Alcohol in a club. LOL!

You take my troubles away...

Amen.

YOU GIVE LOVE, A BAD NAME.

an angels smile, is what you sell

you promise me heaven then put me through hell

chains of love, got a hold on me

when passion's a prison you can't break free...

Self explanatory.

Although he was absolutely sweet to me on Sunday and somewhat on Saturday, I can't help but have that nagging feeling...

Can I trust this man or not?

Paid for lunch today, at Big Bites, had vegetarian Indian cuisine at Little India after church with Cal, and bought meself some Salmon Pink bangles at $5!

CHEAP!

Went to his place for dinner and a siesta, but a nagging feeling kept lingering while napping.

I can't really pin point...

Anyway, I washed his head really clean, cuz it was damn dirty (sorry, but I'm obsessed with cleaning my man), and it felt good to clean him.

LOL.

Sometimes I wonder what game is he playing with me. I really pray he isn't though.

Dear Lord, What should I do? Should I do what everyone has been telling me, to extract myself from him, or do I stick to him like I had initially set out to do? Doesn't make sense to stick to a man who doesn't care much about you, even if I do love him. Since love fades, and it's better to be loved than to love. Because love HURTS.

Everyone says that, and it seems to be so...

Please hear my prayers. Amen.

It's a small world afterall.

I was asked to club with Edgar at Powerhouse or Samson at Rebel.

I chose to club at Rebel cuz I dislike Powerhouse and Edgar had too many friends going. Crowd control would've sucked the fun out of it.

I was in Sandals when I went to class for Accounting before hitting the clubs cuz the heels I'd ordered from Australia were too high to walk in!

So during break, I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza and chanced upon BATA SALES! $5 per pair for Marie Claire heels, which was originally priced at $50!

BARGAIN!

Bought two pairs, and changed into one in class. =D

Clubbing at Rebel was fun!

We had drinks at Chupitos Bar before hitting Rebel, and the boys, Samson and Matthew had Black Absinthe!

I had a B55 with Green Absinthe and my favourite Blow Job!

Calvin came by after that and he had a shot of Fiery Hell.

=p

We hit Rebel after that!

Danced shit loads and I had a hell of a time!

I didn't get to dance with Samson again, cuz Calvin was there, and it wasn't polite. *shrugs*

And Calvin started confessing his love for me all over again, in the middle of a club with R&B blasting.

I think the Shot of Fiery Hell screwed his brains up.

I got picked up by some HOT Aussie Dude while Calvin went to the toilet.

He was UBER HOT. I could feel his 8 Pecs while I tried to push him off and his Biceps were totally delicious.

But then again, I'm not a fan of random hook ups in clubs.

Proof that I'm still hot without exercise. =D

I helped Samson get number from girls in the club. I'm like his "Wing Man". HAHA.

Come to think of it, I've always been my boys' Wing Girl. I'd asked for numbers during Halloween for Edgar, and on other countless situations in the past. LOL.

It was totally coincidental that Matthew's from the same cell group as Calvin, and they both know each other. LOL.

Looks like Calvin's attempt at hiding his relationship with me is totally blown!

But oh well, all will blow over.

Calvin couldn't seem to hold his alcohol tonight, and he puked in his garden when he got home. =/

He's not as good a drinker as me, it seems.

All the attention tonight made me a really happy girl! =D

I just hope the boys are well and not puking their lungs out. =p

Personal Eff-ectiveness

Personal Effectiveness' project presentation ended today.

My team member was 'brave' enough to volunteer to be the first group to present and subsequently placed our entire team in such a disadvantage that we totally failed to nail the presentation.

After 2 weeks of intensive 18 hour days rushing the project out, we failed miserably.
I could only break down our failure into a few points.

