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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Tired out.

Had a day long meeting with Nelson, and settled shitloads of paper work.

Negotiated and had a pay rise, like, FINALLY.

Less than my expected, but he knows my financial situation. =(

Forgot lunch, only had dinner. Ughs.

*sigh*
A rendezvous.


A new adventure,
Whiskey
Beer.
Ice.

I've learnt to love my Whiskey on the rocks. The deep aroma of oak, the solid, full bodied aroma.

Secure. Pure. Solid.

=)

I was running around the whole of Tuesday and Wednesday.
I had to meet the agents to get more information for the staff's medical insurance, and get quotations for new vendors to print our name cards, rubber stamps and our shitty company website.

Pretended to be Ah Qiang's Personal Assistant on Tuesday, when the 7pm appointment was cancelled, until my appointment at 8pm.

Got my quotations and ended up looking at the stock market on the agent's new iPad. Learnt some tips on speculation, and opened an account for trading.

=X

Met Chowzie after that, and visited his office. Saw some of his portfolio, and realised how shitty my company's website is. LOL.

Asked him for a quote and will be asking Nelson for permission to get it done. If we have the budget, then we'll have a nice website. If not, we'll have to leave it to chance and risk it with a Freelancer.

My feet is all blistered from all the walking today, and I got caught in the rain, and now I'm feeling floozy. Damn it.

Had half a burger for the entire day, and half a dozen of escargot from Saybons.

I'm really tired.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Monday, June 27, 2011

Tried jumping out of the car twice. HAHA.

But the Father Figure jammed his break and I failed.

(note to self: Jump on the expressway when it hits 100 the next time.)

The Queen Bitch tried to sabotage my work, and made up shit about me, not going to work when I'm supposed to.

My work is in my laptop, my work is online. She knows nothing about cloud computing, and has no idea how flexible hours work out.

I travel on site as and when required, I'm either working on my computer somewhere, or meeting someone.
So why does she have to sabotage me and lie to him about me not working?

All the emails that I've sent out is more than enough proof of the work I've done. And currently, shitloads are back logged because Nelson has yet to reply to them at all.

I'm sick, and I'm fed up.

Didn't help that Aunt Sindy had to say something snide about it to worsen the situation. Another woman without much brains.

I can't even visit Grand without all these shit happening anymore.

Broke down in the car when the Queen Bitch went on and on and then started insulting me. Just because I'm sick doesn't mean I don't have the means to fight back. But tonight, I gave up.

Tried to jump. Failed. Jumping and not dying isn't much fun. Getting a broken arm just hinders work. And at that point of time, there wasn't any fear.

It was just the running road and the wind in my hair.

That pure escape.
I miss my wine and good life.

*sigh*

Why does he have to reappear despite the police report and warning issued?

Does he not know better than to bother me again?


You can come screw with my mind every 3 weeks, and with every disturbance, I will get stronger.

I will rise from the ashes like a Phoenix.





DO you know that I miss you?


Blue.Frog.
Better off dead.

My backaches.

=(

Hired another new girl, and she'll be starting work on Monday.

I'm expanding the company! =D
Tied down by your incurable disease,
I can't move on and go along as I please.
Like a dead weight to my feet,
a prisoner to your misdeeds.

Ill fated, unwanted, much too complicated.
My mistake to know you,
a mis-step to no return.

My misfortune, my regret,
but no way to trace back the steps.

Under no circumstance would I want you back,
with your misdeeds and god forbidden acts.
It takes one to forgive and then forget,
but with this in me, I'm just full of regrets.

I miss the life I had. Without regret, without this bad fact.

No man would want a girl with this condition,
like a pariah, condemned.

Forsaken, diseased, untouchable.

Better off dead than a burden unto myself and the world.
That is the only way out.
Went out on another bike ride with Johnson! =D

Headed down to East Coast Park for tea and some chit chat at Mc Cafe. We're heading down to Malaysia next week if the jams at the causeway isn't too bad. =)

Gonna help him with his wardrobe! <3

He'll be starting his new job soon, and he needs more nice clothes! HAHA!

