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Friday, December 3, 2010

This quote summarizes it all.

Marion: It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can't live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

I saw this movie with Jamez Soh three years ago before he left for Switzerland. He was a very nice guy but I didn't love him. Because I never gave myself a chance, and I felt that I was too young to be with a much older guy.

He lent me tons of books, because at that time, I wanted to write a book. But after eons of procrastination, I stuck to blogging, and never really wrote.

What am I supposed to write about anyway?

Anyway, when he came back, we met up and had a nice dinner at Shin Kushinya, and I remember buying Mini Food at Vivocity.

Some memories don't fade. Because they were so...NICE.

I cried, when I saw this movie. Because this huge chunk of words summarized my relationships then.

Except I never had a break of 2 years. I moved on even quicker than that and went through so many more guys.

I miss this movie. I miss seeing Art Films.

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