Anger management.

My fuse is getting shorter and shorter.

I'm unhappy.

Feels pressured for God damned reasons.

I've just about had it with the situation at home.

Fucking Shorty is becoming more and more like the Queen Bitch and I'm getting really pissed off with her entire attitude.

She's one big fucking bitch like her.

Except she's short, boobless and recently, FAT while the Queen Bitch is boobless and diabetically skinny.

Went shopping today with him and bought TWO leather belts for $50!

Fucking loved it cuz I FINALLY BOUGHT MY WHISKEY BOTTLE BELT!

I love Rock n Roll.

>_<

=D

And that was the only thing worth being happy. The rest of the time was spent wandering around the malls and buying pastries to eat while I stare resentfully at clothes I'll never be able to fit in.

*sigh*

How the China Ladies Cha Cha.

Went to church today, cuz I had new clothes to wear!

Wore the Zara Dress which I bought last week, and I felt freaking pretty!

He said so, and I think it was true! LOL.

Anyway, we, the cell group of 223, went for dinner after service at Marine Parade's Botak Jones. Spent about $30 on food (I'm amazed at my ability to spend so much on expensive food even though we were at a KOPITIAM.) Geez.

Anyway, we went our seperate ways after dinner where J et moi went to Sam's pet & Aquarium!

I SAW THIS REALLY FREAKING CUTE RABBIT AND I REALLY WANTED TO GET IT, BUT THEN I COULDN'T CUZ THE HOUSE IS FILLED WITH ANIMAL PSYCHOPATHS.

*sigh.*

His parents won't let him have it either cuz the yucky brother already has smelly hamsters in the house.

*Le sigh*


Headed down with his parents to Arab Street and then to Geylang Serai to walk along the Pasar Malams (night markets), and soaked in the atmosphere of smelly armpits, humid heat and oily fumes from the cooked food stalls.


Saw China Whore parading their wares along the streets nearby, blatantly trying to make those innocent Muslim men sin. TSK.

They were strutting their stuff along City Plaza too where the car was parked.


Waiting for the lift to the parking lot took too fucking long (literally) and we had to take a different lift up at the other end of the building instead.


Ended up on the fifth floor of the building where a KTV Lounge was, filled with old men and their Cheena 'dance partners'. LOL.

Coincedentally, an old men with his young, cheena dance partner came out of the above mentioned jammed lift, sweaty and breathless from their apparent "Cha Cha" in the lift.

pfft.

Said Old Man's drunk friend had shouted across " 为什么在电梯那么久？" (Why did you take so long in the lift?).

LOL.

Apparently the China Dance Partner not only danced the Cha Cha in the lounge, they Cha Cha-ed into the lift and hotels too. LOL.

No wonder they say we shouldn't look down on China Ladies along Geylang area, cuz they're very helpful!

1. They boost immigrant numbers.
2. Talk to lonely senior citizens in coffeeshops.
3. Keeps senior citizens active through HEALTHY sports like Cha Cha, Rumba and Salsa.
4. Help senior citizens cross the roads along busy roads like Joo Chiat and Geylang; hold their hands too.
5. Keeps Bangla workers busy with weekend activities instead of getting drunk and groping others.

LOL!

I'M SO FUCKING STRESSED OUT I WISH THEY WOULD JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

SHIT MAN. WHAT THE FUCK MUST I DO TO GET SOME FUCKING PEACE...

I'VE JUST FUCKING STARTED WORK AND SUDDENLY I'M SUPPOSED TO PAY EVERY MONTH, GET A LOAN FROM YOU JUST SO THAT I CAN STUDY FUCKING COURSES THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED IN FOR ANOTHER FOUR FUCKING YEARS?!

GEEZ MAN, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

I'M BARELY USED TO WORKING IN A THAT FUCKING CEMETRY AND SUDDENLY I HAVE TO DO PART TIME JOBS TOO?!?!

FUCK YOU!
I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING WORK HORSE.

SHOPPING!!!

I was supposed to go to church today but I skipped it since I couldn't find any proper clothes to wear that would fit me.

