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Saturday, July 30, 2011

Ivan's party was fun! Except his mom is another conservative party pooper.

I love my alcohol! OBVIOUSLY!

<3

Friday, July 29, 2011

I could only stare at the paper and laugh to myself.

David Heng was laughing at himself too.

BECAUSE WHAT WE STUDIED DIDN'T COME OUT AT ALL!

*expletives*

Dennis laughed at his Accounts paper, got fed up, and left in a huff. The 3 hour paper at 2pm was a goner by 3: 15pm.

Eugene left in 45 minutes, and it was epic. LOL! Cuz he came in a huff, and left in a puff. LOL! The door slammed, like he always does during exams.

I wonder how he manages to do it all the time. Leaving within 45 minutes for every paper.

I was left alone, smiling and shaking my head for 2 hours. LOL! I think I would have pretended to get possessed if I could, just to escape this paper. But too bad, if  I didn't try to complete it, I won't even get my minimum pass for advancement into Year 2.

Oh Lord, please let me pass this paper with at least a minimum grade to proceed. AMEN!

My body has been cramping up, even though I've been officially discharged from Dengue. I guess my body still needs to recuperate, and it won't be back to normal so soon. =(

I wonder if I can still drink, since tomorrow's Ivan's birthday, and I've bought 2 bottles of wine for him. =(

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

I got raped by the needle.

My arms are so fucking bruised from all the needle pokes. I've developed a phobia for needles, I think.

My arms automatically retracted today while getting my blood withdrawn by THE OTHER NURSE.

I asked for the Fat Malay Nurse who had been poking me on a daily basis, because she has always done it swiftly with minimal vein searching, but THE OTHER NURSE refused to let her do it.

*expletives*

So in the end my left arm got raped by the needle, and THE OTHER NURSE fed the needles IN and OUT, IN and OUT, a total of 5 times before finally drawing blood.

FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS NEVER HAD TROUBLE WITH BLOOD TESTS, THIS WAS TOO FUCKING EXCESSIVE!

I was so close to flipping the fucking table with my hands gripping the table edge so tight, I think I scared the nurse a little.

Went for a hair wash and a hair cut after that, at the nearby hair salon for $26.

It felt really good, cuz my hair's become a tangled mess since getting all Dengued up with aching scalp. So now I have nice smelling fuzz free hair!

^_^

The Father Figure finally graduates tomorrow, and I'll be attending his Graduation Ceremony! =D

I wonder when will it be my turn...AGAIN.

Monday, July 25, 2011

I think I'm a little narcissistic.

I've been on Facebook alot, and I can't help but notice how pretty I look in some pictures.

I've been chatting with some of my friends regularly lately, and it is interesting to find out the perception they have of me.

Ben C and his friends, whom I got to know during one of my nights out at Zouk; thought I was really fierce and aloof, because of the butterfly tattoo that I've grown to love, that's right SMACK in the middle of my back.

His friends thought I was gangster, which I find pretty interesting. Cuz after getting to know me, he thought I was pretty intellectual. =p

Perhaps that's partly due to the fact that I spend more time Googling up articles to read than playing Monopoly Online, earning my virtual Millions. heh.


Anyway,  my body ache is killing me, along with Economics and the incessant Dengue Rash.

I might have lost weight, but the weighing machine in the house isn't really accurate. So after weighing myself multiple times in the day, I can safely say I've lost an average of 3kg (?)

*shrugs*

I can't wait for Econs to be over. It's too  much of a royal pain in the ass. And I really want to start meeting new people again, and go on a few good dates.

Can't possibly allow one asshole to ruin my entire life.

Forgiveness is not on the cards for such an asshole. (He tried to ask for it via Formspring, I think.)

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Grand came to visit. Got to smell her food. ^_^

My appetite is still not back. Couldn't eat much. T_T

I think I've lost some weight. My tummy disappeared. O.o...

June gave birth to a baby boy~!

^_^ Will visit her soon!

*sigh*

Dear Lord, LET ME PASS MY ECONS ONCE AND FOR ALL, SO THAT I MAY START DATING AGAIN.

AMEN!

=P

Friday, July 22, 2011

Platelet count finally starts increasing.