1. Teamwork was non-existent. We were grouped in a group of four per team, randomly selected by the lecturer.
   

• Spider contributed the LEAST; she missed our discussion sessions RELIGIOUSLY, often citing work as an excuse. Even on the Presentation Day, she claimed to be extremely busy with work. When she missed discussions and we offered to provide an extra session to fill her in, she whined incessantly of how time consuming it was and made multiple excuses to leave early. We had had interventions sessions with her, but to no avail. We were left with no choice but to mark her down in the up coming Peer Review. Many times when work was forced onto her (because we were up to our necks with other research for the topic, she would veer way off point.) In the end, what she did was often left on the editing floor, and we had to redo the entire thing.
  
• Blondie contributed little too. But she made the effort to meet up with us (since she's the only person in the entire team without employment. She's a Full Time, Part Time Student.) However, she often excused herself from work with blank stares and blond moments. Often using "I don't know" as a way of escaping work before going, "Thanks for doing this work which I don't know how to do, Sorry." In a team, I couldn't take that as an excuse not to do any work but we were often too tired to scream at her. Usually, I would just take her tasks and do it myself. When work she KNEW how to do, she would wait till someone help her hands and taught her step by step on how to go about it. It frustrated me, but taught me patience. SHIT LOADS of PATIENCE.
• Jie mei and I did almost all the work. We would meet up in school to push some work to the formers, futilely trying to get them to do some work before adjourning to her place a few blocks away from home to work on the project until the wee hours of the morning before going home for a short rest. We built the entire castle. But a night of nervous breakdown and stubbornness on her part to let me start off the presentation first, destroyed our hard work. I was the one who did up the entire slide and coordinate the entire presentation. Naturally, I knew what the entire project was about and was better off presenting without a script. But her refusal to allow me to start off the presentation first before passing it to her half way through screwed our entire presentation up.
• I did my best on my part, but on foresight, I shouldn't have tried to delegate work to the other team members who refused to put in the effort for the project. Leaving their names out in the final presentation and report would have been a more straight forward approach but since they've managed to do some work after ALOT of cajoling, I guess I could only mark them down for Peer Review.

After the Presentation today though, I went for Zouk's Mambo night with Shirley, June, her husband, Shirley's two friends and Keith, me cousin.

While waiting for them to arrive at Tiong Bahru, I bumped into W.L. who had lost his phone last week. Tonight, though, he lost his WALLET.

I can't help but wonder: Are all persons born under the star of Cancer, cancerously Careless?

Shorty had lost her mobile last week too. And when the auntie was nice enough to call her to collect her phone, she argued with her, insisting that the poor woman DELIVER her phone to her Door Step. WTF. I hope the poor woman takes the phone and uses it for herself instead. And i hope the Father Figure STOP buying her a new phone whenever she loses one. It is fast becoming a VERY VERY bad Habit.

Anyway, I wanted to pass W.L. some cash to go home but unfortunately he had walked off before I could get out of Coffee Bean. ( I was sitting there, Facebooking when he came by.)

Mambo night was really fun! Mambo-ed with Keith, and had a ball of a time! I haven't been so happy in AGES, mambo-ing! ROFL.

Bumped into Neal Ng while on the way out of the toilet. Such coincidence! Two Primary School friends in a NIGHT!

XD

I'm in a better mood now after the night out at Zouk. But I wonder if I should give some work to the two slacker team mates for the group report...

Click to watch it! I tried embedding but it's not working!!

ARGH!

Anyway, it's funny.

P.S: I spent $200 shopping in a single shop at Tampines Mall today when I was only supposed to go pick up a single shirt I had ordered.

DAMN!

But I do think and feel it's money well spent since I've received much compliments. =DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!

MY WEEK IN SHORT!

