Chi Ching complimented my nails yesterday during the test.

^^

Usually she compliments my heels.

^^

But she has never complimented me on my Econs results.

-.-!

Siao Liao. Self destructive thoughts creeping into me head.

I need some serious reaffirmation.

:-/

I wish my nightmare will never come true and you'll stand up for me no matter what.

Maybe my brain has really gone into over drive, thinking way too much.

Siao Liao. Self destructive thoughts creeping into me head.

I need some serious reaffirmation.

Him.

<3

I should take more pictures with him. He looked absolutely delectable today.

AND HE KISSED ME IN CLASS.

OMGWTFBBQ.

<3.<3

Ooo yeah.

I'm totally in love with my muscle relaxant.

We had supper at 126 today.

I ate too much and puked.

*blurgh*

Too old for over eating.

Tried not to over order but I think we were still stuffed in the end.

LOL.

I think for me to make him quit smoking would be equivalent to relationship suicide.

I've tried so many times in past relationships that it is with trepidation and dread that it is an eventuality.

But if he doesn't stop, I'll prolly die earlier than him of lung cancer.

MY LUNGS ARE 33 YEARS OLD.

From a life time of secondhand smoke and my self destructive tendencies, out of frustration I'll just suck in second hand smoke and hold it in.

YES, I fucking do that.

KILL ME ALREADY!

toofuckingselfdrstructive.

Thishastostop.

I love him so much. It's so damn wonderful.

That amazing chemistry. Unexplainable telepathy.

<3

One simply can't compare what you see outside with what connects us so deeply inside.

Meant to be.