I love fussing over your face and staring at you while you sleep.
I'm content just having you by my side and studying together.
I wish your friends won't brainwash you. Or change your love and perception towards me.
But if one day you do, then I suppose this relationship won't be worth it. But I trust you won't.
Right?
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Monday, May 28, 2012
DIABLO 3.
One LIE is all you need, to RUIN a perfect Relationship.
Repeated lies and INTENT to Deceive is an act of Dishonesty to taint a white sheet.
Like blood stains on silk, it's impossible to remove. As much as you try, what's done can't be reboot.
Unlike that stupid game you play. As cursed as it's namesake, a game of Dismay.
When all you needed was to be frank. And answer my question at point blank.
YET.
You chose to lie and hide.
Now you can't mend that voided trust. That big black gap of divide.
No, I can no longer trust you.
Your words no longer hold truths.
Your Credibility is no longer strong.
All you need is one LIE, to RUIN this Relationship.
It is. No longer, Perfect.
Repeated lies and INTENT to Deceive is an act of Dishonesty to taint a white sheet.
Like blood stains on silk, it's impossible to remove. As much as you try, what's done can't be reboot.
Unlike that stupid game you play. As cursed as it's namesake, a game of Dismay.
When all you needed was to be frank. And answer my question at point blank.
YET.
You chose to lie and hide.
Now you can't mend that voided trust. That big black gap of divide.
No, I can no longer trust you.
Your words no longer hold truths.
Your Credibility is no longer strong.
All you need is one LIE, to RUIN this Relationship.
It is. No longer, Perfect.
Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet
It's just a cigarette & it cannot be that bad
Honey don't you love me and you know it makes me sad?
It's just a cigarette like you always used to do
I was different then, I don't need them to be cool
It's just a cigarette and it harms your pretty lungs
Well it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance
It's just a cigarette it'll soon be only ten
Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can
It's just a cigarette and it's just a Malboro Light
Maybe but is it worth it if we fight?
It's just a cigarette that I got from Jamie-Lee
She's gonna get a smack and I'm gonna give you three
It's just a cigarette and I only did it once
it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance
It's just a cigarette and I'm sorry that I did it
Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Ways to manage money. I couldn't sleep, because I was fraught with thoughts of finances.
But I remembered a particular money savings plan that I had learnt at the Millionaire Minds intensive course that I had attended.
But I couldn't remember what the exact portions for savings were.
So I Googled and found the following article.
Excerpt taken from http://EzineArticles.com/1458380.
Until you can handle what you've got, you won't get any more!
The habit of managing your money is more important than the amount.
Either you control money, or it will control you.
So, how exactly do you manage your money? Here's a great plan from the book. Remember, it's important to start, not the amount. Start with $1 if you must; just start! Get the habit going!
Prepare 6 jars ("Jars" can be literal, or bank accounts, or categories on a spreadsheet).
Place the following amounts in each of the jars every month after taxes.
1. Financial Freedom Account (10%)- used only for investments and buying or creating passive income streams. Money is never spent, only invested. Also, have a Financial Freedom Jar where you deposit money each day ($1, $10, loose change). Do something daily.
2. Play Account (10%)- Use this money to nurture yourself. Use it for extra-special things in your life. The only guideline is that you must spend the money every month. Use it each month in a way that makes you feel rich!
3. Education Account (10%) - Set aside money for your education (school, seminars,etc.) or your child's education.
4. Long-term Savings for Spending Account (10%)
5. Giving (10%)
6. Necessities Account (50%)
But I remembered a particular money savings plan that I had learnt at the Millionaire Minds intensive course that I had attended.
But I couldn't remember what the exact portions for savings were.
So I Googled and found the following article.
Excerpt taken from http://EzineArticles.com/1458380.
Until you can handle what you've got, you won't get any more!
The habit of managing your money is more important than the amount.
Either you control money, or it will control you.
So, how exactly do you manage your money? Here's a great plan from the book. Remember, it's important to start, not the amount. Start with $1 if you must; just start! Get the habit going!
