I can't seem to stay offline.

I randomly googled 'Queen Bitch', and found this song by David Bowie.



I think I shall dedicate this song/video to her. Since she's pretty pathetic at home, with no one to talk to, and no one to scream at, but me.

Sadly, I've become 'clever' by ignoring her rants and screams. Either by listening to music, or going into my room for revision. However, my retreat doesn't seem to daunt her and she has developed the habit of talking and screaming to the four walls or digging up shit she thinks would annoy me and retaliate from my Xanga Blog.

She would've stirred more reaction out of me if she had used other examples to rile me, but she keeps repeating the same shit about nipple size and Macy, which I find pretty annoying and stupid, because I no longer work there, and I've never found it shameful or disgusting to look at the tits of another girl, albeit obese.

So imagine her repeating the same shit over and over again, which either makes her look like a deranged woman, or a Parakeet.

I just hope she shuts up soon, because I really want to watch the second last episode of Beach Ball Babes on TV later at 9pm, without interruption.

TEMPTATION~

Alas, temptation lurks everywhere, and I'm lured online again.

The failing of my will power to stay offline has exposed me to more than just Online Mahjong, but the surprise of a certain someone coming online to announce his presence back in SG.

>_<

*Tears hair out*

I'm tempted by his body, by the tan, the muscles, the abs, the biceps. If you ever know how lust feels, he certainly made the blood coursing through me singe my veins.

That said, it's only skin deep.

And I believe I have more self control than that... because the boyfriend once looked hotter than him, and what I'm truly lusting for, is that idiot in camp.

But then again, I know what I want is not possible.

Because someone is just too ***** for ***.

Damn it.

*Add on: More guys added me online, while I was WahJong-ing, and another 24 year old added me on MSN, and a chat has once again brought me to the conclusion that I do not like guys who 'WOW' all the time, too MANY times in a single chat conversation.*

It makes me wonder if I am really THAT amusing.

-Jumbled personal thoughts-

Prove that POO can be very boring.

Lessons in the computer lab must've been really boring.





Look what some random guy did to the keyboard in the lab!

THE KEYS ARE ALL IN THE WRONG DIRECTION!

LOL.

I feel so clever... and bo liao.

Just when I'm supposed to be staying off the internet and mugging for the exam next week, I was once again drawn to my laptop which seemed to keep whispering and enticing me to switch it on and get CONNECTED.

I succumbed to temptation and did the silliest things I've done in ages...

I went online and applied to be a Calefare (TV extra) at MediaCorp's website. Plainly because I had nothing better to do.

I mailed it in, with a one liner...

=.=!!

Anyway, you may throw rotten eggs and tomatoes at it.

LOL.

ROFL. I don't expect myself to get in, so it's perfectly alright.

LOL. If I were to even get in, those who really want it would be cursing and swearing at me cuz I'm neither fame hungry, nor fanatical about local celebrities. LOL.

It's all in the name of boredom. XD

BOYFRIEND AWAY ALERT!

BOYFRIEND IS IN RESERVIST!!

I'm staying at home, reading blogs after blogs, because I'm such a fucking gossip monger.

Dawn Yang this, Dawn Yang that, XiaXue this, XiaXue that. LOL.
And then she sue her for this, she sue her for that, she accuse her of this, blame her for that.
Speculations, perceptions, etc, etc.

LOL.

Gossip reading is the best way to past time, IMO.

I personally read both blogs, along with kennysia.com to pass my time (though I'm supposed to be mugging away.), and reading those bitchy banters and rants entertains me.

WAY better than watching TV sometimes!

But then kennysia.com is much more 'funnier'. AND! It's more personal, I think.

*jumbled thoughts*







Anyway, J's away on reservist, and I can't wait to see him in his uniform. *drools* But I was too tired today to meet him.

I slept at 4:30am. =X
(Don't tell him, okay?)
And had to wake up at 11am. And as much as I would've liked to skip tutorials, The Tormentors were at home, and had 'kindly offered to drive me to school', just to make sure that I lug my ass to school. Damn.

Can't a girl get her beauty sleep without interruption anymore?! Geez, man.

Anyway, I arrived at the computer lab just as POO tutorial ended. LOL. But I managed to copy the notes on the board, (deciding along the way this particular topic will be THE topic to be skipped during exams), completed my POO lab report, and also decided to bum in Feonna's Petrolchem tutorial because it was too damn early to return home.

=.=!

Feonna and I were supposed to look for Allen Liew to ask about attachment matters but he wasn't around at 2pm. (which was the time he told us to go look for him!).

So I dragged my ass home with intentions to sleep.

Alas, slumber was not fated, for The F.F was home, and needed company to get his external hard-drive repaired ateSys at 1Changi North St 1.

What's with the fixation with being Number one??

The whole building was almost empty, they were so cost saving that they didn't have a receptionist, a proper service counter, customer service, lift, nor air conditioning!!

The building was much like an empty shell.