We were walking along the beach when I suggested getting a seat on the breakwaters. Idiot pushed me up the breakwaters without pre-empting me and I had my fingers and knuckles scraped and manicure destroyed. UGHS!

But it was fun talking to him. 6 years of friendship. LOL.

And until now he still gets lost sending me home. =.=!

He made two wrong turns a few days ago, and today he almost made the same mistakes again. LOL!

Why is it so hard to make someone learn from his mistakes?

=/

Sunday, June 26, 2011

I'm sorry, but I can't 'let go of my alcohol'.

You answered 8 items out of 20, YES.


Your score is 40%. According to the Office of Health Care Programs, Johns Hopkins University Hospital, developers of this screening quiz, if you answered as few as 3 of these questions with a Yes it is a definite sign that your drinking patterns are harmful and considered alcohol dependent or alcoholic. Since you answered more than 3 questions Yes you should seek an evaluation by a healthcare professional.
Met up with Johnson on Wednesday night, and we had a blast taking pictures around Marina Bay Sands.I played with his iPhone's camera features and took some pretty nice shots.

I'm still waiting for him to send me the pictures.

Speeding down the highway at twilight was fun, and we continued our photo shoots around Kallang Park. I never knew such a park existed, but Johnson brought me there anyway. =)

The Lizard has once again struck, and I'm sick of dealing with him. An addict will always be an addict, with continuous excuses for his own habits. I'm done giving chances, and I just want to move on.

He gave me a list of his accounts and passwords, but I'm very sure that he has other accounts elsewhere, and that he had done a thorough clean up of his accounts before letting me see them.

I may act blur, but I'm not that stupid, Asshole.

Went out to drink with Wan at Pasir Ris Beach. We polished off the bottle of Whyte & MacKay, and some cheap whiskey I'd found lying around the house.

It was crazy, but drinking with my twin was fun. =) We totally understood each other, and there was a certain unspoken empathy towards each other.

=)

I miss talking and drinking. New things are always discovered about each other, and new adventures gone through together!

We walked through the swampy area, and it was so fucking dark, I was scared out of my panties, but it was fun! =)

I made it through, even though it was pitch dark! =)

But I got bitten by bugs though, and my arms are now dotted red.

We might be going to Batam together for Eska's massages! =D

LOVE LOVE!

Woots!

Saturday, June 25, 2011

I miss you and the life we had.

All it took was a bottle of Brown Brother's Moscato and a short trip through the supermarket.

We bought a bottle of 2009 Bordeaux and Moscato to Sean Yee's house after the company dinner.

Promoted to Service Delivery Manager. With no pay rise in sight. *sigh*

I'm tired of eating grass day in and day out, depleting my savings, doing charity, when it could have been better used to pay off my outstanding school loans and do some investments.

I don't deny my work has it's perks and exposure, but when my basic needs are not met, all these doesn't seem to feel as important as it could.

I miss the life I had with you. =(

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Monday, Funday.

Went down to Lasalle in the morning, and had a short briefing with the team, before lunch meeting with Nelson and then further discussion back at the office in AMK.

A pay rise is on the way, and I hope it happens next month, because I'm tired of using up my savings.

Dinner was at Bedok Block 85 again with the Tormentors and Brace Face. =)

Meatball noodles from the other stall with the handmade meatballs, Glutinous Rice Balls with Almond and Peanut soup, Char Kway Teow, Black Carrot Cake, and Satay Beehoon!

Was super full from it, but JQ was supposed to meet me for supper. But I'd spent the entire day trying to contact him, only for him to call me back at 9pm, when I'd given up and made arrangements to meet Chowzie.

I had to cancel meeting Chowzie at the last minute to meet JQ whom I had promised to meet a week earlier, only for him, JQ, to ask me to go home after changing the location to meet TWICE, just because I couldn't get a damned cab and was still trying to get one when he had reached. WTF.

Petty asshole.

Fucked up.

So in the end I went out with Chowzie for drinks at Changi. He came to pick me up in his super cool Chevrolet, where we sped down to Changi Village!

He gave me a bottle of Whyte and MacKay, 19 years! It was so fragrant and so round bodied, we polished off half a bottle. LOL.

Had fun, sped down the empty roads of Changi, and exchanged crazy tales.

