Damn it!

I've just installed MSN 8 out of curiousity and honestly, IT SUCKS.





I've been using MSN since I was Primary 5, which adds up to a fucking DECADE!





And honestly, having explored most of it's 'new features' within half an hour, I dare say it has shitloads of fine tuning to do and shouldn't be allowed for release just yet.





For one, THE SCREEN LAGS AND JAMS UP when the screen is minimized or maximized with web cam on.





The display pictures do not automatically reduce in size nor does the text area automatically adjust.

The whole screen then ends up as above, all fucked up and messy, glitches aplenty.

WTF.

Softwares like these should never be released for use!

Another point to pick on, is the fact that the display picture is on the left, instead of the usual right which I'm more comfortable with, having used MSN for a decade.

Pfft, it felt like I was driving in America, metophorically speaking, since I've never been to America.

=.=!

Until those fucking glitches are resolved, I honestly DO NOT RECOMMEND ANYONE TO USE IT.

Unless you like fucked up screens and jammed images while you're webcaming, and pixellated background displays of pictures which used to look so good on MSN 7; by all means, go on.

The Doctor thinks I'm too stressed.

STRESS

 /strɛs/ –noun

Physical, mental, or emotional strain or tension: Worry over his job and his wife's health put him under a great stress.

A situation, occurrence, or factor causing this: The stress of being trapped in the elevator gave him a pounding headache.

I had left my phone at home yesterday while rushing out for work. I was phoneless for the whole day, without a sense of loss, which I thought I would've felt.

We (JT and I) went out for a movie (Confessions of a Shopaholic) and dinner at Shokudo as I had wanted to exchange the Bikini Cass had given me.

I wanted to change the bikini for the one I wanted, and was even willing to top up for it but sadly, the shopkeeper was anal.

Anyway, dinner at Shokudo ran up to almost $60 for 2 mains and a side.

My Mastercard wept when the card was swiped through, and my head started pounding and spinning.

I was too weak to walk. I had to cab home.

I've yet to recover from it.

My pay cheque isn't here yet.

*gibberish*

Went for Baptism class, was "Baptised in the Holy Spirit".

I can now speak in 'Tongues'. Though it feels more like gibberish to me.

I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M PRAYING ABOUT.

*shrugs*

Negativity in the office brings the overall moral down.

Which is why it is important to try to be happy and relaxed.

It helps if one has a sense of humour.

Sadly, the people in my office are losing their sense of humour...

Dila came for an interview today and apparently she wasn't 'suitable' for the Order Taking Department due to the 'unsure' vibe she gave during the interview.

LOL.

But she'll be offered a position in another department, I'm sure.

The whole building lacks man power.

Mango Vodka is my new favourite!

Party (Partee), departed.

Somehow, family politcs caused by Aunt Jolene cut my guest list by half.

She had manipulated the rest of my aunts and MY GRANDMOTHER to absent themselves from my party.

WTF.

It riled the Fathe Figure up so badly, he rang Grand up and shouted his head off over the phone. LOL.

We (Uncle Nelson and Tormentors) in turn conveniently 'forgot' about her own dinner arrangements at some restaurant today.

The Tormentors and Uncle Nelson went for a leisurely day at the golf course instead while I went for Baptism Class then office clothes shopping at Marine Parade with J with the Birthday money the mother side aunts gave.

LOL.

What I bought:

Cardigan from Isetan for $19.90!

Halter top from Isetan at $39! (I know it's over priced but I love it!!)

Dress from Dorothy Perkins for $39, Usual Price, $89.

<3

I'll post the gifts and party pictures later.

P.S: It's rude to leave a birthday party before cake cutting.

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY ON THE 21ST OF MARCH!

FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T AFFORD TO BE DEFACED ON FACEBOOK, HERE'S THE INFO!

Please RSVP ASAP!

Saturday, March 21, 2009
6:00pm - 11:00pm

East Vale Condominium

Pasir Ris Drive 3 (Opposite Downtown East Bus stop)


Food list:

Main
Vegetarian noodles
Pineapple rice

Sides
SatayChicken Wings
Curry
Teriyaki Beef
Grilled Seafood

Dessert
Chocolate Fondue!!
Birthday Cake!