Prepare 6 jars ("Jars" can be literal, or bank accounts, or categories on a spreadsheet).
Place the following amounts in each of the jars every month after taxes.
1. Financial Freedom Account (10%)- used only for investments and buying or creating passive income streams. Money is never spent, only invested. Also, have a Financial Freedom Jar where you deposit money each day ($1, $10, loose change). Do something daily.
2. Play Account (10%)- Use this money to nurture yourself. Use it for extra-special things in your life. The only guideline is that you must spend the money every month. Use it each month in a way that makes you feel rich!
3. Education Account (10%) - Set aside money for your education (school, seminars,etc.) or your child's education.
4. Long-term Savings for Spending Account (10%)
5. Giving (10%)
6. Necessities Account (50%)
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Thee to the Garden of Botanic.
Was supposed to meet Daryl in the morning at 8am for McBreakfast before class at 9am. But we were both tired and only got to meet at 9am for McBreakfast before sauntering into class at 11am.
At least we caught the important bits for exam before it ended prematurely at 1:45pm, way before the stipulated 5pm.
We went to the Botanic Garden thereafter to feed fishes and terrapins. But mostly Terrapins. I had a lot of fun at the pond, feeding them with an entire loaf of bread we had bought from the Petrol Station while topping up the thirsty car.
I haven't had such fun in a long time.
I really liked sitting by the pond, barefooted and feeding fishes. It was really therapeutic and relaxing.
Think we'll go back there again.
Dinner was at The Vines, and I didn't realise that they only served Mother's Day menu this weekend. I haven't celebrated Mother's Day in ages, so I couldn't be too damned to remember that it was today.
Anyway, the set menu was still good. Added Escargot to it. Even better.
Then we spent the rest of the evening in the car, watching Izzard Comedy on his iPad.
It's easy spending time with him. Watching a show and just laughing away at British humour that so many others don't get.
Finally there is someone with the same humour as I.
Finally someone to share my life with, without any need to change or adapt.
On Friday, he brought me to Lavender's Mixed Organ Stall for Pig Trotter Vinegar. <3
I polished the whole bowl away. It was absolutely orgasmic. Magic in my mouth. I drank it all up. Every single drop of vinegar.
IT was pure bliss.
Better than Foie Gras.
Even though I had Foie Gras for two consecutive meals (at Itacho Sushi and Shin Kushinya respectively) on Thursday after passing my M9 in a magical timing of 45 minutes or less. It was a 2 hour paper.
Amazing.
Anyway, Ishiki is a new cheaper branch of Shin Kushinya. I had dinner there before ordering the Foie Gras for takeaway at Shin Kushinya. Price is cheaper than Sakae Sushi (for their makis) and Sushi Tei but their quality is way better!
I'll bring Daryl there to try some day.
Speaking of which, he mentioned the opening of a joint account on Friday over awesome dinner. I think once my career starts and my income stabilizes, opening a joint "AND" account would work.
It's about time then to start saving for our future together.
He'd better not try to defraud me of my money though. That would be very stupid of him. (Then again, I have no money anyway.)
LOL.
Bah, we'll see when the time comes.
At least we caught the important bits for exam before it ended prematurely at 1:45pm, way before the stipulated 5pm.
We went to the Botanic Garden thereafter to feed fishes and terrapins. But mostly Terrapins. I had a lot of fun at the pond, feeding them with an entire loaf of bread we had bought from the Petrol Station while topping up the thirsty car.
I haven't had such fun in a long time.
I really liked sitting by the pond, barefooted and feeding fishes. It was really therapeutic and relaxing.
Think we'll go back there again.
Dinner was at The Vines, and I didn't realise that they only served Mother's Day menu this weekend. I haven't celebrated Mother's Day in ages, so I couldn't be too damned to remember that it was today.
Anyway, the set menu was still good. Added Escargot to it. Even better.
Then we spent the rest of the evening in the car, watching Izzard Comedy on his iPad.
It's easy spending time with him. Watching a show and just laughing away at British humour that so many others don't get.
Finally there is someone with the same humour as I.
Finally someone to share my life with, without any need to change or adapt.