XD

Got home around 4am! =D

I give off the crazy vibe. *sigh*

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Tired.

Dinner at Spring Court was delicious as always, but we were an hour late for the reservation due to traffic and the lack of parking space.

We had the set menu for 4 at $188, including Shark's Fin and Prawns. =D

(I wonder if there is someway to port over those pictures I've posted on FB.)

Click here to see what we had!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Party!

Headed down to Funky Villa's soft launch last night right after work.

JX and I tried walking from Outram MRT and got lost despite trying to use the GPS on her iPhone.

=/ This is what happens when you put two girls together with no sense of direction. =/

Anyway, even though we walked, we got there earlier than 8pm and ended up at Telique for some beer before the actual Free Flow. =.=!

How much of an alcoholic can I get. LOL.

Anyway, Chowzie came, as well as Sean and his friend Thomas. Chowzie even gave my table 2 free bottles of whiskey. =D

Talked to this girl who had just started work at the pub 2 days ago and tried to break the ice with her. LOL.

We got so high, I think Chowz kissed me. =X

Headed down to Zouk afterwards and partied all the way till 3am.

=Crawled home.= LOL.

It's Neal's birthday today and he's celebrating his Birthday at Zouk.Ughs. We're buying Absinthe for him, but I'm afraid he might open it up on the spot and get us all hallucinating.

>_<

I'm bringing the Father out to dinner at Spring Court later in the evening for Father's Day and I've made my reservation at 7pm.

=D

Friday, June 17, 2011

I've another consultation at National Dental Centre tomorrow for my dead tooth, before heading down to Lasalle for work.

And then I'll head down to Funky Ville for their soft opening with my friends.

(I wish I had someone to bring me out for supper, cuz I'm really hungry now despite a later dinner at Changi Village.)


=/

Thursday, June 16, 2011

I'll take it as a bad case of food poisoning while going through the buffet line, and this, a cleansing phase.


I'll eat the porridge I need to sustain, but I will recover and continue with my feast in a better restaurant.


Talked with Gad for a good few hours just now, and I feel better already.

Chatted mindlessly with Calvin Liang, and I know he'll end up as another experimental dish. I don't intend to taste this dish.

I know what I want now, and I won't settle for anything less.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I've been having really bad nightmares of Lizards in my stomach, all thanks to ET for putting that thought into my head.

damn it.

Dinner was fab last night! The Father brought us out for dinner at Bedok Blk 85. Had Oyster Omelette, Prawn Noodles, Satay, Gluttonous rice balls and the famous meat ball noodles!

<3 <3

Then I met up with Johnson around Midnight for some drinks at Downtown East! =)

Sans the trauma and drama, my life is pretty okay.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

WOOTS!

Managed to retain Boon.

Uncle N finally spoke some sense into him.

That buys me more time to hire.

Anyway, we had some really nice snacks along Bugis Street today and went to watch Super 8 after dinner. =)

I'm going to stay single until next year, or at least until the case with Lizard clears.

It'll probably take about a year to settle it, and I can't wait for it to be over.

I've been getting weird dreams lately of someone and it's confusing me.

Monday, June 13, 2011

I've been getting really bad acid reflux lately, even sans drinking. I don't know what's wrong with me!

UGHS!

Anyway, I met up with Weilie, Melodie, Neal, Benjamin, Jeff and Alvin on Sunday evening for dinner at Plaza Sing's Starbucks for some coffee before dinner at POMO's Tao's Restaurant!

ZOMG. For about $30 for a seven course meal, it was yummilicious! <3

The cheese gratin was cheesy and melty, spread on soft and fluffy bread!

Appetizer was Top Shell with Japanese Cold Noodles, and the combination of sesame on the cold noodles added a nice crunch to it.

Loved the steak medium rare, and the pumpkin mash was delicious on deep fried taro. =D

Ended the meal with a poached pear with red dates. Soft and not too sweet! But the date was bitter. =/

Then we headed down to Timbre @ Substation and had a pint of beer and DUCK PIZZA~~~!

The band was good, and we stayed till around midnight before heading home. Took a bus home with Weilie and discussed about Prosperity Teaching which I'm still very much against.