Got so fucking fed up by the criticisms and sarcasm of the BITCHES at home, I had to get out of the fucking house.

Went shopping with Justin instead at ION Orchard, Takashimaya and Wisma Atria.

Bought a pair of jeans at New Look in ION ORCHARD for $59.90, Shorts from Cotton On in Wisma Atria at two for $30.
AND! Two skirts and a Dress from Takashimaya's ZARA for $29.90 and $39.90 respectively!!


It felt fucking good when all the pieces I chose fitted me! WOOHOO~!

BUT KNNCCB, THE FUCKING QUEEN BITCH SLAPPED AND SWITCHED MY ELECTRICITY OFF ME WHEN SHE SAW MY SHOPPING BECAUSE SHE WASN'T HAPPY THE MONEY WASN'T IN HER WALLET.

KNN.

FUCK HER.

She insults me, makes me feel like the worst fuck ever, bordering on depression, and when I do something to make myself happy again, she tries all she can to make me go down.

I don't have such a bitch for a mother.

Little wonder why even the Father Figure doesn't want to fuck her.

I bet her pussy's full of snakes.

Medusa Pussied!

LOL.

P.S: I saw Sean today while waiting for the bus at the bus stop! He was with this really fat chick, which I assume is either his current girlfriend or a recently broken up girlfriend. LOL.
We smiled and acknowledged each other, and I wish him the best of luck with whatever he is doing now. Hell, even if one day fate allows, we might even meet up for drinks and chit chat!

=D

!!!

V Biotene never made it through his probation.

=D

I felt so happy upon his downfall that I couldn't help grinning the whole morning!

Even the accidental spilling of a WHOLE BOTTLE of Barium standard solution on my jeans couldn't dampen my mood!

>_<

Went out with PY for dinner at Brewerks today! She ordered a Toffee and Coffee flavoured beer while I ordered my favourite FruitBrew!

We shared a Calzone and Black Bottom Pie and she switched beer with me cuz she didn't like the bitterness of Coffee.

=D

But the Toffee & Coffee Beer went pretty well with dessert!!

OOoh, I'm so in love with their beer, I brought two bottles home!

Yes! You can order them tasty beer to take away!!!

Sadly, FruitBrew wasn't one of them. DAMN!

We had such a great time! And I think we'll come again and I'll bring W.Q along! Just so the three of us could enjoy good beer together!

=D

=D

=D

SO HAPPY!!!

Mood SWINGS~

I love him now but I don't know if I will love him forever.

I'm severely confused.

I saw Flavia the other day. I suspect she's studying in SP now or maybe some University.

*Buay Song*

I can't help but feel indignant that someone who was in the Normal Academia to be studying in a University now. Even though I wasn't the best in class, and was almost always at the bottom in 3/6, I don't think I'm THAT stupid to be unfit for a Degree.

Then again, I know very well myself that I'm a lazy, procrastinating fuck who will never do my assignments on time unless it interests me and I will never be able to finance my own studies without a loan.

I've just started full time work and will never be able to afford a Degree programme right now either.

Pfft.

Anyway, today was the dialogue with the CEO. It was pretty lame and I think she was pushing for email addresses for everyone. LOL.

Oh well.

Many interesting things to share but I have no idea which is classified.

I wish one day I marry someone super fucking filthy rich who loves me very much and allows me to stay home and be a Tai Tai.

LOL.

I wanted the Duckie and he bought it for me.

=D

Drank wine in the lab. They were sent in for testing. LOL.

I love my job.

I want that platypus.

I keep trying to break up with Justin and he just refuses to accept the fact that I really do want to break up. He brushes it aside and pretends that nothing was said.

He doesn't respect me for who I am. Or maybe he's just in denial. I don't know which is which. But I do feel pretty damn fed up about it.

He doesn't like the church that I go to, he's bloody against it. Because everytime I go through a Bible Study class (B.S.c.), I feel that he's just not the one for me.

He's just my constant companion when I need one but I don't feel in love.

I don't know how it feels like, but I'm sure that isn't how it should be.

One shouldn't feel so miserable with someone he/she loves.