Let It Go! (Spoof Version) I wish someone would sing it.

The light glows white on the office tonight
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation,
and it looks like I'm the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in;
Heaven knows I've tried

Don't let them in,
don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel,
don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore

Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care
what they're going to say
Let the fart come on.
The smell never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Some people can still smell
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the faart come on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
The smell is quickly spreading all around
And one thought cold far is like an icy blast
I'm never going back, that fart is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the fart come on

The smell never bothered me anyway!

Bye, Grand. Till we meet in heaven.

The Lord took her away in the afternoon the next day.

I've cried my eyes out and I've run out of tears. My eyes hurts where tears used to flow.

Disappointed at some people whom I thought were closer friends. They never bothered turning up for the wake.

It's ok though. I thank God for the clear discernment.

I now know who are the ones who care and who don't. And I'm more sure than ever that Daryl is the one.

Thank you Lord for putting him into my life. Amen.

Panic

I've been plagued with attacks of anxiety and panic since we decided to push forward our solemnization by a year due to the deteriorating conditions of Grandma. Her renal failure is not improving and recently she has had a serious infection. Thank God her fever has subsided and she is one again able to eat and drink some.

Lord I pray that Grand will get better (if renal failure could even be cured) and give her comfort. AMEN.

Singapore isn't safe anymore.

Supper at Ho Kee Pau turned awry last night when a fight broke out between a bunch of PRC looking men and some Hokkien Uncles.

We were seated and ordering our food when their fight from across the road was brought into the shop.

Chairs were thrown at each other and one of them young punks pushed the older man into the shop and right into the back counters. Punches were thrown.

And then our porridge came. Daryl was happily stirring his porridge, oblivious to the ongoing fight. LOL. He was very hungry. I was too. But with the fight happening right in front of my eyes, I was distracted from my century egg porridge with minced meat. 

Just then, from behind him, the marble table top in shop was flung over.The impact smashed the marble top into smithereens. Everyone in the shop started to scatter while a small crowd formed around the fracas. We jumped from our seats and abandoned our hot porridge for safety at the edge of the shop. The fight was happening in front of the shop. We couldn't run anywhere else.

That was when one of the punks grabbed a pair of scissors from behind the counter and stabbed the older man in the tussle. Blood was everywhere.

He stumbled, ran, and fell onto the middle of the road. Cars screeched to a halt. I was in utter shock. The older man held onto his sides in shock as his gang grabbed him and dragged him away from the crime scene.

I called the police. Angry and hungry.

In the end we had to order takeaway from Swee Choon instead of Ho Kee Pau after dissuading Daryl from trying 126 Dim Sum. I didn't feel comfortable eating around Geylang after that fight in Aljunied which I later found out was Geylang Lor 27.

I still want my Ho Kee Pau.

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Omg. I can't help smelling my nails like some sick pervert! So tempted to lick them too! LOL.

Rara did up the salon really nicely with candy colours to match her nice smelling polishes. And them chairs. Not just boring seats. But massage chairs with multi massage functions!

I was enjoying a nice massage while having my nails done by her polite manicurist who did an awesome job designing and matching my requests!

Rara did the crystal designs for me and they turned out really pretty! And did I mention that she is giving a 10% discount ON TOP of her current promotional prices because I am such a nail fanatic, it's just selfish if I don't share my great experience with my readers!

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My life feels empty.

I don't like my job. Don't like working with people. Leave me alone.

*curls in foetal position*

Honours.

I finally achieved my dreams of getting an honours degree.

A second lower is really not bad, considering that fact that I was in class drinking at the back of the classroom half the time. And hitting the clubs right after class, every night, for 2.5 years of my University education.

I'm happy that I've achieved it.

Today, we went down to HDB to sign our lease agreement. In a few days time, our CPF will be deducted for the downpayment of our 4 room flat.

Finally a place to call my own.

I'm happy and excited. Can't wait for the house to finally be built and ready to move in. I've been flipping Home design magazines and looking through design ideas. (I'm past the Bridal Shopping phase. It's too expensive and way too stressful to think and anticipate for it to happen since D won't be proposing anytime soon.)

Pretty unhappy work wise. I'm to used to working alone without any bossy supervision that I'm pretty unhappy with the fact that the Assistant manager is a pouty and pushy bitch. I much prefer the manager.

She seems more tame and nice. But it has only been less than a week.

Honestly, I don't like being pushed around. I don't mind being assigned work. But not at such a phase where I'm not even given any time to adapt. Fucking hell seriously.

It's only a bloody 6 months contract and I can't wait for it to end already.

No happiness in the job front. None at all.