We had to run around the building to locate a soul to tell us where we could go to get the hard drive repaired, and it took that indian fella almost 2 hours to replace a faulty casing. WTF.

The F.F was very much worried, of course, for his hard drive contained very sensitive government information.

=.=!

So much for doing back ups.

I could only claim slumber at 8pm, where I was so tired out, I skipped dinner, only to wake up at 11pm with a growling stomach. Ugh.





So down I went with The F.F to the 24 hour coffee shop for Teochew fish porridge (the one with many branches all over. They are so franchised, to the point of actually using a weighing scale to weight the amount of fish they put into the porridge!) and teh peng (iced milk tea). LOL.





Yummilicious.





P.S: I've been eating AUTHENTIC KOLO MEE for 2 meals straight! AND WHEN I SAY AUTHENTIC, IT'S LITERALLY FLOWN IN FROM KUCHING~! *Bliss* Uncle Nelson and Aunty Sindy went to Kuching to visit our relatives in Kuching, Sarawak, and they bought 35 packets of Kolo Mee for the rest of us stuck in Singapore~!

I LOVE KOLO MEE~!

Two days of Clarity.

Saturday didn't start off well, and my mood was very foul. Because I thought he had forgotten about a small anniversary all that while.

But then our day was overall fine, because we dined at Miss Clarity Cafe and were pretty well fed by it's serving portions!

We went to the branch along Tanjong Katong Road opposite Donut Empire, and the ambience was pretty fab. The crowd was pretty constant, and many family dined in there.

J ordered Fish & Chips, and made it a set with his usual tea, with tomato based soup and ice cream for dessert. (Not picture worthy. LOL.)

He picked a side dish of Mumbo Jumbo, which was cheese fries drenched in parmesan cheese with sausage bits! The menu said there was bacon bits, but I found NONE. Tsk. But it was nice still.

As you can see, I wasn't very satisfied with the cheese fries. It's $5 more than the normal cheese fries (also offered on the menu), but what they served up was cheese fries with missing bacon bits, thinly sliced sausage bits (the kind you find in the frozen food section in supermarkets at $1.50+ for a packet). For $11.80, it wasn't very worth it.

I ordered a Soft Shell Crab with Cream Based Pasta peppered with garlic bits and parsley!

It looked pretty plain at first sight, but I was surprised to taste the thickness of the cream base, and the crabbiness/freshness of the soft shell crab. The soft shell crab was a tad too oily though.

Dessert was a scoop of Ben's and Jerry's Ice Cream, which is nothing worth photographing since everyone should know how it looks and tastes like. LOL.


They served home made Barley, which was great for me, since I'd just recovered from sickness (and shouldn't be out feasting on such food so fast)!

Soft Shell Crab Pasta: $11+
Fish and Chips: $9.80
Making it a set: $3.80
Cheese Fries with Sausage bits: $11.80

Total Bill: $41+ (No GST, No Service Charge!)

On Sunday (actual day of anniversary), we had to attend a funeral of a certain camp mate around Serangoon. But we still stubbornly headed down to Miss Clarity Cafe again. I presume J wanted to try more dishes there, since the menu seemed enticing enough and the ambience was nice.

We thought we were more educated in making our orders, and I'd introduced him to some new dish.

Our side dish was Escargot this time round, because we wanted to make a comparison between the Escargot from CheeseCakeCafe and Miss Clarity Cafe.

It turned out that the Escargots were baked differently.

CheeseCakeCafe's Escargots were baked with cheese, turnips and parsley stuffed into the shell, while Miss Clarity Cafe's Escargots were baked with olive oil on a bed of Sea Salt!

Escargot from both cafe costs $9.80 for half a dozen (that's 6 snails, if you can't divide, or don't know what's a Dozen.), so it's really up to personal preferrence, really.

The former is much more moist, and tastes more flavourful than the latter which was drier and oilier than I would've preferred, but I polished it off anyway.

J was so nice to give me the last shell. LOL.

Our main course.

Mine was Beef Bolognese in tomato base. It was done just the way I liked; not too sour, and absolutely unsweetened by ketchup like those sold in food courts.

I recommended him to try Oxtail Stew, and his choice of risotto with the stew made it not too overwhelming for the stomach, unlike my usual choice of rice, which made me bloated most of the time.The Oxtail was nicely done, with the oxtail stewed to tender perfection. Not too soft, nor too hard. The joints were a joy to suck and bite off the jelly bits... an excuse to use your fingers to dig in!

=D

But then I used my utensils to handle the bones, because I hate getting oily fingers. LOL.

WE had Custard Caramel for dessert this time, and it was so yummilicious, WE BOTH HAD TWO SERVINGS OF IT!

XD

I've had custard that tasted like normal jelly puddings before, and wasn't sure how this would taste like. I was expecting something EXTREMELY sweet, but was pleasantly surprised by it's slighly sweetness of the caramel and the eggy, cheesy taste of the custard -LIKE CHEESECAKE!