Drinks
Beer
Wine
Liquor
Fruit Punch
Soft Drinks
Plain water. LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

A BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!

THE CELL GROUPIES CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY AFTER CELL, AND WE HAD A DELICIOUS CHOCOLATE CAKE!

THEY GAVE ME A BIBLE!

<3

THANK YA'LL~!

SHIRLEY, JOYCE AND WENDY BOUGHT ME STARBUCKS AND A CAKE FOR BREAKFAST TOO!

I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES! THEY'RE THE BEST!!!

<3

Justin is crap. Not only did he pick a fight with me, I ended up screaming my head off on my birthday after cell.

What a way to end.

Shorty got drunk at Timbre, and wanted me to drive her back. WTF.

Woohoo~!

Job seems more and more interesting each day with new things to learn and get used to.

One good thing about working in at DK, is that there's always cheap sales going on for all things in storage. From over the counter drugs to chocolates and cookies, there's just many things to buy cheap!

LOL.

I bought a BIG BAG of chocolate today from M&Ms to Dove! And they were like 50 cents per bar, 20 cents a bag!!

I find myself becoming more and more like an office girl.

I need to buy more office wear...

Dinner and Dance 2009

I was in semi heaven..

We were demi gods in semi heaven...

Booked into a nice clean four star room with a pool view and good service, located in Krabi, walking distance to beach bars with a nice educated lady bar owner I really liked. (We talked.)

Stretches of shops for affordable shopping, cheap alcohol and beautiful beaches in the day.

Fun times had dirt bike racing, elephant riding, and white water rafting.

Phuket was fucked! There were dirty bars with screaming thai bitches at night whenever retired caucasians came out to play...

strip teases by tranny whores (peekture peekture, cum~ peekture)

and delicious road side delicacies and local produce not for the faint hearted.

We partied and played hard for the very short stay, with little sleep and too much alcohol. We had the best times of our lives (so far).

But now we're back on earth (in Singapore) as measely mortals

with damaged bank accounts.

>_<

(At least for me.)

How this church is more like a CULT.

I was chatting with someone online when this topic came about through his observations of this church. I did have these thoughts too and I shall share them with y'all.

1. They sent me for deliverance, where I did an "Emily Rose".
2. Tells me that lust is a sin; I shouldn't kiss or hug Justin.
3. Claims praying in Tongues makes one closer to God. (How close can you get when he's UP THERE and we're just down here. And more than half the time, they don't even know what the fuck they're blabbering about?)
4. Is an 'Independant Protestant' Church, which basically translates to " You may divorce and get re-married and it's no sin." and "Our teachings are different and more 'MODERN'."

But at least they look me in the eye and tell me they care and actually seem to care a little unlike other churches where they stare at you or look behind your shoulders when they're supposed to 'show concern'.

Sigh.

Swiftly, silently.

Today was a mad rush.

The Queen Bitch and I had bumped into a cousin and he recommended me a job yesterday.

He sent me some details and I sent it in first thing in the morning.

At 2pm, the office called to arrange for a meeting.

I said I was free to go down for the interview today, because I do not like to wait.

The interview was scheduled at 3:30pm. Took a train to Kallang, and then a cab down to Pasir Panjang.

I went up and down the whole bloody building looking for the interviwer and the venue.

Arrived at the office, chatted briefly for 15 minutes, and I'VE GOT A JOB!

=D

Yay~!

Happiness~! I'll have to treat the cousins to dinner soon!

My Not So Secret Lives Ending.

"Trey's POV"

It's been a month since I've known Jesse and so much has happened within this social circle by association.

Though all has little to do with me, the association by default has made me realise the complications and implications of relationships.

Jesse has been trying her best to give E as much moral support as she can, but all she can do is just so much.

There's no way to undo what she has done to herself, as much as she doesn't want it to happen. I've done my part as boyfriend to Jesse and friend by association to C and E.