1. Monday was work as usual, boring as hell.
2. Tuesday was work as usual, boring as hell.
3. Wednesday was work as usual, boring as hell. BUT I was on course on Thursday and Friday so I was in the mood for clubbing. Overheard Jeanie ( my Industrial Attachment kid ) humming to Lady GaGa, and we got started chatting about CLUBBING. LOL. We met up after work at Tiong Bahru and headed down to Zouk/Phuture. Couldn't get a cab, so we had to take a bus down. Hopped on 195, but then was pretty lost on how to walk there. (I've always cabbed to and from clubs.) Got home around 2am the next morning, did some laundry and went to bed.
4. Thursday was boring as hell, cabbed down to The Amara for some Microsoft Word 2007 course that was made compulsory for all Public Officers and Facebooked from 9am till 6pm, helping out and teaching the Aunties and Cheena Pregnant Lady (C.P.L) in the class cuz they couldn't make out the Indian trainer's accent and the C.P.L spoke little English. Went to W.Q's after dinner to disturb his peace, watched Confuscious but it was so sleep inducing, we decided to switch movie 30 mins into it. LOL. Drank Jolly Shandy and ate Cheese Cubes. HAHA. *loves*
5. Was late on Friday, wasn't feeling very good, cabbed down, went for the course, paniced alittle cuz I thought I was going to be barred for the certification exam. ( YES, WE WERE MADE TO TAKE THE CERTIFICATION EXAM BECAUSE WE HAVE TO BE QUALIFIED.) WTF. So I called HR and told them I was gonna be late and I was reassured that I would still be allow to take the exam. Took it, got 86%, passed and couldn't be too bothered. Cabbed down to Bedok for cell, where the cell group celebrated my Birthday for me. =D Coffee cake isn't my fav, but I still thank God for blessing me with a cell group and their constant reminder that God love Moi.
6. Woke up in the morning, cut the cake the Family bought from Emi Cake. Tiramisu Cheesecake and D24 Durian puffs. <3.>_<>

Walked around Great World, looked at furnitures and took some pictures before dinner at Kuriya. <3

The dinner was out of this world though not as yummilicious as the January Menu, I loved it still. The Puffer Fish really tasted like Bak Kwa this time round.

RAWR! I WANT TO POST UP THE PICTURES BUT THE INTERNET CONNECTION RIGHT NOW IS JUST TOTALLY SHIT! GRR...

Anyway, 八仙海 was the sake he ordered, and I think my Sake tolerance is getting better! The previous time we had Sake, I got a little too tipsy. LOL.

He asked me to be his Girlfriend. ZOMG. Said Yes. ZOMG. I think Jane is going to kill me AGAIN.

How come it took us 10 years to even dare take that step?

=The fear of destroying this perfect friendship we had.=

ANYWAY, headed down to his place after dinner and opened a bottle of Rose. =D Gamed some, saw Zohan, and talked some. Was so sleepy I think I dozed off for a while. Got home around 4am.

GOD WILLING, PLEASE MAKE THIS WORK OUT. AMEN.

My weekend in short.

Friday

Went to NYP to meet Harry and Dennis to attend a course preview on Engineering Informatics. They're living in the Helping Hand, and wanted to use their free time to further their education. Harry has a year to go while Dennis has just 1.5 months more to go before regaining his freedom. I keep them in my prayers. Especially Harry. tsk.


We had Mac's in NYP after the preview and they bought a Prosperity Burger set each which according to them tasted like Prison food on Thursdays. LOL. Guess the Prosperity Meal doesn't taste that Prosperous afterall.

I couldn't keep my twister fries in me too cuz it tasted kinda weird and I puked it all out. EW.

Harry dropped me just outside the Helping Hand after dinner and I took a bus home.

Saturday

Spent Saturday morning with Cass to catch up and bitch out. Shared alot of things, and I will support her decision in life.

Went home in the afternoon entirely exhausted from all the talking but J kept asking me out. I rejected him for 2 hours and he insisted for 2 hours. I gave in finally, and we had dinner at Suntec City's Shin Kushinya. The food was not bad, just pity their grills were too tough. Guess their grilled items are not moving fast enough hence the toughness of the meat from too much freezing.

Bill came up tp $77. He paid. FINALLY.

Went home exhausted. Drained emotionally, mentally and physically.

Sunday

Was supposed to attend a conference by Heidi Baker, but I had mixed up the date that I was supposed to meet W.Q. I had thought that it was on Saturday all along when it was actually on Sunday.