Once again, we made ordered sets (additional $3.80), because he wanted tea, and I, barley. The choice of soup was Creme Of Corn, with corn bits, but the serving was small. (Not Picture Worthy).

Oxtail Stew: $15.80

Bolognese:$9.80

Escargot:$9.80

Make your meal a set: $3.80 (includes drink,dessert & soup.)

An Extra Serving of Custard: $1.50

Total Bill: $46+

The difference between "Not Sure" and "Don't Know".

Because a certain J is bent on challenging me with English terms and little stupid things which stemmed from the dress code of a certain army mate's Father's funeral, I have no choice but to do this.


So pray tell, and correct me if I'm wrong, of the meaning between "Don't Know" and "Not Sure".

From my understanding, "Not sure" would mean an uncertainty in something; a vague idea, while "Don't know" would mean having completely no idea; being not in the knowledge of a certain thing at all.

Like, "I'm not sure if this is the right path to go, but I do remember we were supposed to turn right." and "I don't know which path to go! Left, or right?!"

Correct?

*Continues on with arguement over stupid things with J*

This was better than an orgasm,

Until I realised that an Orgasm could come in multiples while a pure suit in multiples was very much obscure.

=.=!

I'm sick...still.

Even after swallowing pain killers, my head still hurts.

And I'm sick of men without financial means. Men who are so poor at handling their own finances that they have to resort to borrowing from me.

Pfft.

Fancy waking me up in the middle of my sleep just for a fund transfer.

JUST BECAUSE I HAVE INTERNET BANKING DOESN'T MAKE ME YOUR 24/7 AUTOMATED MONEY LENDING MEDIUM!

FUCKER.

Fed Up.

So far my blog entries has been very negative, it seems, but that's besides the point.



I'm sick. And I'm fucking grumpy and miserable. My head aches. And my brain feels tender so tender to the point that even a tap on my skull feels like 5 on the richter scale.



WALKING is worse! Each step feels like an 8.9 richter scale quake. T_T



My throat is so sore that I'm spitting out blood, and each swallow feels like sand forced down my throat.



I've been sneezing non-stop, and each 'ah-choo' makes my throat hurt more.



Last night was torturous, because I had to wake up at every 2 hour intervals to go to the loo, due to the large amounts of water I forced myself to drink.



I thought my body lacked water and I was sick because I've been sleeping rather late and drinking too little water.



GAHS!



I was so giddy that I was tumbling out of bed and crawling to the toilet in zig-zags as my head pounded with pain. T_T



Yesterday for once, I cried from feeling so fucking terrible.

PUSH PUSH PUSH!

Fucking J pushed me to my limits.

Just because I was late for 5 Minutes. (I was field supervisor yesterday during pilot plant session, and I had to direct a bunch of my lecture mates around. I felt inadequate, but we still managed to be efficient and completed the session an hour early. I wouldn't have been able to meet J otherwise. Viva was conducted as the pilot plant shutdown was in progress, and apparently the viva drove a handful of girls to tears.)

His tone of voice, body language and sentence structure accused me of being a liar, a person who commits but never act and a permanent late comer.

WTF.

We stood amongst the crowd at Aljunied Mrt for about an hour or more, I think, and I allowed him to shoot off, insinuation adding on as he went on.

I was so fucking insulted, my anger was WHITE.

Just as there's liminous or non-luminous flames, my anger was burning non-luminously.

He might have felt it coming, but he didn't know it was there until I acted on his dare.

"You decide if you want to continue this way or not. It might make me unhappy or sad, but it doesn't matter right now. It's all your choice."

And so I made my choice. I returned him his iPod, turned around and walked off towards the train station.

He folllowed me all the way into the train station. And sat on the benches on the platform.

3 trains passed.

He then asked me to take back the iPod, because he didn't think it was worth it to loose me for 'something so stupid'.

I won.

He apologized and I somewhat forgave him. But at the back of my mind I was still adding interest to his past mistakes.

Behs~!

Reuters -

LONDON (Reuters) - A Briton has been arrested on suspicion of carrying out a series of sex attacks on sheep, London police said on Friday.
The 27-year-old man was held at his home in Dulwich, south London, on suspicion of bestiality with sheep. He was also wanted in connection of the possession of drugs with intent to supply.
Detectives said the arrest followed allegations made to them in May and June.
"Two male joggers said they had observed a man molesting the sheep in a field at Botany Bay Lane, Chislehurst," police said in a statement.
"A similar incident was reported to police by a stables employee in the area."
Media reports said the man had been barred from visiting farmland while officers carried out their investigation.
(Reporting by Michael Holden)

I think he must've poked and busted all holes possible for his penis to resort to sheep beastiality. Or maybe he just thinks the bleating of the sheep sounds much more exotic to his ears than that of a human male/female.

Then again, he might've been so high on drugs that he thought that white, fluffy figure is his wife in towels.

I think I can write musicals liao! LOL.

Music according to Can't Fight the Moonlight.

