Stoned.

Medication is too fucking strong. I've been stoned since this morning.

WTF.

Needs rest...

Anyway I iced the Q.B's DBS thingy for a fee. Surprisingly she was willing to pay for it. LOL.

If anyone's interested I'll do the same for their things for a fee too.

=p

Nights out.

When the nights are long and lonesome...

It's good to have someone around for company.

A little chit chat, and banter, a moment and a while to reason and ponder.

Of life's little sound bites.

Love, Life, and

Late nights.

I have a thing going on for you. But I guess we'll destroy it if we fell for each other.

"Two peas in the same pod.", you said.

Perhaps.

Only time will tell.

Can't decide who to be with anyway. I'll sleep over it until it happens then.

I won't compromise on my standards. =)

School was boring.

Almost went clubbing in Arena after school, after much egging and a long session talking to her about work and private life balance.

Sometimes I just feel like shaking her really hard to knock some sense into her, but it's not that simple.

Anyway, we didn't manage to go in because she was in slippers, and the bouncer was obviously out to make her pay the entrance fee.

Didn't like the bullying, so we left.

Another day without ROH-<3.

Friday

• Had lunch with Gad, at a nice cozy restaurant off Liang Seah Street, before I was supposed to head down to Lasalle. But I saw a sales going on in Guess in Bugis Junction while on my way, and ended up buying a new pair of slippers, a pouch, and 3 bracelets in 15 minutes. FML.
• Hung out with Gad, Surin and Boon after that for a while before rushing home.
• Showered, changed, and went out with Ivan for supper at the Singapore Flyer.

Saturday

• Went for class, then had a round table meeting with Jason, Peter, Surin and Ricky Swee. 12 Bottles of beer later, Surin and I went to Haji Lane for a little shopping before dinner at a Mexican restaurant and cabbing down to Zouk.
• Clubbed my ass off with Surin, Edmund, Neal, Boey and Jave etc. Surin bumped into her secondary school seniors and we went into the VIP lounge for a while before heading to Titanium. Little boys tried  to be funny, but sadly, they failed badly. They can't even act drunk. Stupid Fucks.
• Got home around 6am on Sunday.

Sunday

• Stayed home to rest, and caught a movie with Han Qin after dinner. Horrible Bosses was not too bad. But with his hands all over the place, it was hard to enjoy the movie. Pfft!

Monday

• Work. Boring. Rushed work till 8pm.
• Dinner. Maggie.
• Then Ivan came to fetch me at 10pm. Had Selegie Tau Huay! It was super smooth and delicious! Had You Tiao and Hum Chim Peng too!
• Headed down to Tuas for a while before Surin called for help. She had sneaked out to drink with Yuen Chau and he had gotten really drunk! He was a total blubbering idiot, and Ivan and I had to drag him out of the club after much persuasion. UGHS.
• Sent JX home before going to Tuas again. LOL. He let me drive his car along Tuas! Sat down for a while and talked. He asked me to be his girlfriend. O.o...

Friday was awesome!

I went out with Rara after work to AMK Central to do our nails, because a coupon we bought was expiring. The manicurist was too distracted to do my nails properly, and it hurt when she was removing cuticles. But her packages are cheap, and her nail colors lasts.

So we bought another package to share. =D

Then we went to wash our hair at one of the neighbourhood salons, and the hair stylist was really good looking! LOL!

Had dinner at Nebo Cafe after that before going home!

Love my nails, my hair and my friends!

LOL. She finally taught me how to install Whatsapp on my darned Nokia. LOL.

Can't wait for the end of the month to get an iPhone or BB! I still can't decide!

Anyway, I went shopping with Shorty yesterday! And we bought about $500 worth of clothes and shoes! I only got a new pair of shoes for $55 at Everbest, because I fell in love with this other pair at United Nude, and it cost $420. =(

I got really hormonal half way through shopping because my Period came and I really loved that pair of shoes. OMG.

=(

 *heartbreaks*

$420 a pop. Who will buy it for me? =(

Because you're suffering...

I'm openly secretly happy.

Feonna saw the Lizard while shopping with Jabie, heading to the gym all stoned and alone. LOL!

Because you deserve it, for the shit you've done to me.

Today was hectic. With shitloads of paper work to be done. I was awake at 8am and liaising with Nelson on the phone about the day ahead, even before work was supposed to begin. UGHS.

