Relaxed

I've started creating and crafting again. And I'm happy just crafting all day long. I'm happier. Now positive and I wish I could continue doing this till the day I die. I don't want to fight it out in the corporate world although I know I'm well capable of doing so simply because it doesn't bring me joy or happiness. Is not my passion. I've been asked and offered opportunities to work with my friends but I'm just not crazy over the daily grind. Creating and crafting on the other hand gives me so much joy and drive. I just need to find a way to sustain while doing what I love.

Sick and stoned.

Work was blah. Cuz I was too stoned with medication.

I missed the bus today, and Khalis was nice enough to offer me a ride to Boon Lay.

LOL.

I miss bike rides.

Crystalised more things today for the Q.B.

Did 2 angels, for the grave of the E.G.

>_<

DAYS ARE FINE!

I WENT TO BUY SWAROVSKI CRYSTALS AT ARAB STREET YESTERDAY, AND THOUGHT I HAD ENOUGH CRYSTALS TO ICE MY IPOD CASE.

BUT THEN WHEN I GOT HOME, I REALISED THAT I BOUGHT TOO LITTLE CRYSTALS IN 'CRYSTAL' TO ICE IT PROPER!

ARGH. WTF.

I SPENT $40.80 ON sWAROVSKI CRYSTALS AND IT DIDN'T EVEN ICE HALF OF MY MEASELY IPOD CASE!!

Anyway, I'll post up a picture once it's totally zhng-ed. And all you busybodies can rate and comment on my lousy skills.

=D

Too much shit happened in the house and I've been trying my best to get out of the house once awake.

I'm pretty much numbed, and I seek solace in food and big bear hugs.

Which is why J pissed me off cuz he didn't smile or hug me enough. Doesn't help that he's going to New Zealand to look at Kangaroos and NZ strippers on soon this Monday for reservist.

=C

I wonder how I'll cope without him.

I'M SAPPY.

I'M SAPPY.


CUZ I'M SAD + HAPPY = SAPPY.



>_<


Last night J accompanied me out for dinner after going home for his own dinner, because there was no one home again (except for Dunman High and I, but she was too lazy to leave the house), and I had to eat.




We went for dinner as usual at Justea~! and then on the way to draw some money to buy D.H's dinner, bought Agar Agar shaped like Ang Ku Kuehs for $2.90 at this bakery!





We stopped by this Pasar Malam along the way, and found this stall providing Express Manicures for $4.50!





I was so fucking tempted by the cheap price and decided to get my nails done, though in the end it cost me $8 cuz I added nail art ($0.50 each finger) and nail shaping and buffing ( Additional $3).




But I was happy to throw the money, cuz my nails became really glittery and pretty after that!

He bought for his sister an embroideredd HP pouch for $5!



When I got home, everyone was pretty surprised at my suddenly clean room. LOL.




=p





I think I shall try to maintain it from today on. LOL.



Today was pretty saddening.





The Queen Bitch somehow knew that I was still with Justin and wants us to end it.



It crushed me.





So I cried all the way to church with Justin.





I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so fucking fed up with that bitch and her ways.





She has been throwing my clothes and underwear away, confiscating my things, and stealing my belongings, as if she has all rights to my life.





But the fact is that EVERYTHING I own was bought with my own fucking hard earned money, and she has no fucking right to steal/throw/confiscate them.





I no longer have any wish to speak to her or communicate with her in anyway.





T_T





I just wish to start work and move out.





Justin was really nice to me today, and we went for lunch at Sempang with Glenn before heading to Terminal 2 to walk around.





I saw this Swarovski crystal beaded ring at one of the shops, and liked it very much! However, I didn't buy it cuz I ALREADY KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM.





LOL.





I got pretty psyched up by the idea of making my own ring, and that cheered me up a little bit.





We sat at the viewing hall talking for a bit before walking around some more before going to Swensen's for ICE CREAM!





We ordered a Sizzling Pan Macademia Nut cake with a scoop of Vanilla Ice cream and NUTTY toppings!!

LOL. The picture looks really Old School!

<3





He sent me home after that and then after a quick shower, settled down to make my ring!!





I think I spent an hour or two making the ring. LOL. But I thoroughly enjoyed the process!



<3



This is how my ring looks like!





It fucking matches my nails!



<3

I think if anyone wants me to make one, I'm willing to make another for sale.

=D