Missing the student life.

Honestly, I suddenly wish I was a full time student with no worries - no debt, no insurance to pay for, and a constant supply of pocket money or in my case, just part time work.

No worries, all carefree.

With my current job contract ending on the 20th of July and the decision to either continue my contract or tell Toadface that "I QUIT!", looming, I'm really lost as to what I should do.

I doubt any company would want to employ a girl with no relevant experience nor qualification for a desk bound job with an additional need for Examination leaves because of my need to study and upgrade.

*sigh*

Workiing so far away with ABSOLUTE LACK of SLEEP (I rise at 5 30 am) and FREEDOM (constantly on call for stupid crises cases ala Oil Spill and Collapsed Kelongs) sucks.

Even though the working environment, colleagues sans Toadface is good, I'm kinda sick of travelling so far everyday for work at 8 30 am.

T_T

Oh God, tell me what my next move should be!!!!

Should I just transfer out to another Government Agency?? (Their benefits are not bad!) =p

We had 4 bottles of Jinro Shoju. Me, him and his dad! Dinner at Daimono was good except their staff wasn't honest and stole his credit card.

DRAMA! His dad kicked up a big fuss and chased all the customers in the restaurant away with his shouts. =p The Filipino waiter was shifty eyed the whole time and we suspected that the floor manager was in cahoots with the waiter as well. Perhaps he found out that he had stolen the card but chose to discard the card instead of owning up to the act. tsk!

We made a police report and I hope that bloody Filipino gets kicked back to Philipines.

Then we had dessert at Geylang's Rochor Beancurd. Nothing to shout about. It was smooth, but that was about it. Nothing special.

<3 him.

I had beef sashimi with an egg cracked on top! <3

Better than the one we had in Macau!

LOL.

I'm too lazy to blog about our Macau trip at the moment, but I'l do it one day, when I'm feeling free-er.

In Macau, we had 5 servings of Foie Gras. <3

Itamae Sushi is good. But again, their staff has a habit of screwing up our orders.

Blue Frog was no different. Worse still, those PRC waitresses tried to argue their way through when they couldn't differentiate CHEESE from CHICKEN Quesadilla.

Pfft.

On course tomorrow. Turning in for the night. <3

An 8 MONTHS waiting list.

I had the nerve on my lower incisors removed after another round of extensive check by the stand in dentist at NDC.

A stand in dentist because the dentist who was supposed to see me was apparenly on MC and had the assistant call me at fucking 8 30 am to reschedule to next week. WTF.

I was so pissed off from getting my sleep interrupted and my appointment with the dentist RESCHEDULED AFTER A TWO FUCKING LONG MONTH'S WAIT, which, not only was a hassle to get (the appointment) but I even had to purposely block LEAVE for that freaking appointment.

Needless to say, I fucking UNLEASHED my fury at the freaking caller and gave her a piece of my mind and made her give me an appointment ASAP.

So my 1 30 pm appointment miraculously became 11 30am, and I got my teeth done by 1pm.

LOVES WQ FOR DRIVING ME AROUND!

I wasn't in the best of moods and I was pretty bitchy, but he took it well. <3

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH ALVIN!!

Timothy J. Alvin being a church leader once and having attended CHC and their cell grp for months. i feel...

There shld really be some balance in this.

Building the church does not mean literally 'a building'. Church in context is a community of believers. You can build a church by sharing love of God, love for people, a listening ear and financially whenever ... See moreneeded. A church can build itself by contributing to the society, helping the ones in need, impacting lives and changing hearts of the lonely and poor. I do know that CHC does give to the poor, Haiti etc etc. Church building funds are important (to them) but is it as important as giving to the poor? When they say.. give to God, what do they really mean? We can give to God in so many ways... The amount they have collected is so huge that it can actually pay off SO MANY hospital bills and rebuild so many homes. But they chose to invest in Suntec City? Is that a strategy? Are they trying to get these profits and give them back to the needy? Or is it just done in the name of God? In the name of building a church?

I m not disbelieving in any thing at all. I just have questions. And I believe, we all do.

I do not understand why...

... do they need such luxurious space, lights, cameras for such a simple thing such as - worship?
Sure a nice hall would be great. But a mall? Really?
And don't they already have their space(s) of worship?

I am a believer in God. In creation. In Jesus. In the miracles and healing. But I am not a Christian. I am a God believer. I do not draw lines and name my faith. Faith is a lifestyle, not a series of quotes.

I don't give to church building fund. Because I am the church myself. I dont have to enter any premises to meet God. He has sent the Holy Spirit and he is omnipresent. I do not judge who goes to heaven cos I am not God. I cannot say I know him well. Cos he is God. I fear Him.

I dont seek anyone to follow my lifestyle. Cos God give us choices. To believe, to do what we do best. I dont see myself shouting verses on FB or thru smses. But I live my life well. Still, do you say, I am going to hell?

I don't like getting calls everyday to remind me that my attendance on Sunday is important. I don't like being asked to go for events and when I can't make it, they go "First things first. I hope u can prioritize." I dont like being stressed to ask my friends to join me in the services. I don't like to be given verses when I am down. I would actually prefer humanly advices, and yes, strength from God.