Was too lazy to grab lunch alone, decided to go down to Lasalle for my weekly visits.

Time was unfortunately wasted because I was out when I realised that I forgot to bring along the company Invoice and had to run back up to grab it, before realising that I had left the School Pass upstairs, and had to make another trip up to get it!

Wanted to get my hair washed, because the heat was unforgiving, and it totally destroyed my mood!

Went to Jean Yip at Bugis Junction; failure to notice Jeric Salon right beside it was regrettable.
(Damn their white interiors, which blended right in with the walls of the mall. If only I had noticed it, I would've gone there instead!)

I was so frustrated with my tangled tresses, that I decided to go for their hair treatment at $110, excluding GST, with hair styling thrown in.

So, woe be me, they got a fucking intern to do my hair. It was alright, until she started styling my hair. The curl was badly done, and within half an hour of exposure to the humid Singapore heat, my hair went FLAT.

All it took was a short walk from Bugis Junction to Lasalle. WTF.

When Surin commented on how bad the curls looked, (a check in the mirror confirmed it, to my utter horror!) I rushed back to Jean Yip and gave them a piece of my mind. The supervisor had to thong my hair personally.

Pfft.

The outcome wasn't bad, but it took an hour, which ate up my time for dinner and travelling to Kallang Leisure Park for Harry Potter!

Harry Potter was really good!

I felt sad for Snape, not when he died, but because he loved Lily for so long, yet never got the chance to tell her.


Isn't it regrettable, to never live to tell someone how much you love her?


=(


Advised Sindy on the group insurance plan after the movie, and got her insured, since she's also under our payroll.


^_^


It's better to be insured!


The company stamp and name card we got at SIM LIM's ImageWerkz wasn't any good, and it was regrettable that we went for the cheapest company there.


I suppose it is better that we stick to Print22, even though it's far away. Good thing I only printed a box of card for each of them, because the quality wasn't up to scratch.


We'll be meeting a new potential client tomorrow, and Thursday I'll be using up an expiring package with RARA for our nails!


Tai Tais ~ Good life!

Tai Tai in training.

The Lizard tried to ask for forgiveness again.

This time, he asked me through Formspring, directly.

LOSER.

I'll never forgive him till the day he publishes a full page apology on The Straits Times or write me a cheque.

Just because he can't sleep well at night, after intensive God talk which made him realise the mistakes he had made, will not change the amount of damage he had already done to me.

I've had more sleepless nights than him, and the damage he has done to me is insurmountable.

He should suffer and perish in hell for all the shit he has done to me. I'll forgive anyone but him.

Anyway, Friday night was Ivan's 21st! JX and I bought 2 bottles of wine for him! And we'll be drinking them this coming Saturday, by the pool side!

His birthday was a blast, but it was marred by his conservative parents and sibling. They didn't like us drinking, and displayed it with constant stalking and annoying antics. WTF.

But overall, it was a good 21st for him. ^_^

Today was a good day after work. I went out with Rara at Century Square to watch Bridesmaid after dinner, and then cabbed down to Lavender for an hour's foot reflexology! It was really good!

Spoke to her boyfriend in China briefly, because he was worried that she was out fucking another man!

Reassured him, and told him I was just training her for Tai Tai-dom. LOL. I think her Boyfriend's going to ban her from going out with me soon. LOL!

I'll probably be meeting her again on Wednesday or something to get our nails done as well!

^_^ Showed her the Swarovski pens I bought, and tempted her with it. But sadly she doesn't have to write much.

=.=!

Bought them at Ion Orchard the other day while shopping with Ben Chen! He gave me two bottles of medicated oil which his father produces!

<3

It doesn't smell bad, and when I was still having a migraine from the night before, sniffing it really helped! ^_^

Ben bought a shirt from Bershka for his first day at work, and we went shopping for a pair of shoes for me, but couldn't find anything that I liked or fit. Ughs.

Asked him to join us (Ivan, JX et Moi) for clubbing at Powerhouse. It was alright, considering my energy level is still too low.

We had dinner at Wine Bar and Bistro, and I had a Lychee Martini, and a jug of Cranberry Vodka to share. =D

Shared a bottle of Moet & Chandon with Ivan, and had 3 Flaming Lambourghinis with JX.

Ben can't drink, cuz he has Hepatitis.