Current count's at 98K.

Whole body still in rashes.
 Bathing in Calamine lotion. Ughs.

Had sushi cravings today after the blood test, and went to Sakae for the sushi buffet.

I paid for both of us, but in the end Brace Face had to do most of the eating, because I have a non existent appetite.

So for a good two hours, I watched her eat while I drank tea and ate Chawamushi. -,-!

*sigh*

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Dengue Day 7

A week has gone by.

Platelet count is now at 76K.

Rash itch killing me. I feel like dragging a shredder through my skin. Calamine Lotion isn't working at all.

*Kill me!*

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Dengue Day 6.

Platelet count fell from 140k on Saturday to 110k on Monday, to 90k on Tuesday.

I've lost 3kg so far. And I haven't much appetite for any food at all.

Had a sudden craving for pizza after our visit to the clinic. But when we got to Pizza Hut and got my Regular Stuffed Crust Hawaiian Pizza, I could only manage one slice.

T_T

And that one slice was so hard to swallow. I feel so depressed looking at those food I can only smell but have no appetite to eat.


The same thing happened to my favourite Hokkien Mee last night from Changi Village. The F.F. bought a packet home for me, and the smell was so inviting. But I could only manage ONE MOUTHFUL.

WTF.

*BOOHOO*

I want my appetite back. =(

Monday, July 18, 2011

Dengue-fied.

Platelet count dropping.

I've to go for daily blood tests to monitor my platelet count.

Rashes has spread to my entire body. Even my fingers are not spared.

I don't feel very well. =(

Haven't been able to sleep at all for the past few days. And there's no medication to make me feel better.

*sigh*
Rashes all over my body. It doesn't itch much but it's spreading.

Head hurts, eye hurts, throat hurts.

Couldn't get to sleep at all last night. Kept having weird dreams of self destruction.

What's wrong with me?!

The Queen Bitch is making everyone's life miserable at home. Screaming and waking everyone up in the middle of the night over nothing, sweeping the F.F's belongings into a big trash bag while challenging him to beat her and other stupid antics.

Not a single day of rest with her around.

My dislike for her runs deeeep.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Fever got worse in the morning. The Queen Bitch tried to register at the Polyclinic for me. But the fucking nurses refused to register me unless I crawled down to the clinic personally and had my temperature checked.

' I cannot register you unless you have a high fever, because we're closed since 11am.'

THEN YOU MIGHT AS WELL CLOSE THE POLYCLINIC ON SATURDAYS THEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORK AT ALL, FAT MINAH.

So I got a ride down to the Polyclinic and let that fat bitch take my temperature, cuz she refused to believe that I was running a high fever. And the look on her fat, over made up face was absolutely priceless.

I had to kick up another big fuss at the registration counter after that. Although the registration area had no other patients, the two other minahs at the counter refused to register me because my 'number hasn't been called yet'. WTF.

HELLO, THERE ARE NO OTHER PATIENTS IN THE WAITING AREA BUT ME, SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST REGISTER ME FIRST?!

I had to stomp up to the counter and give them that 'has too much perfume clouded your brains?' look, and told them to look around the waiting area. LOL. Their expression was funny. I could see their brains slowly ticking to make sense of the situation.

Went up to the consultation room, got my turn to the doctor, and told him my symptoms. Got referred to the A&E the moment he saw the rashes all over me.

Dengue.

Got home, told the Father Figure, and he rushed me and Brace Face down to the A&E for blood tests, because 'unfortunately, the blood lab in the polyclinic has already closed'.

$85 per head. FUCKING HELL.

So after 3 hour's wait at CGH, with one blood test and a few doses of medication to bring my sky rocketing fever down, my blood count wasn't low enough to be warded.

And  a second blood test will be done on Monday. -,-!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

In too much pain.

Barely slept a wink last night. Pain kept me awake until 7am.

Now everything that goes through my mouth tastes bitter. Even water.

Had the runs, and now rashes are popping up on my thighs.

T_T

FML.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Feverish...

Sick.

Flu + Fever + Body Ache.

The Queen Bitch has effectively spread her Viral Flu to everyone in the household.