So we met and talked, saw Have you Heard of the Morgans at Cineleisure, before heading down to Great World City for dinner at Kuriya. He drove, and we had parked at Orchard Central before the movie. I must say the architect wasn't thinking right when he designed the whole damn building. Orchard Central is just one damn FLOP architecturally. Those who have been there and tried parking there would know.

The food at Kuriya Great World was fantastic! Pity I forgot to bring my camera!

We had the January Seasonal set, Sake, Fried Puffer Fish and Wagyu Beef stone pot rice.

The food was really fine and exquisite. Loves.

The bill was $350 for two.

Sent me home, and I was just a little tipsy from the sake.

Monday

3am. Police called. Said the family's Toyota Wish was recked. *shocked*sleepy*

Went downstairs and saw a bunch of b*tches sitting by the road side.

Three mangled cars and a felled tree at the carpark while the family car was in it's space with the car bonnet flattened. The car license plate was knocked out and distorted on the floor with severe damage done to the bonnet and bumper.

Extensive.

The other 2 cars got it worse. The impact was so great, the cars were pushed right into the void deck, with a felled tree between them. The front half of their cars were flattened so badly, their bumpers came off.

Went around snapping shitloads of pictures for insurance claim and evidence while surveying the damage done. Damn, our car wasn't even 2 years old yet! WTF.

Went to lodge a police report in the morning to support the insurance claim before heading down to the Toyota car repair centre at Pandan Crescent.

Took a more than half a day to get things done. The insurance company provided us with a Toyota Altis as replacement.

It all feels like a damn dream. sigh.

Fucking hate that Ah Lian with her zhnged Mitsubishi Lancer. She crashed three cars yet didn't even look apologetic. Her car was decorated for a wedding and I can guess she most probably drank too much and forgot to brake and accelerated instead when she hit mine.

Her Grandpa said she was trying to 'avoid a cat'. Pfft. Come on. With your heavy make up and alcoholic breathe, it was obvious she wasn't 'trying to avoid a cat'.

But whatever it is, I'm sure her insurance premium will sky rocket. wAHAHAAAA!

And for the rest of her driving life she will be blacklisted. NO. I HOPE SHE GETS HER BLOODY LICENSE REVOKED!

*EXPLETIVES*

I'll post pictures up when I stop procrastinating.

Genrally, everyone is ashamed of me by association.

Whatever.

Depressive state sets in.

Past week has been relatively busy. With social events almost everyday.

Ana the Fat Maid left on Thursday.

I was left with the fucking laundry. I did as much as I could, as much as time allowed but I got fucking pissed off when Shorty refused to do her part and she was let off. The Father Figure did it for her instead.

WTF. I'm fucking angry and disappointed with The Tormentors, but what's new? I've lived with their biasedness for 21 years and there will only be more years of hell to come.

Saddened.

On a happier note, I was filmed on TV for just a couple seconds of screen time for some News Coverage last week, and they finally showed it last night. My Aunts saw me on TV. They texted me while I was busy doing make up for my company's Dinner and Dance.

Here's the badly filmed video if you're interested:




You'll see Shorty with her stupid green blanky and the voice of the Queen Bitch.

Dinner and Dance was pretty fun, with just a handful of us dressing up. But the handful took effort and we all looked really good. I'll post the pictures up when I finally get my hands on the pictures.

We got nominated for Best Dressed, of course, and we each got a cute white teddy bear.

The winner was a gay Indian Clerk and an aunty dressed in gawdy Arabian Nights costumes cuz we had to do a sing and dance which, sadly, I wasn't prepared for. Since when did the best dressed had to perform to get the prize? Pfft.

Fucking Stupid. It defeats the purpose of being the best dressed. Practically anyone with a fucking costume could be nominated then! And all they had to do was to do some fucking stupid dance to get the prize. Geez.

I pity those who bought a full set of costume.

On the way home after a fun night!

After Make up, before Hair.

At least the door gift was nice. A bear alarm cum USB multi port. Freaking cute.

The Bear Enjoys being Tied up and Poked.

The host for the night was pretty funny, and he took turns to interact with each of us.

MC: Do you know why you can never go into the Frozen Sections of supermarkets?