Shuffled till 5am, and we got on a cab to Ivan's! He went home to get his car keys, and he sent all of us home! How sweet is that! =D

Got home around 7:30am, and we were all so deadbeat.

Sunday was spent at home sleeping, and watching movies online.

=)

I could only stare at the paper and laugh to myself.

David Heng was laughing at himself too.

BECAUSE WHAT WE STUDIED DIDN'T COME OUT AT ALL!

*expletives*

Dennis laughed at his Accounts paper, got fed up, and left in a huff. The 3 hour paper at 2pm was a goner by 3: 15pm.

Eugene left in 45 minutes, and it was epic. LOL! Cuz he came in a huff, and left in a puff. LOL! The door slammed, like he always does during exams.

I wonder how he manages to do it all the time. Leaving within 45 minutes for every paper.

I was left alone, smiling and shaking my head for 2 hours. LOL! I think I would have pretended to get possessed if I could, just to escape this paper. But too bad, if  I didn't try to complete it, I won't even get my minimum pass for advancement into Year 2.

Oh Lord, please let me pass this paper with at least a minimum grade to proceed. AMEN!

My body has been cramping up, even though I've been officially discharged from Dengue. I guess my body still needs to recuperate, and it won't be back to normal so soon. =(

I wonder if I can still drink, since tomorrow's Ivan's birthday, and I've bought 2 bottles of wine for him. =(

I got raped by the needle.

My arms are so fucking bruised from all the needle pokes. I've developed a phobia for needles, I think.

My arms automatically retracted today while getting my blood withdrawn by THE OTHER NURSE.

I asked for the Fat Malay Nurse who had been poking me on a daily basis, because she has always done it swiftly with minimal vein searching, but THE OTHER NURSE refused to let her do it.

*expletives*

So in the end my left arm got raped by the needle, and THE OTHER NURSE fed the needles IN and OUT, IN and OUT, a total of 5 times before finally drawing blood.

FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS NEVER HAD TROUBLE WITH BLOOD TESTS, THIS WAS TOO FUCKING EXCESSIVE!

I was so close to flipping the fucking table with my hands gripping the table edge so tight, I think I scared the nurse a little.

Went for a hair wash and a hair cut after that, at the nearby hair salon for $26.

It felt really good, cuz my hair's become a tangled mess since getting all Dengued up with aching scalp. So now I have nice smelling fuzz free hair!

^_^

The Father Figure finally graduates tomorrow, and I'll be attending his Graduation Ceremony! =D

I wonder when will it be my turn...AGAIN.

I think I'm a little narcissistic.

I've been on Facebook alot, and I can't help but notice how pretty I look in some pictures.

I've been chatting with some of my friends regularly lately, and it is interesting to find out the perception they have of me.

Ben C and his friends, whom I got to know during one of my nights out at Zouk; thought I was really fierce and aloof, because of the butterfly tattoo that I've grown to love, that's right SMACK in the middle of my back.

His friends thought I was gangster, which I find pretty interesting. Cuz after getting to know me, he thought I was pretty intellectual. =p

Perhaps that's partly due to the fact that I spend more time Googling up articles to read than playing Monopoly Online, earning my virtual Millions. heh.


Anyway,  my body ache is killing me, along with Economics and the incessant Dengue Rash.

I might have lost weight, but the weighing machine in the house isn't really accurate. So after weighing myself multiple times in the day, I can safely say I've lost an average of 3kg (?)

*shrugs*

I can't wait for Econs to be over. It's too  much of a royal pain in the ass. And I really want to start meeting new people again, and go on a few good dates.

Can't possibly allow one asshole to ruin my entire life.

Forgiveness is not on the cards for such an asshole. (He tried to ask for it via Formspring, I think.)

Explorations.

Brought Brace Face out for facial yesterday evening, and got our faces fixed. LOL.

The last time I'm ever going back to Life Swan. Didn't quite like the lady boss' attitude, and they were way too pushy towards their services. It's one thing to recommend treatments, and another entire thing to insult me when I refuse your silly treatments.

Mole removal? Eyebrow tattoo?

EXCUSE ME, BUT I LOVE MY  MOLE ON MY CHEEK AND I LIKE THE WAY MY EYEBROWS ARCH NATURALLY, WITHOUT YOUR STUPID LASER MOLE REMOVAL OR 'MODERN' EYE BROW TATTOOS.