Thief:
I’ll Steal the neighbour’s cash
To clear my gambling debt

Both:
When no one’s gonna be around

Police:
But he tripped and fell
And triggered burgler alarmsas the sun went down

Both:
Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right

Thief:
I’ll steal from you tonight

Police:
You can try to resist
Try to resist fate's twist
But you know
But you know that you can't fight my bullets
Deep in the darkYou try to hide under trucks
But you know
But you know that you’re too fat for cover

Noooo... you can't hide it
I’ll send you right behind bars~!

Judge:
There's no escape from law
Once a good police
Smells the lies you’ve memorized by heart..
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
Till you’re behind bars

Underneath the brave face put up
You’re just cursing yourself.
Feel him cuff your arms tonight

Thief:
I had tried to resist
Try to run from police
Now I know
Now I know that I can’t fight the police

Lawyer:
Low on his luck
He borrowed from loan sharks
But as you’ll know
And he’ll know that loans do come with interest

Thief:
Ooooh, I should’ve known~
But no money what can i do?!

Police:
Don't try then
You're never gonna win

Thief:
At the gambling den’s poker table that night
There's a magical feeling - so right
It made my heart sing with delight
I just can’t seem to resist
The feel of cards and the risks
Though it’s wrong
And I’m broke- but there’s always a chance to win
Down on my luck
I surrendered my cards
And I thought
And I though that I-might win the next two rounds

Oooo, but I was wrong!
I just can’t seem to resist
The feel of cards and the risks
Though it’s wrong
And I’m broke- but there’s always a chance to win
Down on my luck
I surrendered my deck of cards
And I thought
And I though that I-might win the next two rounds

Oooo, but I was wrong!

I AM that BORED.

Food Food Food!!

Friday was spent with another J, who accompanied me to the Eye Centre for my check up at Balestier.



Caught Hancock after the check up, and sneaked yoghurt into the theatres! =D



My eye balls are differently shaped from that of the normal human, apparently. LOL. I don't really know how to explain it.



Bahs, after the movie we lurked around Novena Square because the J who was going to get hurt real bad wanted to accept his punishment plus interest and more. He was at Harry's Bar across the road from his work place with his colleagues, drinking beer and celebrating a Trader's departure.



He came to me smelling of alcohol, and sounding way too cheerful for someone about to meet his doom.



=.= ( I postponed his doom till a later date while accumulating his interest and wrong doings.)



We went to Sempang for dinner (because he must be happy to live a little longer), and I had the yummmiest fish and chips at Spize's for only $9!! The Murtabak was a tad too pricey at $7+, but still nicer than the others I've tried before.



=D (But I have no plans to reduce his sentence from good behaviour or boot licking.)



I went for an interview today for a push cart but I rejected the offer in the end because the pay was too damn low! $4 per hour for accessories that will most probably not fetch any sales isn't worth my time.



I wasn't very happy about that wasted trip, but it was made up in the end with a yummilicious dinner with W.Q!!!!



Woop~!~!~!



Shin Kushinya @ VivoCity!!

W.Q is like a food connoisseur in the making!! AND I SO FAR, ALL FOOD OUTINGS WITH HIM HAS ALWAYS BEEN FRUITFUL!!

He's like the buddy for good food man! XD

He introduced me to multiple drool worthy dishes and I'M HUNGRY JUST THINKING ABOUT THE FOOD!!

If I were to repeat our orders, I think some people would just keel over. LOL. For two person, and one of them being a female would've (usually) brought about dropped jaws! But because the female is ME, I think those who know would wonder if I had my fill. LOL. (Yes I had my fill!! But then I'm still thinking of that Foie Gras.)

I had the yummiest Foie Gras and Sesame Ice Cream EVER! (For now.)

=D



*Happiness!!!!*



He re-introduced me to Sake once again, and it was yum, and a slightly loosened tongue over dinner always makes for better conversation. haha.



I'm still dreaming of the Foie Gras!



The bill for the both of us allowed me to ... GET FREE ENTRY INTO...




For every $30 spent in a single receipt!!!


WHICH MEANS I CAN BRING 5 other persons into St James with that single spending!!


Teehee, SO WHO WANTS TO GO ST JAMES WITH ME?!?!?!?!?!?!



I'M SO HAPPY~!

Someone's going to get hurt real BAD.

J wanted me to help him with his work review. I was fucking tired last night with an intermittent cramp and I was kaypoh (nosey) and nice enough to stay awake till the early mornings to help him edit it since I didn't think his sister, who is only Sec 2, was able to help him.

I was du lan (fed up) after editing his review and told him so in the email I sent and this morning, he was UNHAPPY about it!!!

WTF.

So I'm supposed to quietly DO HIS WORK and then let him take it for granted la?!

WTF. Ungrateful asshole, I tell you!

'If you want to help you help if you don't want to don't pass this kind of comments anyway thanks'

WTF! AND HIS SMS DIDN'T COME IN SUCH NICELY SPELT MANNER, OKAY! AND YES, HIS MESSAGES ARE ALWAYS WITHOUT PUNCTUATIONS!