Me: No. Why?

MC: Because you're dressed so hot today you'll melt the whole Frozen Section!

ROFL.

Celebrated M's birthday with A and friends at Clark Quay after DnD and got her so tipsy I felt bad. LOL.

A got her home safely, I think.

Got home and managed to remove all 20++ pins in my hair, make up, and contact lenses.

I couldn't seem to wash out the hair spray in my hair though. LOL. Yvonne emptied like half a bottle of it on my hair and I smelt like J.A Hair Spray the whole damned night! Ugh.

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY ON THE 21ST OF MARCH!

FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T AFFORD TO BE DEFACED ON FACEBOOK, HERE'S THE INFO!

Please RSVP ASAP!

Saturday, March 21, 2009
6:00pm - 11:00pm

East Vale Condominium

Pasir Ris Drive 3 (Opposite Downtown East Bus stop)


Food list:

Main
Vegetarian noodles
Pineapple rice

Sides
SatayChicken Wings
Curry
Teriyaki Beef
Grilled Seafood

Dessert
Chocolate Fondue!!
Birthday Cake!

Drinks
Beer
Wine
Liquor
Fruit Punch
Soft Drinks
Plain water. LOL.

My Not So Secret Lives Ending.

"Trey's POV"

It's been a month since I've known Jesse and so much has happened within this social circle by association.

Though all has little to do with me, the association by default has made me realise the complications and implications of relationships.

Jesse has been trying her best to give E as much moral support as she can, but all she can do is just so much.

There's no way to undo what she has done to herself, as much as she doesn't want it to happen. I've done my part as boyfriend to Jesse and friend by association to C and E.

I guess all E needs now is some initiative on C's part to forgive and show a little concern as hard as it seems for C.

It's hard for a guy- or anyone else for the matter to swallow such news. It doesn't just implicate a person but those involved as well.

He told me they used a condom everytime. (Which reduces the chance of contracting the disease. But it's still not foolproof.)
But he was only thinking of Baby Prevention, not AIDS.

Honestly, I would've thought so too. AIDS just doesn't pop on a guy's minds when we're all thinking with the other head in a sexy situation. But I guess this whole situation has made clear the impact of having unprotected sex with multiple sex partners.

I wouldn't know the number of sex partners E has had, of course, but E being E, we just will never know, would we?

Maybe Jesse might know, being her best Girl friend, or perhaps E keeps that part to herself? I mean, J told me once before that E wasn't as slutty as she seemed.

But I shall not judge. I shall will myself to be the non-judgemental-friend-by-association of E and do my part to talk to C.

I've called him over for a match tonight, it's Crystal Palace VS Liverpool!!

Anyhow, going through it all together has made Jesse Baby and I closer emotionally, while the physical parts can wait until she's ready.

For her, I'm prepared to wait. Afterall, we're only 18.

Get involved with Jesse and Trey today @ www.notsosecretlives.com

For Entertainment's sake.

Long blog post.

Pictures of the day Justin gave me back his watch.

Dinner at Riverside Point's Brewerkz.

Something that relates to me. (Justin gave me this link today.)

- Beyonce Knowles Lyrics

Friday was spent clubbing with Darren and his 20 over Airforce mates at Phuture.

Dancing all over, downing liquors in jugs, it was fucking fun.

=x

Night ended around 3am in the club. Beers and chit chat by the bench, drunk men by the sidewalk, puke all over. LOL.

I like nights like these sometimes. As long as the puker isn't me, and I'm just watching.

Some girl's boyfriend went off with another girl while she went to a corner and cried. Tragic. Sometimes it's best for a girl to be prepared when she agrees to club with her boy. =.=...

Airforce guys ARE Hot.

The jaded faded frog.

I'm fucking emo and bloody wary of the people around me.



The frog prince who used to grace clean and green ad campaigns (those who used to see it will know the smiley frog on that damed lilly pad), finally came out of his smelly bin hole.



And he doesn't look as green as he used to.

The years has done him in.

The shrunken, faded, jaded frog.

*sigh*

WOOHOO!