On Friday, he brought me to Lavender's Mixed Organ Stall for Pig Trotter Vinegar. <3
I polished the whole bowl away. It was absolutely orgasmic. Magic in my mouth. I drank it all up. Every single drop of vinegar.
IT was pure bliss.
Better than Foie Gras.
Even though I had Foie Gras for two consecutive meals (at Itacho Sushi and Shin Kushinya respectively) on Thursday after passing my M9 in a magical timing of 45 minutes or less. It was a 2 hour paper.
Amazing.
Anyway, Ishiki is a new cheaper branch of Shin Kushinya. I had dinner there before ordering the Foie Gras for takeaway at Shin Kushinya. Price is cheaper than Sakae Sushi (for their makis) and Sushi Tei but their quality is way better!
I'll bring Daryl there to try some day.
Speaking of which, he mentioned the opening of a joint account on Friday over awesome dinner. I think once my career starts and my income stabilizes, opening a joint "AND" account would work.
It's about time then to start saving for our future together.
He'd better not try to defraud me of my money though. That would be very stupid of him. (Then again, I have no money anyway.)
LOL.
Bah, we'll see when the time comes.
Friday, May 11, 2012
I fear.
I fear losing you because I hold you too dear.
I fear.
I fear the hurt of realization and discovery of betrayal and unfaithfulness that plagued me so near a time ago.
I fear.
I fear the loss of you that I've put my heart and soul into.
The only reason that I'm alive today was only and truly is because of you.
I fear.
I fear the loneliness and despair left to my own device when you finally leave me.
But all these; I wouldn't have feared if you left me alone and never called me "dear" and never held me near your addictive scent and showered me with my perception of love, or kissed me with the tenderest kiss and loved me with the sweetest love I've ever known.
I tear.
Because of all the love and kisses and fulfillment of my true love and desires by you alone.
Losing you would be the most devastating of all devastations.
The destruction of my being, my will to live. Because of you.
And only you, my love, hold the power and magic to destroy me.
Your power of love and affection.
Please don't cheat on me.
I see these men with their wedding bands. Flirting and being merry with women, not their wives.
Mistresses half their age, dancing and entertaining them.
Drinking, kissing, being raunchy.
No one displays guilt, no one thinks it's wrong.
No one knows the other, so no wrong deed is done.
"what happens in here, stays in here."
But have you forgotten that strangers have eyes too?
That some might know you, and see through you?
So in everything you do, think it thoroughly through.
Make sure you know what you are doing before staying the night too.
Remember. Eyes are watching.
"And I love you too."
I fear losing you because I hold you too dear.
I fear.
I fear the hurt of realization and discovery of betrayal and unfaithfulness that plagued me so near a time ago.
I fear.
I fear the loss of you that I've put my heart and soul into.
The only reason that I'm alive today was only and truly is because of you.
I fear.
I fear the loneliness and despair left to my own device when you finally leave me.
But all these; I wouldn't have feared if you left me alone and never called me "dear" and never held me near your addictive scent and showered me with my perception of love, or kissed me with the tenderest kiss and loved me with the sweetest love I've ever known.
I tear.
Because of all the love and kisses and fulfillment of my true love and desires by you alone.
Losing you would be the most devastating of all devastations.
The destruction of my being, my will to live. Because of you.
And only you, my love, hold the power and magic to destroy me.
Your power of love and affection.
Please don't cheat on me.
I see these men with their wedding bands. Flirting and being merry with women, not their wives.
Mistresses half their age, dancing and entertaining them.
Drinking, kissing, being raunchy.
No one displays guilt, no one thinks it's wrong.
No one knows the other, so no wrong deed is done.
"what happens in here, stays in here."
But have you forgotten that strangers have eyes too?
That some might know you, and see through you?
So in everything you do, think it thoroughly through.
Make sure you know what you are doing before staying the night too.
Remember. Eyes are watching.
"And I love you too."
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Summon like you.
Daryl has been getting summoned while out with me for a few times now, because he regularly risks it and parks on Double Yellow Lines and what nots.