Short tempered, I flared up at the Polyclinic counter staff when one of them asked me to make my payment before proceeding to see the doctor. It was too ridiculous.

Fed up, I screamed and shouted. Made a bug fuss.

With a temperature of 39. Degrees, which I didn't realise I had until my temperature was taken by the doctor; I am highly contagious.

I wouldn't have cared much about my flu until my entire body ached in agony this morning. I was in so much pain, even the movement of my hair follicles hurt.

I could only laugh at the absurdity of it, and cry, because it hurt so damn much.

Even sitting up right hurts now.

Time to lay in bed and not move for the next 4 days until I'm well again. =(

Greyson Chance - Unfriend You

Everyone's sick.

And I feel like Leticia running around the house.

=/

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

The Father Figure sprained his ankle. =(

I wonder if I should go to church on Sunday. I haven't been to church in a while.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Elroy's dad broke his hip.

So we won't be going to US this month, but to Italy during November. =D

*Mega Happy*

Stupidly looks forward to Rome... at least I have something to look forward to.

^_^

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Explorations.

Brought Brace Face out for facial yesterday evening, and got our faces fixed. LOL.

The last time I'm ever going back to Life Swan. Didn't quite like the lady boss' attitude, and they were way too pushy towards their services. It's one thing to recommend treatments, and another entire thing to insult me when I refuse your silly treatments.

Mole removal? Eyebrow tattoo?

EXCUSE ME, BUT I LOVE MY  MOLE ON MY CHEEK AND I LIKE THE WAY MY EYEBROWS ARCH NATURALLY, WITHOUT YOUR STUPID LASER MOLE REMOVAL OR 'MODERN' EYE BROW TATTOOS.

I can only imagine how stupid and out dated I would look with your 'Modern' BROWN eyebrows arched so 'Naturally', it looked as if you'd used a PROTRACTOR to draw on your face!

And mole removal, you say? I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the mole on my cheek so so so so much, I would never ever remove it!

Hell, some bitches would even draw the moles with make up on their cheeks just to have it like mine!

Well, anyway, we went walking around to explore for new makan places (Places to eat), but found only shop after shop of Korean BBQ and Steamboat.

We're so sick of steamboat, it killed our appetite. But we managed to walk to Chinatown from Tanjong Pagar, and ate at a Coffee Shop with Aston's instead.

Bumped into Nelson and his friends there, and ate together instead. =)

Continued exploring after dinner, and we ended up at Neil Road, outside Funky Villa! =D But it was really quiet at 8pm in there, so we didn't go in for a drink. We just stood outside to catch a glimpse of the NDP fireworks that was happening at the floating platform just then. ^_^

Walked towards Raffles Place, Boat Quay from Neil Road, and went past a few seedy places with uncles who whistled at us. Shot them a look of death and commented loudly on how old their daughters would be as old as us. LOL!

It kinda shut them up. HOHO!

Anyway, we walked from Boat Quay to Clark Quay, and stopped at Nectarie for Chocolate Fondue and Tea~! Bumped into Keith Wong and said HI~!

LOL! It was really funny, cuz he was like.

Keith : 'What you doing here? Clubbing ah?'

Me: *Points to feet.* 'Wear slippers, how to club?!'
       'So what are you doing here?! Club ah?!'

Keith: *Raises feet* 'Sandals, how to club?'

ROFL!

I suppose we were all out to people watch on a lazy Saturday night. =D

Brace Face insisted on refilling the tea 6 times, because it cost me $6 for a pot. LOL! But by the 5th refill, she was too bloated with tea to ask for more. LOL!


So I called for the bill, and continued our walking towards Marina Bay Sands! Walked her around the shopping mall, ogled at the new art installations around and some new pieces in the art gallery and then towards the hotel lobby and casinos, before calling it a night.

By then, it was already 1:30am.

=D

Cabbed home, showered, slept.

Oh, and the Tormentors came after my ass, accusing me of kidnapping Brace Face when she was the one who begged to be walked and refused public transport!

TSK!

But it was a fun night, because I talked non stop, and left Brace Face in stitches with my imitation accents and crap talk.

Friday, July 8, 2011

THANK YOU LORD!

