I dream of a black jaguar. Vintage. With that jaguar statue.

A super successful career in banking and insurance. I want to help others help themselves with getting richer and wealthier through my advice, so that we may all lead better lives.

I dream of marriage, happiness, and our own home. I want a wedding fit for a queen. I want to be able to afford my dream wedding before 30.

I want 2 kids if I can. Or more if the first two don't turn out bratty.

I want to live in my own house and get it decorated ala French Noir. XD Vintage. Again.

I want to age gracefully and be healthy.

I want to be loved for who I am.

Happiness.

Will you stop loving me one day?

This niggling fear...

New hobby!

My new favourite activity has to be masking D's face and see the mud mask suck all the gross oil out of his face.

So fun!❤❤❤

I hope you are over her. Because if you aren't then it's best I leave you to heal before I get hurt.

Insomnia.

Sleepless brain in overdrive.

Way too stressed.

Upset. Why can't life get easier for me?

I'm so tired of going through this phase over and over again.

A moment of wealth, then a seemingly endless lifetime of poverty and strife.

God, why?!

What is my calling? What am I supposed to do with my life? :-(

I'll never move out at this rate. Nor get to live the life I want.

If its going no where then please kill me and stop this suffering.

I seek solace in your embrace
Your warmth and musk

*swoon*

Worry

Every night I sit alone at home and cry.

Wishing and praying for her recovery.

Where is the active grandma I once knew?

Please, Grand. Get well soon.

I don't know if I'm eligible to donate blood.

But she needs the blood.

Oh Lord please keep her safe. Please take the stroke away from her. I beg you.

Wrenched.

I miss you.

Please let grandma live to carry her great grandchild.

:-(

6 months gone by. Soon it will be 7.

And everyday I long to see you. I hope you do feel the same way too.

Such love. I don't want it to ever end.

<3

DHL - No commitment to deliver.

I was supposed to receive my Parcel from China TODAY. I took an off day just to wait for my parcel, ONLY TO FIND A FAILED ATTEMPT DELIVERY SLIP SLID UNDER MY DOOR, WITH TIME STATED 1810PM WHEN IT WAS 11AM WHEN I SAW THE SLIP UNDER MY DOOR!

I was expecting the parcel as I had emailed my supplier and she had given me the tracking number last night and I had tracked the location to be in Singapore, to be delivered.

When I tracked again, THE WEBSITE STATED FAILED DELIVERY AT 11:22AM, WHEN NO DOORBELL OR KNOCK WAS HEARD. JUST A FAILED DELIVERY SLIP UNDER MY DOOR!

AFTER CALLING THE SERVICE HOTLINE TO REQUEST FOR A REDELIVERY, I ASKED THE SERVICE PERSONNEL IF IT WAS POSSIBLE TO DO A RE-ROUTE TO SEND ME MY PARCEL AS IT WAS URGENT.  I FOUND OUT AFTER MUCH PROBING THAT THE PARCEL NEVER LEFT THE WAREHOUSE.

AND THE CUSTOMER SERVICE PERSONNEL ADMITTED IT! (Bravo for your honesty, but it seems like you are better off working in a more deserving company than DHL!)

WHAT KIND OF SERVICE COMMITMENT IS THIS?! TO SET OUT FOR DELIVERY WITH THE INTENT OF NOT DELIVERING THE GOODS?!

WHEN I REQUESTED THAT A DELIVERY BE MADE TODAY, I WAS TOLD THAT THE NEXT DELIVERY TIME SLOT WOULD BE 7PM.

THEN WHAT IS THE POINT OF ME TAKING A DAY OFF FROM WORK TO WAIT FOR THE PARCEL!?

I MIGHT AS WELL GO TO WORK IN THE DAY!

I ASKED THE SERVICE PERSONNEL IF IT WAS POSSIBLE TO GET THE DELIVERY DONE BEFORE 6PM AS I HAD OTHER APPOINTMENTS AND COMMITMENTS TO MAKE. YET SHE COULD NOT GIVE ME A SET TIMING, INSISTING ON BEFORE 6PM.

IT WAS THEN  FURTHER REVEALED THAT HER SYSTEM STATED FAILED DELIVERY AT 1:22PM. ARE THE INFORMATION STATED ON YOUR TRACKING WEBSITE UNRELIABLE?

BECAUSE AFTER THE PHONE CALL AND HAVING TO SETTLE FOR A REDELIVERY WITH NO COMMITTED TIMING OF 'BEFORE 6PM', I CHECKED THE TRACKING SITE TO SEE THE FAILED DELIVERY ATTEMPT TIMING HAD CHANGED TO 11:56AM.

I'VE TAKEN SCREEN SHOTS OF THE WEBSITE THIS TIME ROUND, IN CASE DHL DECIDES TO SWITCH THE TIMING AGAIN TO MAKE YOURSELF LESS LIABLE FOR RESPONSIBILITY AND FAULT.

YOUR LACK OF SERVICE COMMITMENT IS ASTOUNDING.

I WOULD LIKE A REVERT ON THE CORRECTIVE ACTION TO THIS. ELSE YOU'VE LOST YET ANOTHER CUSTOMER.

P.S.: After screaming, being a total utter bitch & pointing out their disgusting lack of service integrity, my parcel was delivered at 4:15pm. 15 minutes after I've sent out my written formal complaint.

Sigh. The lengths I have to go through to get satisfactory service.

DHL Express has much to improve on.

Gifts from
Oister who went for a month long trip to Europe.

Love the Épée!

All I really want is a home with love and comfort, without competition, hate or jealousy.

But as the days go by, it seems more of an impossibility.

Because of the Queen Bitch, I increasingly hate family gatherings.

The amount of rumours and false information spread amongst my relatives about me by that bitch and their eager reception of such bullshit makes it near impossible for me to give them much respect, much less bother to turn up to see their faces.

A few would bother with advice to not be so harsh on me. But of course, more shit diahorreas out of that bitches mouth because she has to put me down.

I'm sick of this shit.

OH LORD, please! GET ME OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE!!!