Lyrics inspired by the events.
Sung to the tune of Someone Like You by Adele.
=D
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a lot and you're leaving now.
I heard you whistling through.
Guess you thought you'll be back in time.
Old friend, why you so suay?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the fine.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't hide it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time you kenna fine
We were born and raised
To pay and pay
Bound by the surprise of our PAP days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
Nothing compares
To double line and overnight fares
Regrets and mistakes
They are quotas for my sake.
Who would have known it's so easy to give you ticket?
That you found a lot and you're leaving now.
I heard you whistling through.
Guess you thought you'll be back in time.
Old friend, why you so suay?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the fine.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't hide it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time you kenna fine
We were born and raised
To pay and pay
Bound by the surprise of our PAP days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
Nothing compares
To double line and overnight fares
Regrets and mistakes
They are quotas for my sake.
Who would have known it's so easy to give you ticket?
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
Nehmind, I'll fine someone like you
I want nothing but the rest of you too
Don't forget it, I said
I remember you said,
"Today will be the last time but sometimes I forget,
Sometimes its only 5 minutes but sometimes 10 instead, "
Yeah
Friday, May 4, 2012
HSBC's D&D
Was alright. It wasn't very fun, even with glasses after glasses of alcohol BEFORE and DURING the entire event.
Loads of brainwashing, tons of pretentious bull.
Though I've set my mind to it, and I'm sure once I'm truly a part of the company, I would enjoy this process, I wasn't quite sure what I was doing in there, pretending to be part of the productive team, when I'm honestly still a struggling FP-wannabe.
I'd rather they wait till I pass my bloody M9 before asking me along. At least I'll feel more worthy.
And at least I wouldn't feel spending $150 a night for such events a waste of time and money.
I'm better off at home mugging my ass off instead of being trapped in the event till 12am.
Oh well, perhaps they were trying to be inclusive.
I hope I'll be one of those award winners in time to come.
But now I can only try my best.
Lord, hear my prayers. <3
Loads of brainwashing, tons of pretentious bull.
Though I've set my mind to it, and I'm sure once I'm truly a part of the company, I would enjoy this process, I wasn't quite sure what I was doing in there, pretending to be part of the productive team, when I'm honestly still a struggling FP-wannabe.
I'd rather they wait till I pass my bloody M9 before asking me along. At least I'll feel more worthy.
And at least I wouldn't feel spending $150 a night for such events a waste of time and money.
I'm better off at home mugging my ass off instead of being trapped in the event till 12am.
Oh well, perhaps they were trying to be inclusive.
I hope I'll be one of those award winners in time to come.
But now I can only try my best.
Lord, hear my prayers. <3
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Stoned.
Medication is too fucking strong. I've been stoned since this morning.
WTF.
Needs rest...
Anyway I iced the Q.B's DBS thingy for a fee. Surprisingly she was willing to pay for it. LOL.
If anyone's interested I'll do the same for their things for a fee too.
=p
It's HSBC's Dinner & Dance tomorrow.
I've just painted me nails, and I'll be doing my hair and make up at 2pm tomorrow.
>_<
I've joined a prestigious group of sorts, and I've put my mind to excel in this industry.
I must not fail myself.
:)
I've been grumpy of late, because the Queen Bitch is up with her antics again. Her behaviour mirrors that of a 16 year old Cheer-leading airhead.
It's tiring and annoying to deal with an idiot like her, and its worse when she screams and shouts the house down on a daily basis since she lost her job.
UGH.
Yes, again. Failed to keep a job down.
WTF.
I've just painted me nails, and I'll be doing my hair and make up at 2pm tomorrow.
>_<
I've joined a prestigious group of sorts, and I've put my mind to excel in this industry.
I must not fail myself.
:)
I've been grumpy of late, because the Queen Bitch is up with her antics again. Her behaviour mirrors that of a 16 year old Cheer-leading airhead.
It's tiring and annoying to deal with an idiot like her, and its worse when she screams and shouts the house down on a daily basis since she lost her job.
UGH.
Yes, again. Failed to keep a job down.
WTF.
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