Pfft.

I digress now.

I went to school to hand in my P&ID, and made plans to have dinner and watch a movie with another J but the tickets were all sold out after our dinner at Aji-Tei - the damn waitress forgot about my order of spaghetti and made us wait in vain for it. WTF.

I was so pissed off and HUNGRY by then I didn't feel like eating at the damn restaurant anymore. But he decided to let the waitress rush the order and the only redeeming factor for the wait in the restaurant was that the spaghetti which I waited for, was nice.

Grr....

Anyway, back to the current J who will get hurt REAL BAD.

E msn-ed me and informed me that he saw him with another lass, and I'm not too pleased about it since he didn't tell me about his dinner appointments. He might've seen the wrong guy, but there is no way I'm going to let it rest until I dig out the truth from him.

Thinking about him going out with other girls without my permission or knowing makes me want to hurt him REAL bad!!

And he even had the cheek to tell me that he was eating dinner at home when I called him on my way home and asked to meet up.

I was assuming he would be in the gym, but I must've ASSUMED TOO MUCH like he claims, is something I do too much.

Soo, I shan't assume, and I shall see what he has to say to me soon, though I do not know when, since I won't be meeting him till next week.

He claims I do not allow him to make plans of his own, while I let myself have my own plans, which I find pretty stupid since I only made plans when he told me he wasn't free for the weekend!!

Like, when W.Q asked me out for dinner, he already had to go for SOCCER PRACTICE, and on SINDAY, which I'm fucking free, HE'S NOT MEETING ME BECAUSE HE HAS TO PLAY SOCCER!

WTF?!

HE, himself told me he couldn't afford to dine out with me. He told me himself he had work on Friday which made it impossible for him to accompany me to the doctor's.

I'm just being understanding by asking others to accompany me for these things which he's unable to accompany me with, and he's insanely unhappy and jealous about it.

WTF.

I seriously want to slap him and get him hurt REAL BAD. I shall not say which J it is, but I think he should know who he is.

Then again, the mean streak in the other J makes me want to hurt him too. Just not as bad as THIS J.

P.S: Fucking stupid HP didn't rectify the damn problem afterall. The mouse STILL runs to the corner of my screen and auto spam clicks. Fuck HP.

MY LAPPY IS BACK!

Woop~!

My laptop is finally delivered! And it arrived just as I was rushing out of the house for lectures today!

=D

T'was good that it came just as I was about to go out though, if not the Queen Bitch would have signed for my laptop and tried to hack into it!

AND SHE IS CAPABLE OF SUCH UNSCRUPULOUS THINGS!

So apparently my laptop has been FULLY repaired (for now, it works fine anyway.) and the computer technician had replaced the whole mouse pad; just as I had suspected, the mouse pad was faulty all along!

Pfft.

Anyway, I'm feeling all messed up right now cuz while I was in school, I was informed that the P&ID had to be handed in by Friday and B.W told me that my P&ID was INCOMPLETE!!

Mind you, it looked every bit as completed as I thought it could be, but I had somehow missed some important parts - which meant I had to fill in the missing parts and redraw parts of it and return to the pilot plant to double check!!!

*Tears hair out.*

So fucking tedious.

I thought I could manage it somehow when I get home, but then I was reminded that the Cheena Girl will be coming to stay for 8 days! (Damn student exchange programme!!)

Pfft, no wonder the Q.B was so hardworking with the housework and even bothered to vacuum the floor!

So when she arrived, she cried. Because she misses home. AND I FULLY EMPATHISE WITH HER SINCE THE Q.B WAS FUCKING FAKE AND THE REST OF THE HOUSEHOLD IGNORED HER.

She ate her dinner alone, with the rest of the house ignoring her while she teared!!!!

Fucking pitiful.

But I was a 'bad influence' and had to stay away from her. HAH!

THEN AGAIN, I SUSPECT SHE WAS TIRED FROM JET LAG (whatever that term is for staying in long flights and not being able to sleep.) TOO, SINCE SHE HAD BEEN UP SINCE TOUCHDOWN AT 5AM.

*sigh* Poor girl.

Anyway (again, I still can't find a word to replace anyway!!), I managed to edit my P&ID somewhat after she went to bed at 9pm, (and with some difficulty, pull myself away from playing SIMS to settle down and do my work.)

I thought my work would be done by then, but I realised that it was better to check my lines against the pilot plant before handing it. Grr...

AND THEN I ALSO REALISED JUST THEN, THAT I HAD MY EYE APPOINTMENT ON FRIDAY.

ARGH!!!

WHY SO FUCKING TEDIOUS?!

I seriously fucking hate travelling alone here and there from one out of reach place to another!!!

IT'S SUCH A FUCKING BIG INCONVENIENCE TO TRAVEL ALONE WITHOUT A CAR!!

I don't mind travelling by bus and train if there was someone to accompany me, but then to travel alone from one end to another is just tiresome and stupid!