I guess all E needs now is some initiative on C's part to forgive and show a little concern as hard as it seems for C.

It's hard for a guy- or anyone else for the matter to swallow such news. It doesn't just implicate a person but those involved as well.

He told me they used a condom everytime. (Which reduces the chance of contracting the disease. But it's still not foolproof.)
But he was only thinking of Baby Prevention, not AIDS.

Honestly, I would've thought so too. AIDS just doesn't pop on a guy's minds when we're all thinking with the other head in a sexy situation. But I guess this whole situation has made clear the impact of having unprotected sex with multiple sex partners.

I wouldn't know the number of sex partners E has had, of course, but E being E, we just will never know, would we?

Maybe Jesse might know, being her best Girl friend, or perhaps E keeps that part to herself? I mean, J told me once before that E wasn't as slutty as she seemed.

But I shall not judge. I shall will myself to be the non-judgemental-friend-by-association of E and do my part to talk to C.

I've called him over for a match tonight, it's Crystal Palace VS Liverpool!!

Anyhow, going through it all together has made Jesse Baby and I closer emotionally, while the physical parts can wait until she's ready.

For her, I'm prepared to wait. Afterall, we're only 18.

Get involved with Jesse and Trey today @ www.notsosecretlives.com

Pay now and get you won't have to pay later!

I've been out and about again!

Went to the Education and Career Fair where the only JOB was in the Casino while all around Education Groups rallied for students with interesting incentives.

An Example: Sign up for Association of Science School and pay $120 today and get $120 discount off the registration fee!

(Which I later enquired was $120.)

PFFT. WTF.ROFL.LOL.

Excuse me but I'm not an IDIOT.

LOL.

Little Fact.

"The good thing about Hipster pants is that when you gain weight, you can wear it High-Waisted."

It's true.

Confusion.

I've been out and about in town with Sindy the whole day shopping while my dearest cousin went for her facial appointment.

Was notified of the change in dress code for the school's Dinner and Dance, and cracked my skull thinking of the dresses.

Found a gothic looking costume at Blood Romance for 70% off. (We suspect it's closing down, hence the sale of items at wholesale price.)

LOL.

Loved the costume. We literally bought everything in the shop. LOL.

I got myself a hat and the costume, which pretty much settles my Halloween costume for this year, and perhaps I'll wear it for DnD or my Birthday.

I've yet to decide. =D

The remaining night was spent at Grand's doing up Sindy's website. I figured that I'd rather help her get the site set up and over with since she has been dragging it (revamp and update) for way too long

Loads of customers kept bumping into us in town and were pestering for new updates on her website since school Prom and DnDs are around the corner in the coming month.

I have loads of free time anyway since employment looks like a distant dream...

Justin doesn't trust me. I've realised that now. And the longer I stay with him, the more Bitch like I've become. I had come to realise that when Sindy told me that I'm turning into the Queen Bitch.

HORROR!

I must, I must NOT become her.

I've been in a depressed state since Sunday, when Jane came by and convinced me to break up with Justin since he wasn't "God Chosen".

Though technically, even if he was "God Chosen" I doubt they were so HOLY enough to even know it.

So anyway, I went out with Samson today to shop for his Prom shoes the whole evening and apparently Justin wasn't too happy about it. (Most probably because he's just so fucking insecure about himself and 'trust me so much' that he thinks I'm riding Samson instead of shopping for shoes.)

Geez.

It got even sadder when he said I went shopping without buying him anything. Like, WTF does he expect me to buy for him?!

I'm not exactly printing cash neither am I EMPLOYED like him.

UGH.

HE claimed that I didn't buy him his Birthday Present even though (if I don't remember correctly), he told me not to buy him anything since I'd already splurged on an expensive dinner.

So now he's saying something contrary. Which is disgusting.

I mean, even if I'm not buying him anything here, it doesn't mean I won't buy him anything when I'm in Thailand, right?

Whatever the case, I'm so disappointed in him I'm not even going to bother shopping for his crap when I'm overseas.

I'm going to buy more Bikinis instead.

For Entertainment's sake.