I can only imagine how stupid and out dated I would look with your 'Modern' BROWN eyebrows arched so 'Naturally', it looked as if you'd used a PROTRACTOR to draw on your face!

And mole removal, you say? I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the mole on my cheek so so so so much, I would never ever remove it!

Hell, some bitches would even draw the moles with make up on their cheeks just to have it like mine!

Well, anyway, we went walking around to explore for new makan places (Places to eat), but found only shop after shop of Korean BBQ and Steamboat.

We're so sick of steamboat, it killed our appetite. But we managed to walk to Chinatown from Tanjong Pagar, and ate at a Coffee Shop with Aston's instead.

Bumped into Nelson and his friends there, and ate together instead. =)

Continued exploring after dinner, and we ended up at Neil Road, outside Funky Villa! =D But it was really quiet at 8pm in there, so we didn't go in for a drink. We just stood outside to catch a glimpse of the NDP fireworks that was happening at the floating platform just then. ^_^

Walked towards Raffles Place, Boat Quay from Neil Road, and went past a few seedy places with uncles who whistled at us. Shot them a look of death and commented loudly on how old their daughters would be as old as us. LOL!

It kinda shut them up. HOHO!

Anyway, we walked from Boat Quay to Clark Quay, and stopped at Nectarie for Chocolate Fondue and Tea~! Bumped into Keith Wong and said HI~!

LOL! It was really funny, cuz he was like.

Keith : 'What you doing here? Clubbing ah?'

Me: *Points to feet.* 'Wear slippers, how to club?!'
       'So what are you doing here?! Club ah?!'

Keith: *Raises feet* 'Sandals, how to club?'

ROFL!

I suppose we were all out to people watch on a lazy Saturday night. =D

Brace Face insisted on refilling the tea 6 times, because it cost me $6 for a pot. LOL! But by the 5th refill, she was too bloated with tea to ask for more. LOL!

So I called for the bill, and continued our walking towards Marina Bay Sands! Walked her around the shopping mall, ogled at the new art installations around and some new pieces in the art gallery and then towards the hotel lobby and casinos, before calling it a night.

By then, it was already 1:30am.

=D

Cabbed home, showered, slept.

Oh, and the Tormentors came after my ass, accusing me of kidnapping Brace Face when she was the one who begged to be walked and refused public transport!

TSK!

But it was a fun night, because I talked non stop, and left Brace Face in stitches with my imitation accents and crap talk.

OMG, SHOPPING!

<3 <3 <3~!

I went shopping after work with Surin in Bugis street yesterday, and I spent about $250 in total!

We went shopping for nail polish and leggings, and she bought 2 leggings for just $10 each! It was super reasonable!

Anyway, I didn't find anything that I liked at all, until I found the vintage store we went before!

I ended up buying three vintage dresses, a vintage belt, and a pair of soft leather heels!!! <3

Super loves! =D

Then today, I went down to Bedok HQ for my statements, and went to visit Cass after work!

Baby Orange is 10 months old now! And he adores me! He kissed me! =3
(While grabbing my hair on both sides and tugging them. =.=! Before proceeding to grab my specs and waving them around. I had to grab it out of his hands before he could throw it down!)

LOVE BABY ORANGE! =D

Gonna buy him something nice real soon! =D *love love love*

It was nice talking to Cass! Even if I have to travel down to Bishan just to see her, it's all worth it! =D

Met Gad for dinner, and helped him to pick out shirts at Vivocity! We shopped at Topman, and I used my card to get him a 15% discount (I think), and then at ZARA (OMG LOVE!), where we picked out another 2 shirts for him! =D

I LOVE SHOPPING~! ESPECIALLY FOR GUYS! LOL!

We'll be shopping for his pants, shoes, and a cute nerdy vest really soon! *LOVE LOVE LOVE*

Oh, and I still need to buy myself 2 pairs of sandals. =.=!

I saw some nice ones at Crocs, but they were way over priced at $90 per pop. (Contradiction: I just bought a pair of heels at Bugis Street for $89, and it's not even branded.)

Ughs.

I'm probably going to look for deals online to buy my Crocs at a cheaper price.

The inspector who took my statements was cute. Reminded me of Harry Cokehead. =)
LOL.

How come cops these days are so cute? LOL!