I know, I should take a cab if I want to do it fast. BUT THEN I'VE STOPPED WORKING TILL AFTER EXAMS and I'm just trying hard to save my money!!!

ARGH!!!!

I fucking hate being poor.



P.S: Andy, after disappearing for such a fucking long time, finally re-appeared recently and gave me this glitter pic.




It's kinda cute, but I'm not loving that bubble hair.

P.P.S: W.Q's meeting me for dinner on Saturday - tentatively. We're going to try out some restaurant! YAY!

The church is full of hypocrites.

The church is full of hypocrites.

Go to church for mass/service, and wait till the moment we're supposed to wish others 'peace' or 'good day', and you would receive many limp handshakes, forced smiles, dazed eyes and eyes who would glance over your shoulders instead of meeting yours.

I went to church on Sunday, because J wanted me there.
And what I've realised over the years still holds true.

The church IS full of hypocrites.

The prodigal son was the passage of the week.

In short, from my own understanding, (which might be flawed. But I couldn't care less.) it meant:

Accept Christ only when you're dying, so that ALL your sins will be forgiven and your soul be renewed; thus die pure and sinless.

Accept Christ before you're dying, and you'll be expected by God to continue with the good work, and thus you will not be able to sin as much as you like, GUILT FREE.

But for those like me, who knows Christ, rejects it, and still feels NOT GUILTY sinning, then I guess I'm just damned in hell until my last breathe where I repent and beg for forgiveness.

Oh well. *shrugs*

The Church is FULL of hypocrites, but there's room for ONE more.

Caged.

Caged up.

Dunman High got into some stupid student exchange programme and of all kinds of students to exchange, SHE SWOPPED A CHINA STUDENT!

WTF.

Of all countries, WHY CHOOSE CHINA?!

Now that Cheena is going to stay in our house and sleep with her for a month or so and it's so not going well with me. WTF.

I bet that student doesn't eat beef, or worse, IS VEGETARIAN!

And then he/she might have some weird habits like scratching armpits or waking up early in the morning to eat breakfast and excercising which I totally do not have!

LOL. But then as long as he/she doesn't sleep on the spare bed or try to steal my things, I'm okay with him/her making his/her presence scarce.

*gasp* what if she/he tries to steal my things?!

I HAVE TO FIND SOME WAY OF LOCKING MY THINGS UP.

butmycupboardshavenolock.

T_T

My laptop will be delivered to me tomorrow. TOMORROW THAT CHEENA COMES!

YUCK.YUCK.YUCK.

Zouk's Mambo Jambo.

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v
Random nonsense.

2 Jugs of Whiskey + coke. The brand of the Whiskey was UNKNOWN.

From 9:30pm, I think, to 3am ?

We waved our hands to music from 1am, I think, though it didn't seem so short a time.

Hossan Leong was the host to the dance off, and though we all loved the Centre Flats, MJ= Follow the Leader and Never say whatever won instead.

Yes, that stupid dance group's name was THAT fucking long. WTF.

Anyway, enough with that, since Justin didn't bring his camera along for the event and no pictures were taken. Pfft.

Yesterday was pretty fun. BECAUSE I GOT TO SLEEP IN, EAT, AND EAT SOMEMORE at Cuppage Plaza's Graffitti Cafe and the Food Fest at Takashimaya!

Overeating went easier on my conscience since we headed to the gym right after for 2 hours or more.

And I was mislead to think that the excess worked off in the gym wouldn't pile back on; we went back to his place, and his dad whipped up a feast. =.=!!

AND I TELL YOU, IT DIDN'T HELP THAT AFTER CHURCH TODAY WE WENT TO OLD AIRPORT ROAD'S HAWKER CENTRE FOR MORE FOOD!

I WAITED FOR AN HOUR FOR HOUGANG HOKKIEN MEE AND EVEN WENT IN SEARCH OF THAT STALL!

In the process, I had: a plate of chee cheong fan, Black Glutinous Porridge, Rojak, before finally eating that darned plate of Hokkien Mee which wasn't as fantastic as I remembered it to be!!!

I FELT CHEATED OF MY TIME, MONEY AND WEIGHT!!!!!!

Tsk. Iwantocomprain.

Bahs, anyway (again, I think. I can't find another word to substitute anyway.), we went to the Singapore Arts Museum and History Museum today!

WE WALKED FROM CITY HALL TO SMU TO THE MUSEUMS AND THEN TO BUGIS!!!

=D

The History Museum had CHANDELIERS FOR AN INSTALLATION and it was really nice!!
(I'll do up the pictures later.)

ALL RED AND GLOWING!

*loves*



And we sneaked into a Food Gallery/Installation, walked one round, and walked out. Nothing really interesting.

The smelling jar they had, to showcase the different spices of Singapore and South East Asia, was SPOILT too! Pfft.

And they still dare to charge people for it! TSK!

It was still fun over all.

I grabbed Micheangelo's Butt! =x

Anger. Rage.