AMEN AMEN AMEN FOR GOOD GRADES~!

I GOT MY Bs for Business Statistics and Organizational Behaviour~!

Time to chiong for ECONS!

OMG, SHOPPING!

<3 <3 <3~!

I went shopping after work with Surin in Bugis street yesterday, and I spent about $250 in total!

We went shopping for nail polish and leggings, and she bought 2 leggings for just $10 each! It was super reasonable!

Anyway, I didn't find anything that I liked at all, until I found the vintage store we went before!

I ended up buying three vintage dresses, a vintage belt, and a pair of soft leather heels!!! <3

Super loves! =D






Then today, I went down to Bedok HQ for my statements, and went to visit Cass after work!

Baby Orange is 10 months old now! And he adores me! He kissed me! =3
(While grabbing my hair on both sides and tugging them. =.=! Before proceeding to grab my specs and waving them around. I had to grab it out of his hands before he could throw it down!)

LOVE BABY ORANGE! =D

Gonna buy him something nice real soon! =D *love love love*

It was nice talking to Cass! Even if I have to travel down to Bishan just to see her, it's all worth it! =D

Met Gad for dinner, and helped him to pick out shirts at Vivocity! We shopped at Topman, and I used my card to get him a 15% discount (I think), and then at ZARA (OMG LOVE!), where we picked out another 2 shirts for him! =D

I LOVE SHOPPING~! ESPECIALLY FOR GUYS! LOL!

We'll be shopping for his pants, shoes, and a cute nerdy vest really soon! *LOVE LOVE LOVE*

Oh, and I still need to buy myself 2 pairs of sandals. =.=!

I saw some nice ones at Crocs, but they were way over priced at $90 per pop. (Contradiction: I just bought a pair of heels at Bugis Street for $89, and it's not even branded.)

Ughs.

I'm probably going to look for deals online to buy my Crocs at a cheaper price.

The inspector who took my statements was cute. Reminded me of Harry Cokehead. =)
LOL.

How come cops these days are so cute? LOL!

Dressing up was not a bad decision afterall! =D

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The endless shitty paper work is killing me! It's so fucking leh chey, with tons of little stupid errors to look out for which were previously overlooked by the boss. =(

Anyway, after I had gone home from meeting Sean last night, I went out to meet Chowzie again, cuz he had randomly turned up below my block, asking for supper. LOL!

I like my friends random, but I can't accommodate them all the time. ughs.


So I went down, and headed to the 24 hour Coffee Shop at Drive 6 for roasted food and 2 bottles of beer. =D

He had recently gotten more new government projects and is looking at relocating AGAIN. =/ But he said the new location is shitass cool! A colonial house! I can't wait to visit it if he really moves there! =D

Went to Changi for a spin after supper and sped down the empty roads at 3am.

Got home around 5am, just before the Queen Bitch wakes up. LOL!

Rushed paper work the whole day and found myself groaning and cursing at the paper work. =(

iGAHS!

Hate paper work!


Saw Transformers today with the cousins, Brace Face, Aunt Sindy and Nelson.
^_^

I liked it, until Sentinel turned against Optimus Prime. I was rooting for Sentinel until that happened, I felt utterly disappointed about my choice, and somehow my thoughts wondered to my choice in  men.

I like them tall and wise looking, but sadly, the one who looked like it turned out to be a bloody cheat.

I'm still very sour.

He's still texting me.

I can't wait to change my phone and block his numbers for good. There is absolutely no way that I will allow myself to be hurt by him ever again.

You're not worth it.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Work is never ending. =(

Baked brownies half way through all the damned paper work. It got so frustrating, I had to take a break. Grr..


Brace Face munched it all away~!

Had a fantabulous session of Karaoke with  Aunt Sindy and Ying. =D We went to NEX's Party World and screamed out lungs out. =D

HAPPINESS!

Went to Sean Chua's place for a tipple, cuz he had a tiff with his fiancee, and she called off the wedding, for some silly reason. =/

Didn't like it when he said that I wasn't young anymore, hinting at my current singleness.

But it's alright, because my time will come, and it's just not now!

Transformers tomorrow night with my loved ones. And maybe some shopping with Gad if Transformers isn't confirmed.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Woots~!