I OVERSLEPT TILL 1PM WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN SCHOOL AT 1:30PM.

BUT THANK GOD I MANAGED TO CAB DOWN IN TIME WITHOUT MISSING ANYTHING IMPORTANT SINCE I'VE GONE THROUGH THE BRIEFING LAST SEMESTER.

ANYWAY, THOSE IN CHARGE FORGOT ABOUT ME AND HAD TO DO A LAST MINUTE 'ACTIVATION'. LOL.

I WAS ASSIGNED TO INTERTEK, SINGAPORE TESTING CENTRE, BUT I HAD TO RUSH DOWN TO THE HEAD OFFICE AT TANJONG PAGAR IMMEDIATELY FOR ORIENTATION BRIEFING.

UGH.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET JABIE TO HELP HIM SHOP FOR HIS JEANS, BUT IN THE END, I HAD TO RUSH DOWN FOR A 5 MINUTE MEETING.

I HAD TO CAB ALL THE WAY THERE CUZ THE OFFICE WAS GOING TO CLOSE FOR THE DAY.

=.=!!!!

UGH.

WE WENT TO VIVOCITY FOR DINNER AT SHIN KUSHINYA, WHERE THE GRILL WAS DISAPPOINTING!!!!!

THE GAS FLAME WAS BADLY CONTROLLED, RESULTING IN ALMOST CHARRED FOOD.

ARGH, I CAN'T BELIEVER JABIE PAID $150 FOR IT.

GRRR.

OBVIOUSLY I COMPLAINED AND TOLD THEM WE WON'T BE PATRONIZING THEM EVER AGAIN.

TSK.

ANYWAY, TOMORROW I'LL HAVE TO WAKE UP SUPER EARLY TO HEAD DOWN TO JURONG ISLAND TO GET MY JURING ISLAND 'S' PASS DONE BEFORE GOING SHOPPING WITH JABIE AGAIN.

ALL BEFORE 5PM.

THEN I'LL BE GOING OUT WITH JASON (MAYBE) FOR DRINKS.

IF NOT I'LL WAIT FOR JABIE AND WE CAN GO FOR DRINKS TOGETHER, I GUESS.

LONELYDRIVER SPOTTED ME ON TV. LOL.

SATURDAY WOULD BE SPENT MAHJONG-ING AT CASS'.

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW, ,BUT JUSTIN IS SO FUCKING FAR AWAY, AND IT FEELS LIKE THERE'S NO ONE TO SHARE MY JOY WITH.

T_T

The Queen Bitch is accusing me of stealing her Martini when I've NEVER touched her stuff!

ARGH!

iwant to go clubbing again before it all ends.

DID YOU SEE ME ON CALEFARE?!

I guess only those who were alert enough would have spotted me.

LIKE JAMES CHONG!

LOL.

And The F.F.

No one else saw me, though I was shown 4 times.

=.=!!

DAYS ARE FINE!

I WENT TO BUY SWAROVSKI CRYSTALS AT ARAB STREET YESTERDAY, AND THOUGHT I HAD ENOUGH CRYSTALS TO ICE MY IPOD CASE.

BUT THEN WHEN I GOT HOME, I REALISED THAT I BOUGHT TOO LITTLE CRYSTALS IN 'CRYSTAL' TO ICE IT PROPER!

ARGH. WTF.

I SPENT $40.80 ON sWAROVSKI CRYSTALS AND IT DIDN'T EVEN ICE HALF OF MY MEASELY IPOD CASE!!

Anyway, I'll post up a picture once it's totally zhng-ed. And all you busybodies can rate and comment on my lousy skills.

=D

Too much shit happened in the house and I've been trying my best to get out of the house once awake.

I'm pretty much numbed, and I seek solace in food and big bear hugs.

Which is why J pissed me off cuz he didn't smile or hug me enough. Doesn't help that he's going to New Zealand to look at Kangaroos and NZ strippers on soon this Monday for reservist.

=C

I wonder how I'll cope without him.

A Series of Unfortunate Events.