I went for Zouk's Mambo Jambo Dance Off. While I was doing the mambo moves and laughing at the super gay contestants move their hands to the lyrics, my cupboard was flipped inside out unceremoniously by the Tormentors.

My Sally, Dragon Lady and Bottle of Chivas was stolen, with only my Chivas reclaimed the day after.

Sally and Dragon Lady was tossed down the chute. Without my permission.

The anger inside can not be described in words. Rage. Rage that makes my fist shake.

The intrusion of my privacy all these years had been tolerated for as long as I could. THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.

I suppose it is time to do some tit for tat. An eye for an eye.

It' might be deemed 'immature'. But how else is one supposed to deal with it and yet feel that justice is done?

I don't know how, other than revenge.

Irritation.

I was on my way home from the bus interchange when I saw YZH! His pimples cleared! His hair became neat! He no longer wore sandals with socks! O.o

Anyway, I'M BACK BLOGGING!
(Because no one's at home now and I can sneakily use the desktop of OTHERS!) Teehee.

I have sent my laptop to the Service Care Centre at the far away Alexander Technological Park. I'll most probably get it back by next week or so, I hope. Though the previous time I had the tablet sent in, it took them 2 damned weeks to repair it PARTIALLY.

Pfft.

Justin was nice enough to accompany me there though. But then he didn't really accompany me there willingly. I had to whine many times about it to him before he budged.

And talking/blogging about getting things repaired, my fucking Sony Ericsson has been giving me fucking problems since I'd switched back from Justin 3 days ago! ARGH! The damned phone couldn't even stay switched on for more than a minute and for the past 3 days I've been switching it on again and again just because I need to make a call or reply a message.

*expletives. *

I really do think it might be time for me to buy a new phone. (Which I DON'T WANT TO. Because it's way too damned troublesome and expensive to buy and shop for one.)

ANYWAY (again), I had to go to school early in the day to do the dumb line tracing and 4 hours in the damned pilot plant didn't enable me to complete the P&ID. I would've stayed till the pilot plant closed (at 6pm) to get the work done but I had to rush off to SNEC at 2pm for my eye check up at 2:45pm.

Apparently there's nothing wrong with my eyes, but I still have to go down to the Clinic at Balestier next week. WTF.

GAHS!

Zouk's tomorrow and I can't wait!!!

MAMBo, MaMbO, Mambo!

3 days of loving and frustration.

I shan't talk much about the frustration.

If anything, the frustration was definately sexual. Grr... the way he does it makes me want to kick him where the sun don't shine.

Justin loves to play ball. But apparently, his own balls were not enough. So he met up with his friends to play a bigger ball, over stretched himself and hurt his groin muscles. LOL.

Silly soccer fanatic. LOL.

I guess he didn't warm up that particular muscle before playing ball.

Anyway, he came back from Hong Kong with gifts for me. =D

A FUSCHIA ESPRIT Clutch and the SIA Paris Bijoux handphone strap which I broke after 2 years of intensive hanging and banging!

He's good at choosing presents. <3

We went around town, caught 21 at Marina Square, strolled around town, got my pay, and shopped at Mango's Sale!

21 is a movie based on a true story and a book. It's about the recruitment of great brains to count cards in the game of BlackJack! It's nice, something like Ocean's 11, but the pawns are the students while the mastermind's a Math Lecturer.

=.=!

I want to count cards too. And then I'll be able to make a killing every year during Chinese New Year. XD

Anyway, I bought a new top at Mango for $12. The rest of the apparels on sale wasn't worth it.

I'll be sending the damned laptop in for repairs tomorrow, and so won't be able to update as much. There are many things occuring all at once this week, and I guess I'll be relatively busy.

1. Send laptop in for repair at HP Service Care Centre.
2. Do line tracing AGAIN.
3. Go for eye check up at SNEC.
4. Zouk's Mambo Dance Off on Wednesday!

Four items, done over a few days!

My Day was interesting.

I woke up late for work, but managed to get there in time.

I think I saw THAT PASTOR at Tampines MRT while on my way out of the station. I Stared. Disgusted.

I bumped into Jon while buying lunch. Had a little chat with him.

After work, paint artists were painting on drawing paper using aerosol cans outside the train station. Basking, most likely.

Their art pieces were going from $15 onwards. I was tempted to buy a particular piece at $25- until they took out their packets of cancer sticks.

It was hard to walk away from it. Because the artists were fucking hot, AND I really liked their pieces.

But I had to... *jumbled thoughts*...



WeiQiang wanted to meet up, but...


JUSTIN IS BACK.

I can't stand it at home!

I wasn't even bumming around at home, though I got to sleep till 4pm. LOL.

BUT! That's not bumming! Rather, it's 'recuperation from long term late nights".

BUT I still can't stand being at home with just Shorty. She went swimming till evening, and I was so bored, I took a shower, did some laundry, AND STARTED FLIPPING RECRUIT after lunch.

WTF. And I was determined to stay away from working part time till September.

Gahs!