=D Fun times!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

X men was nice, but watching it with Edmund wasn't much fun.

He wants to hold my hands and hug me but I'm so fucking uncomfortable doing that. UGHS.

I don't like you.


I don't like the way you lie to me and my friend.


I find you childish and immature. 
We have different past times, and what you enjoy, I do not like to do.
You cry when you get drunk, and you can't dance.
What I love to eat, you can't eat.


I prefer you more as a friend.


Craving for Brewerkz Nachos big time!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Went to visit Cass and Baby Orange yesterday! LOVES!

Julius has grown up alot, even though the last time I saw him was less than 3 months ago! That kid grows up really quickly!

He pulled my hair and my specs and it hurt! HAHA! But he's so adorable! LOVE LOVE!

Had lunch with Calvin Liang after work before meeting Cass! He fetched me and drove down to Lavender for Pig Trotter Vinegar!! OMG! LOVE!!!!

I POLISHED THE ENTIRE BOWL OFF MYSELF! RAHS! SO HAPPY!

Then after visiting Cass, I went down to Crystabelle for Karaoke with Ivan, Doreen, Eunice, Fion and Edwin!

We had dinner at the nearby coffee shop but walked off without paying cuz we forgot! LOL! Had to go back to the shop to pay after singing! LOL!

Then Edmund, Neal, Boey and Jave asked me to meet them at Zouk! LOL! I got free entry! WOOTS!

But Edmund got drunk after just 4 glasses of Chivas + Coke. -.-! And he started crying and couldn't even stand straight! OMG!

Can you believe how embarrassing it is for a big tall guy like him to fall, topple and start crying?

I couldn't take it and told him off. Geez.

I seriously dislike taking care of big men who are supposed to 'protect' the ladies instead of the other way round!

He spoilt my mood for the night and I was so glad when I got home. UGHS.

Anyway, I'll be meeting him for X men later and he's treating since he knew I was pissed off with him.

I wanna go out with Calvin Liang for more food again! =D So gonna get fat! >_<

Friday, June 10, 2011

WOOTS!

I had dinner with Edmund last night at Sakae Sushi, and I ordered a super yummilicious set! =D

Edmund doesn't eat alot of things, and I made him try Unagi for the first time!

Then we went down to make a report. An investigator has been assigned to me and he will be getting in touch with me soon.

Anyway, I met up with Calvin Liang after that for drinks at Frienzie! Drank an entire tower with his cousin and me!

His cousin can't hold his alcohol well, and got drunk after 6 shots of Tiger Beer! LOL!

I'll be meeting Calvin Liang for lunch in a bit, and then head down to Cristabelle for more celebration of my new found liberation from suppression!

WOOTS!!!

LOVES! <3

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Dear Lord, vanquish Calvin Yio from my life, and make my life right in your eyes again. Help me find the right one in your eyes. AMEN!

I wish my friends were not related nor mutual friends with him. His presence in my social circles BOTHERS me. I'm protective of my friends and if I can, I would want to protect them with my life.

*sigh*

A threat to society.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

http://biggovernment.com/jloudon/2011/06/07/mr-wiener-did-you-know-it-is-internet-safety-month/

I can only shake my head and realize how damn similar he is to Calvin Yio.

A disgrace.


Anyway, I went for a movie and a nice dinner with Edmund today at Nex. Fast and Furious 5 rocked! =D


Sent me home on 109, even though he lives in the WEST. How sweet. LOL!


Though it would be sweeter if he just cabbed me home. LOL!

Will be meeting him on Sunday after his church for X-Men! =D

Saturday's trip to M'sia might have to be postponed cuz according to Johnson, M'sia's attempt at following SG's fingerprint system has gone terribly wrong.

BAHS!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Work was fine today, Nelson popped by to check on the working situation.

Boon had somehow resolved his issues with controlling his temper, and work went well. =)

I had lunch with Gad, and it was nice! =)

Figured that being with Lizard has to be the biggest mistake I've made in my entire damn life, besides throwing away my tamagotchi in a fight.