Dressing up was not a bad decision afterall! =D

The endless shitty paper work is killing me! It's so fucking leh chey, with tons of little stupid errors to look out for which were previously overlooked by the boss. =(

Anyway, after I had gone home from meeting Sean last night, I went out to meet Chowzie again, cuz he had randomly turned up below my block, asking for supper. LOL!

I like my friends random, but I can't accommodate them all the time. ughs.


So I went down, and headed to the 24 hour Coffee Shop at Drive 6 for roasted food and 2 bottles of beer. =D

He had recently gotten more new government projects and is looking at relocating AGAIN. =/ But he said the new location is shitass cool! A colonial house! I can't wait to visit it if he really moves there! =D

Went to Changi for a spin after supper and sped down the empty roads at 3am.

Got home around 5am, just before the Queen Bitch wakes up. LOL!

Rushed paper work the whole day and found myself groaning and cursing at the paper work. =(

iGAHS!

Hate paper work!


Saw Transformers today with the cousins, Brace Face, Aunt Sindy and Nelson.
^_^

I liked it, until Sentinel turned against Optimus Prime. I was rooting for Sentinel until that happened, I felt utterly disappointed about my choice, and somehow my thoughts wondered to my choice in  men.

I like them tall and wise looking, but sadly, the one who looked like it turned out to be a bloody cheat.

I'm still very sour.

He's still texting me.

I can't wait to change my phone and block his numbers for good. There is absolutely no way that I will allow myself to be hurt by him ever again.

You're not worth it.

Work is never ending. =(

Baked brownies half way through all the damned paper work. It got so frustrating, I had to take a break. Grr..

Brace Face munched it all away~!

Had a fantabulous session of Karaoke with  Aunt Sindy and Ying. =D We went to NEX's Party World and screamed out lungs out. =D

HAPPINESS!

Went to Sean Chua's place for a tipple, cuz he had a tiff with his fiancee, and she called off the wedding, for some silly reason. =/

Didn't like it when he said that I wasn't young anymore, hinting at my current singleness.

But it's alright, because my time will come, and it's just not now!

Transformers tomorrow night with my loved ones. And maybe some shopping with Gad if Transformers isn't confirmed.

Woots~!

Friday was super busy! I had to complete some paper work, and then head down to Lasalle, before meeting Yvonne from Great Eastern to get some quotation for the company.

Heard from Surin that an ex colleague of hers committed suicide over her boyfriend. She was only 22. I empathize with her, because some men will never learn until something major happens. Even then, there is no guarantee that he will learn or realise what he has done. Some men are just incorrigible, while some are just too immature. Only the rare few will learn and wisen up. Even then, chances are still low.


Her death probably haunted him, because that fucker quit his job right after her death. But who knows, a few months down the road, he will forget about it, and cause the same harm to another girl.


It would've been better for the girl to stay alive and move on, than to kill herself over a fucker she loved TOO MUCH.


I've realised that what I've gone through, I will never forget, and moving on is still very hard. But I try, and everyday I strive to step away from it all. I still think of him. I still think of how things would have, could have been if we did somethings differently. But it still does not change the fact that he will not change, and an addict will forever be an addict. Every step that I took to help him just hurt me more. I need to learn to self preserve. I can't let myself die because of a fucker.


Revenge might be sweet, but revenge at the cost of my life isn't worth it.

Chatted over tea for a few hours with Yvonne during the discussion, and she offered to drive me down to Expo, where I was supposed to meet Johnson to shop.

Chose tons of shirt for him, and some pants, before biking down to Sempang Bedok for dinner!

XD

Then at 1am, Ivan came over to pick me up before sneaking off to Malaysia! =D

Entered through Woodlands check point, and jammed up the entire checkpoint queue filling up the white immigration cards! Had to wait and further jam up the queue just to buy a new Touch n Go card, cuz he didn't have his card with him! =p

Had supper somewhere, (I didn't take note of where we were), and he smoked some Shisha! It was damn cheap, at RM10 only! LOL.

We took a long long drive back through Tuas Checkpoint. I think we went through a ton of tolls, and the road was scary with little street lights and no car! LOL!

We were almost surrounded by biker gangs of 10, but his modified engine ZOOMED past them. Woots!

Sped down the long long roads and it was so therapeutic singing and screaming to songs while on full blast! =D

He drove me round to explore Tuas, and stopped by the man made beach to chill for a while before heading home. =)

We talked some, but I couldn't tell him all my problems. *aww* I doubt he would understand anyway.