But Shorty kept 'psycho-ing' me to stay home and bum with her. LOL, which, I won't mind except that I won't have any cash to throw around!

Which made me search more fervently for work, and hence the search for my resume to send out to recruitment agencies.

THEN I REALISED THAT I HAD LOST MY RESUME WHILE REFORMATTING CUZ IT CLEARED OUT EVERYTHING!

GAHS!

And the worst shit of all is that while searching for my files in the computer, I was reminded that my laptop's fucking mouse error hasn't been resolved despite reformatting as the HP IT had suggested.

Fuck.

So now I'll still have to send it back in for repair though I'm fucking tempted to get a ONE for ONE EXCHANGE!

I really fucking hope it's POSSIBLE!

Damn it.

If only I could go send it in somewhere near...which the HP website said I could, but they didn't fucking state how it is done, and under which circumstances can it be done!

Even the FAQ doesn't state it!

Fuck, it's just like an empty shell.

P.S: On Second thoughts, I could just be happy doing little housework and stare at my seamonkeys ( 2 baby Artemias died, leaving 3 adolescence Artemias, with freaking long trails of shit behind them as tails when they swim around.), or Read the books I bought from the book sale!

P.P.S: I was reading Desperate Duchesses by Eloisa James the past few days, and it was fucking enjoyable. I hope the next few books I've bought would entertain me as much. =)

P.P.P.S: HuiShan called and asked me to work TOMORROW at Century Square! Woo~! I was so fucking afraid I would die at home with nothing to do. It's a win-win situation since she desperately needed sales assistants and literally squealed when I said: "uh, okay.", in that dull, dumb voice.

I think Shorty's pretty pissed cuz there's no one at home tomorrow to bum around with her.

SHOPPING AND GOOD GRADES MAKETH A DAY GREAT!

I'M SUPER PISSED OFF NOW, AND THEREFORE I SHALL TYPE IN CAPS!

BLAME IT ON STUPID JUSTIN WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ONE'S SITUATION AND ALWAYS DEMANDS THINGS HIS WAY, JUST LIKE HIS MOTHER!

(I know he might be pissed, because I said, 'HIS MOTHER!', but whatever.)

I WAS IN A FUCKING GOOD MOOD IN THE MORNING CUZ I WAS IN SCHOOL EARLY, WAS IN A PRETTY HOT OUTFIT, HAD PLANS TO GO SHOPPING WITH SHORTY, AND WAS INFORMED THAT I HAD GOT C AND B FOR MY PETROLCHEMICAL TESTS, AND HAD A COMBINED SCORE OF B!

I WANTED TO TELL THAT ASS, BUT HE WAS IN HK, WHICH MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO CALL AND TELL HIM.

( He only started sending me messages online from 6:45pm onwards, but I only received ALL his messages at 9pm! Like, a whole load of messages started buzzing through my phone!)

GAHS!

Anyway, stupid guys aside. (I said 'Men are dumb and stupid' to Jabbie the day before, and he got pissed.)

I went shopping with Shorty in Town, went from Hereen's to Cineleisure to Takashimaya to Wisma Atria.

She spent like $115, and borrowed from me cuz she used up her cash, while I only spent $26. LOL.

Cotton ON has lousy quality apparels and dusty shop interior.

YUCK~!

Should I blog about shopping?

What I bought at the John Little sale!

1. 2 Giovan Kevin Ladies' Boxer Shorts. ($6.90 each)
2. Pierre Cardin Lingerie set. ( $12 per set)
3. Charles & Keith Boots. ($29.90)

What I did today, after school.

1. Met up with Jabie for a movie at Kallang Leisure Park, caught Wanted. The movie was fucking nice and funny, and it reminded me of Justin. I think I shall watch it with him again, because it's so damn cool.
2. Pasta Mania for lunch.
3. Yogurt for treats.
4. Kallang Leisure Park felt like shopping in Malaysia, except it wasn't cheap, and the place was fucking far without a car. The mall bored me, and I got so bored and tired, I got snappy.
5. Which ended both our nights abruptly. Cabbed home.

The Demise of the Goldfishes.

The Father Figure has once again failed to keep any his goldfishes. This time round, his failure was almost immediate, for he had bought sickly goldfishes, five in total, for $3 each. They're scales were falling off, one had a punctured eye, and their body was infected with disease.

They were already weak, and would have benefitted greatly if he had bothered to condition the fish tank he was planning to keep them in, the day before.

Alas, his decision to keep new pets was once again on IMPULSE, and he unthinkingly dumped the five poor fishes into unconditioned WARMed-by-weather tap water with no pump installed.

Needless to say, the fishes flipped from their bellies and died within 15 minutes from thermal shock and oxygen deprevation.

This house is not suited for pets of any kind, unless they do not need any care- Like SeaMonkeys!

Speaking of SeaMonkeys, my Artemia count for the moment is 5/50!

I found out that more had hatched when DunMan High was peering through my jugs and did a count when I told her there were only 4 Artemians in there.

Let's just hope more hatches in the coming days!