Bye, Grand. Till we meet in heaven.

The Lord took her away in the afternoon the next day.

I've cried my eyes out and I've run out of tears. My eyes hurts where tears used to flow.

Disappointed at some people whom I thought were closer friends. They never bothered turning up for the wake.

It's ok though. I thank God for the clear discernment.

I now know who are the ones who care and who don't. And I'm more sure than ever that Daryl is the one.

Thank you Lord for putting him into my life. Amen.

Panic

I've been plagued with attacks of anxiety and panic since we decided to push forward our solemnization by a year due to the deteriorating conditions of Grandma. Her renal failure is not improving and recently she has had a serious infection. Thank God her fever has subsided and she is one again able to eat and drink some.

Lord I pray that Grand will get better (if renal failure could even be cured) and give her comfort. AMEN.