The F.F embarrassed me by sneaking into the Grandstand, attracted unnecessary attention, and yet refused to get out. I had to tell the ushers to push him out.

We took shitloads of pictures of the BMW, Porsche, Aston Martin and finally, F1 race cars. I even took a picture with one of the Honky Racers. *gush*

I CAUGHT THE VINTAGE CAR PARADE, AND SAW ALL THE F1 RACERS! ALONSO LOOKED AT ME! LEWIS HAMILTON WAVED AT ME. KIMI RAIKKONEN SMILED AT ME! FILLIPE MASSA DID BOTH !!

*faints*

(I might have been dreaming.)

I LOVE THE VINTAGE CAR RAIKKONEN WAS IN!

We found a good spot for the race, but he was unsettled and wanted to explore and roam although we were blocked from the VIP areas, which were the areas he wanted to 'explore'.

Read: Sneak in; enter restricted area; attract more unwanted attention; get kicked out.

I was subjected to much embarrassment when the Ushers kept checking my pass while allowing him in. WTF.

AND THEN WHEN THE RACE STARTED, THAT F*** WANTED TO EXIT AND RE-ENTER THE VENUE THROUGH ANOTHER GATE ALTHOUGH LOGICALLLY, PEOPLE DO NOT LEAVE A RACE HALF WAY JUST TO RE-ENTER THROUGH ANOTHER GATE!!!

FUCK, IT'S LIKE LEAVING THE MOVIE HALFWAY JUST TO RETURN THROUGH THE OTHER DOOR WHEN YOUR SEAT IS THE FUCKING SAME!!!!

WTF.

AND JUST LIKE THAT, WE MISSED HALF THE RACE.

ONLY MANAGED TO WATCH THE FIRST AND LAST 10 LAPS OF THE RACE.

WTF.

20/61.

IT MAKES ME ANGRY JUST TO THINK ABOUT IT. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T REASON WHY HE WANTED TO DO THAT.

Strange Stupidity.

TO LEAVE THE RACE HALF WAY FROM GATE 2, TO WALK ALL THE WAY TO GATE 3, A GOOD HALF AN HOUR AWAY BY FOOT, ONLY TO WALK BACK TO THE PLACE WE LEFT (Another half an hour).

WTF?!

And the most annoying shit was that this bunch of stupid Indian girls stopped me from entering because they thought I WAS CARRYING A GUN!!

WTF?!

I was wearing a belt buckle molded in the shape of a gun, but it was just a MOLDED SHAPE. I took the initiative to take it down and show them that it was just a BUCKLE, but nooo, they had to get the WHOLE 30 USHERS/TICKET OFFICERS TO GAWK AND LOOK WHEN no one gave a fuck when I first entered the area ealier!!!

AND MIND YOU, I WALKED PASSED A TON OF POLICE OFFICERS AND NON GAVE A HOOT ABOUT THAT BUCKLE, EVEN WHEN I WENT TO THEM FOR DIRECTIONS!!

ARGH!

I fucking hate those stupid Indian girls.

(I'M NOT AGAINST INDIANS. I'M JUST AGAINST STUPIDITY.)

Like the F.F!!! and THEM!!!

ARGH!

And as if that wasn't bad enough, when we went to the 24 hours Coffee Shop for dinner, the bloody server somehow handed me my Hokkien Mee on 1.5 tray. Grr... IT WAS SELF SERVICE, BUT SHE HANDED ME MY HOKKIEN MEE ON ONE TRAY, WITH HALF A TRAY STUCK UNDER. SO WHEN I TOOK THE TRAY, IT TILTED, AND THE NOODLES SCALDED MY INDEX FINGER.

SO NOW I'M BLOGGING WITH MY INDEX FINGER SORELY STUCK UPWARDS WHILE MY OTHER FINGERS TYPE.

ARGH!

I AM SO PISSED.

(If only Massa won.)

=C

*emo*.

It wouldn't have been so bad if Kimi didn't get into that darned accident. And Massa didn't fault.

At least they would've been on the podium.

*Le Sigh.*