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Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I hate my job. I hate the fact that I have to work with an egoistic bum of a Finance Manager who has had NO experience whatsoever before. (This is his FIRST JOB.)

And a pregnant and emotional lady. Just because she's hormonal.

Just because she's as clueless as the next Jane. And just because she refuse to sack the useless FM, it's causing negativity and lack of trust in the employees on pay matters. People work for pay. And if something as basic as salary can be screwed up, the loyalty and willingness to work for the firm is diminished.

Tell me if I'm wrong. There's many points for discussion here.

My CPF deduction was not done and CPF was not credited into my account for THREE MONTHS.

Everything would have been swept under the carpet and gone undetected had I not checked my CPF account. For those who do not know, CPF is our pension fund of sorts in Singapore.

And I am damn pissed with this matter.

In other companies, such errors would have resulted in an immediate termination of service.

In this company I'm working in now, it's all swept under the carpet. No warning letters, no termination, no reprimanding.

Just a talk one on one, to ask if I COULD HAVE MY CPF DEDUCTION AND CONTRIBUTIONS DONE AND DRAGGED FOR ANOTHER THREE MONTHS.

WTF.

Had I reported this matter to the ministry, the company would have faced a jail term and fine.

But I chose to settle the matter privately, because I knew it was all the fault of the FM.

From then on, my willingness to work in this firm has VANQUISHED.

I'm staying, because I'm looking for a new job. And because workplace is near home, travelling is less of a hassle.

That's all.

Employees have been leaving the firm because pay has been delayed and held by the company although we are supposed to give them their due salary every month.

The firm has been very underhanded and this has caused negative sentiments amongst the staff. Doesn't help that the locals have become more and more xenophobic whilst the firm continues to hire more foreigners.

The need for foreigners in this industry is understandable, as locals don't particularly like working in the service sector.

But the unhappiness of working under a foreigner can be felt and seen very visibly in the office.

Ugh.

I've lost the drive.

Monday, February 18, 2013

On his Autocorrect.

On this count, iPhone is pretty sweet.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Daryl quit smoking for me. I've been bugging him to quit before he could even think of marrying me ( I feel so buay hiao bye for saying this, because till this day I feel that I may not be good enough for him.) but he finally did it.

I can't describe the joy I feel when he finally stopped.

He got really sick one day and he couldn't smoke for a few weeks. I suggested he stop smoking even after that and he did.

Just like that.

I don't deny I have been praying hard for this day to happen. Because I can't bear to say no if one day he does propose but I've already made it clear before that I won't say yes if he continued smoking.

My heart is filled with so much joy.

<3 p="">

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Loving him.

The first time we went out on a dinner date alone. The first time we held hands. The first time he volunteered to pick me up from work.

Those wondrous anticipatory quick beats of my heart at the thought of seeing him every time, still beats now, at a stronger, steadier pulse. Because our relationship strengthens daily.

<3

I love him so much!



Sunday, December 30, 2012

Guess who we saw today at Cold Storage while shopping for dinner?

The fucking Lizard. I'm surprised he isn't dead yet.

But no matter, because I no longer give a shit about him. I'm totally healed and happy now.

Staring at Daryl sleep and cuddling together is the best feeling on Earth. And smelling him. And feeding him. And holding him. And squeezing his pimples. And loving him.

And holding his hands.

And watching him eat.

And talking to him.

And hearing him sing.

And watching him play the guitar.

And sitting beside him.

And his smell...

If you know what I mean now.

I love him. And the rest of the life together with him will be awesome.

Seeing him daily has to be the best thing that happens daily. No day can't be fixed without him.

XD

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Just another holiday.

Gone are the days of merry Christmas parties. Now everyone simply book a ticket overseas to do their own thing.

Relatives don't come over anymore and everyone just stops talking.

Whatever has happened?!

I miss those jolly times. It's the only reason why Christmas is worth waiting for. Now it's just another meaningless holiday.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Ring size.

He directly asked for my ring size.

He has been randomly slipping rings on my fingers lately.

He asked if I had any costume rings that I wear on that finger for him to borrow.

He's either fucking with my mind, getting a couple ring or jewelry for someone with similar ring size or getting me an engagement ring.

Can't be the real deal though, because I know he hadn't saved that much yet to afford one.

He's probably fucking with my mind.

We haven't even chosen our flat yet.

1062 out of 860. What are the chances?!