Anyway, Surin was nice enough to arrange for me to meet Sean to play with Baileys! =D

We went to Bishan park to play, but Baileys got bitten by ants, and we had to rush back to the carpark to rid baby Baileys of those wretched red ants.

Then we drove to Surin's to play at the playground near her house. It was really therapeutic.

Sean Yee's an absolute sweetie! He rented a Suzuki Sports just to chauffeur Surin around the entire weekend and today! =D

I hope they end up together, because Sean Yee is so nice! =D

But I felt like a damn light bulb though, for kidnapping Baileys for the night. =p

If I could turn back the time. =/

What I had at Zouk on Saturday.

  1. Midori + Sprite, by the bridge.
  2. 2 Flaming Lambourghinis.
  3. Sour Plum Vodka Shots, about 6 of it.
  4. 2 jugs of Long Island Tea shared amongst 4 of us.
  5. 2 jugs of Vodka something.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

Went to Calvin's and beat him up until he cried and whined.

I despise him.

Lowly, self centered, narcissistic, lying, cheating bastard.

Whenever I see him I just feel this deep sense of injustice.

I hope he dies and rots in hell.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

I'm secretly happy that the Queen Bitch's favored daughter has been brought down to Earth and dethroned from her high horse.

But as her sister, I'm worried and trying my best to help her.

Contradicting, I know. But with each fall, one LEARNS.

I've learnt something from every fall, and I suppose this fall would let her learn too.

*sigh*

I'm so bloody full of contradictions. =/

Anyway, constant updates of friends getting hitched is making me jump and worry and roll my eyes in disbelief at the same time. =/

I'm jumping and worried because I don't want to be left on the shelf.

I mean, when I was still dating, they were single. And while I'm coiled in a tug of war with Lizard, they get engaged to their first / second boyfriend?!

NOT FAIR! But then all exes were validly exes for a reason, except for maybe WQ, whom I made myself leave because he was in Aussie and I was too scared of being lonely. [Hence all these tragedy.]

But I'm rolling my eyes in disbelief, cuz what's the damn point in marrying when one has no moolah to finance a house and a life together?

=/

What's the point in depending on your parents for your wedding when it's not out of your own pockets?

LOL.

Perhaps I've been paying for myself for too damn long that depending on them makes me feel embarrassed?
I'm not very sure to how big an extent, but I do kinda look down on people who depend on their parents at my age.

Although (contradict), I'm depending on the Father Figure to pay for my Education first while I struggle to pay back my Poly loans. =.=!

(ARGH! WHY AM I TAKING SO DAMN LONG TO PAY BACK MY STUPID LOANS?!)

sigh.


Loans after loans after loans.


There has to be more to life than paying loans all the time...=/


I really wish to go overseas in June and get out of the country, even for just a couple of days in M'sia or Batam.

Refresh my mind, body and soul.

Friday, June 3, 2011

JQ texted me last night and we started chatting on the phone again. =)

Sometimes, if it's meant to be, it will be, sans amount of effort. =)

Anyway, work was shitty, cuz Boon's bad temper got the better of him, and his ego made him feel too self important.

He threatened to slap Surin and told her off in front of me, which was totally disrespectful.

I'm sending him for counseling next week. Violence in the work place cannot be tolerated.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Why allow a man not worth your time ruin your life?
You're worth so much more.

Move along, because you know he isn't worth it.

RAHS!
Anyway, I had dinner at Ma Maison with JX and Boon today. =)

Work was alright, but the network server in Lasalle came crumbling down while we rushed around trying to save the internet. =p

FUN.

How I wish I had someone to care for me. But it seems that no one really gives a shit.

I knew I took a risk when I employed the two young ones, but it seems this risk isn't paying off well for Surin.

She's just unable to take on challenges as well as I thought. =/

Oh well. The hunt for a new person starts.
It's easy to get your hands on drugs.
And men are eager to give them free.
I dislike your apathy, and your selfishness.
I'm moving on!

Boon and I had our wallets cleaned at Braun Buffel after work.=)
I'm going to Malaysia with Johnson the next Saturday, and we'll be biking in!

Facial appointment this coming Saturday, and clubbing after that!
Or perhaps on Friday. =p

Can't wait for Batam in August! =)

*Think POSITIVE*