We saw this fella walk into the sea and we thought he was going to kill himself. LOL.

I was so worried! HAHA!

Anyway, I enjoyed myself. Got home around 6am in the morning, and woke up around 10am to go to Johnson's!

Played with his DSLR and posed for a few pictures! Super ARTSY! I LIKE! LOL!

Headed down to IKEA Tampines after that and bought photo frames for his colleagues! And we had IKEA MEATBALLS! <3 <3~

And then it was off to Bugis for dinner with Andy Tan! Had Ajisen and shopped around for a new pair of shoes cuz all my sandals snapped! =(

Tried to take a train and then a bus down to Zouk to meet Surin, but I lost my damn way cuz I missed my stop. =(

Had to walk all the way to Zouk after that! Girl's night out was alright, other than the fact that my phones all died on me. =(

Kept bumping into ShiChow and his gang at Zouk, and waited for him after the night out, cuz his friends were all drunk and emo.LOL!

Waited until 6am, and cabbed home!

2 Flaming Lambourghinis and a Flaming Ferrari later with a jug of Vodka Cranberry later, I'm hungover. LOL.

<3 <3 Danced around Johnny the Bouncer. Safe! But it was no fun trying to protect Surin while all the gross men danced around her. Ughs.

Went out on another bike ride with Johnson! =D

Headed down to East Coast Park for tea and some chit chat at Mc Cafe. We're heading down to Malaysia next week if the jams at the causeway isn't too bad. =)

Gonna help him with his wardrobe! <3

He'll be starting his new job soon, and he needs more nice clothes! HAHA!

We were walking along the beach when I suggested getting a seat on the breakwaters. Idiot pushed me up the breakwaters without pre-empting me and I had my fingers and knuckles scraped and manicure destroyed. UGHS!

But it was fun talking to him. 6 years of friendship. LOL.

And until now he still gets lost sending me home. =.=!

He made two wrong turns a few days ago, and today he almost made the same mistakes again. LOL!

Why is it so hard to make someone learn from his mistakes?

=/

WOOTS!

I had dinner with Edmund last night at Sakae Sushi, and I ordered a super yummilicious set! =D

Edmund doesn't eat alot of things, and I made him try Unagi for the first time!

Then we went down to make a report. An investigator has been assigned to me and he will be getting in touch with me soon.

Anyway, I met up with Calvin Liang after that for drinks at Frienzie! Drank an entire tower with his cousin and me!

His cousin can't hold his alcohol well, and got drunk after 6 shots of Tiger Beer! LOL!

I'll be meeting Calvin Liang for lunch in a bit, and then head down to Cristabelle for more celebration of my new found liberation from suppression!

WOOTS!!!

LOVES! <3

I will mock you
I will decry you
I will tell the world about you

But I will never trust you

Nor ever love you like I used to love before.

Your words stink.
Your words reek
Of lies, denial and deceit.

And the world will see
The world will know

What a cheat you are
And the way you roll

And they will watch, and read and see,
as the story unfolds between you and me
and in the end, the story will end, with the joke on you, and perhaps...

It will be all on me.

-Quinsy

So apparently the Pink Boots caused my toenail on me right foot to break. It dropped out, and I only realised it when I was cutting my nails just. =/

I wonder why didn't I feel the pain...

Anyway, Surin came by today with intentions to study with me, but she ended up snoozing on my bed, so I had to kick her out of the house and head down to Great World's TCC to study.

The day would have been lovely had the waiter not look like Lizard. =/

My mood changed when I saw the waiter.

I can't deny that I like tall bespectacled nerdy guys with curly hair. A weird fetish.

Past memories flashed through my mind while I tried really hard to concentrate on my Business Stats...


And the good memories saddens my heart.
Because it was the beginning of Self Destruct.
The night when you said it's more strings than No String Attached,
the night when you said what we had is more than just THAT.


Didn't realise that it meant Lies and Deceit,
because for me it was Love, Truth and Trust.

Alas, somethings were never meant to be,
Somethings best kept as a part of memory.


Memories which I wish I could erase,
Some bittersweet, some sour to taste.
Nevermind that there were some sweet,
for sweet was short-live, with bitter aftertaste.


For the hurt and emotional turmoil gone through,
I think I've had enough hurting from you.


Time to grow and learn to take care,
For if not, there would be no one but myself to bear.