Friday was super busy! I had to complete some paper work, and then head down to Lasalle, before meeting Yvonne from Great Eastern to get some quotation for the company.

Heard from Surin that an ex colleague of hers committed suicide over her boyfriend. She was only 22. I empathize with her, because some men will never learn until something major happens. Even then, there is no guarantee that he will learn or realise what he has done. Some men are just incorrigible, while some are just too immature. Only the rare few will learn and wisen up. Even then, chances are still low.


Her death probably haunted him, because that fucker quit his job right after her death. But who knows, a few months down the road, he will forget about it, and cause the same harm to another girl.


It would've been better for the girl to stay alive and move on, than to kill herself over a fucker she loved TOO MUCH.


I've realised that what I've gone through, I will never forget, and moving on is still very hard. But I try, and everyday I strive to step away from it all. I still think of him. I still think of how things would have, could have been if we did somethings differently. But it still does not change the fact that he will not change, and an addict will forever be an addict. Every step that I took to help him just hurt me more. I need to learn to self preserve. I can't let myself die because of a fucker.


Revenge might be sweet, but revenge at the cost of my life isn't worth it.

Chatted over tea for a few hours with Yvonne during the discussion, and she offered to drive me down to Expo, where I was supposed to meet Johnson to shop.

Chose tons of shirt for him, and some pants, before biking down to Sempang Bedok for dinner!

XD

Then at 1am, Ivan came over to pick me up before sneaking off to Malaysia! =D

Entered through Woodlands check point, and jammed up the entire checkpoint queue filling up the white immigration cards! Had to wait and further jam up the queue just to buy a new Touch n Go card, cuz he didn't have his card with him! =p

Had supper somewhere, (I didn't take note of where we were), and he smoked some Shisha! It was damn cheap, at RM10 only! LOL.

We took a long long drive back through Tuas Checkpoint. I think we went through a ton of tolls, and the road was scary with little street lights and no car! LOL!

We were almost surrounded by biker gangs of 10, but his modified engine ZOOMED past them. Woots!

Sped down the long long roads and it was so therapeutic singing and screaming to songs while on full blast! =D

He drove me round to explore Tuas, and stopped by the man made beach to chill for a while before heading home. =)

We talked some, but I couldn't tell him all my problems. *aww* I doubt he would understand anyway.

We saw this fella walk into the sea and we thought he was going to kill himself. LOL.

I was so worried! HAHA!

Anyway, I enjoyed myself. Got home around 6am in the morning, and woke up around 10am to go to Johnson's!

Played with his DSLR and posed for a few pictures! Super ARTSY! I LIKE! LOL!

Headed down to IKEA Tampines after that and bought photo frames for his colleagues! And we had IKEA MEATBALLS! <3 <3~

And then it was off to Bugis for dinner with Andy Tan! Had Ajisen and shopped around for a new pair of shoes cuz all my sandals snapped! =(

Tried to take a train and then a bus down to Zouk to meet Surin, but I lost my damn way cuz I missed my stop. =(

Had to walk all the way to Zouk after that! Girl's night out was alright, other than the fact that my phones all died on me. =(

Kept bumping into ShiChow and his gang at Zouk, and waited for him after the night out, cuz his friends were all drunk and emo.LOL!

Waited until 6am, and cabbed home!

2 Flaming Lambourghinis and a Flaming Ferrari later with a jug of Vodka Cranberry later, I'm hungover. LOL.

<3 <3 Danced around Johnny the Bouncer. Safe! But it was no fun trying to protect Surin while all the gross men danced around her. Ughs.

Friday, July 1, 2011

I'M GOING TO MALAYSIA FOR SUPPER TOMORROW!

IVAN WILL BE DRIVING OUT TO MALAYSIA WITH ME FOR SUPPER!

And before that, I will be meeting Johnson for some shopping at John Little's Expo Sales! =D

If I manage to wake up at all on Saturday, I'll head down to his place for some morning tipple, and perhaps more shopping at Expo, OR HEAD DOWN TO JB AGAIN! =D

I like it!

Dear Lord, THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME FRIENDS! AMEN!