If everything the Sapphire does that is not of your liking is all due to my influence, then I would like to THANK YOU for your flattery of my influence.
Unfortunately, I would like to humbly correct your judgement, BECAUSE I'M NOT AS INFLUENTIAL AS YOU THINK.
Hell, what she wears out is none of my fucking business, and if blaming me makes her seem ever flawless, then fuck you.
She isn't as innocent and pure as you would like to think.
People GROW UP and MATURE. They don't stick by your fucking side FOREVER and wear what you buy for them!
If she likes shirts with SHITLOADS OF HOLES IN THEM, so be it! And under NO CONDITION is it under my INFLUENCE, because I DO NOT wear clothes with KNITTED or CUT OUT HOLES in them!
ARGH!
And if acting like a total animal, by taking a dump in my toilet and refusing to flush while dribbling all over the seat makes you happy, then I'm glad I've never stopped calling you a BITCH.
Seriously, are you an ANIMAL?
Doing that doesn't show disregard towards me, but degrades you!
I can't believe how senile you can get over the years. =/
*shakes head*
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Ladies' Night!
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!
Half of the work day was spent out and about, having a really nice lunch at AMK Central and then Four Season Hotel's Durian Puffs.
Bought some for Irene and Wendy, and gave one to Aunty Joyce, whom we caught at DBS, working hard. LOL.
XD
Then after work it was to meet my darlings to satisfy my pig trotter cravings! <3 <3 Irene and Wendy for accompanying me all the way from Vivo to 333 Bak Kut Teh at Balestier!
We cabbed there and had a 5 hour long dinner! <3 <3
Then on the way home, while I was on the bus, Wendy called! ZOUK ALERT!
Haha! We met Desmond, Wei Xiang and this other guy, and danced!!!
And even before the dance floor warmed up, a random guy tried to pick me up. So we changed numbers and talked.
Gabriel or something.
I think he stole my pocket change. LOSER.
I hate clubbing when it's so packed. I can't dance at all! And some asshole tried to finger me while I was dancing! I felt so disgusted, I kicked him in his groin.
Never dance around ugly assholes! And I'm gonna dance around my FAVOURITE Bouncer all the time from now on.
<3 Zouk Bouncers. Nice, Friendly, and they make sure you get your floor space. =D
Anyway, Phuture wasn't much fun. Cuz half way through the bloody DJ started playing Alt Rock, Coldplay, Green Day and all that rock.
Sigh. Reminded me of him.
When it played, I just felt like curling into a bloody ball to cry. KNS.
Got home around 3am.
The Tormentors opened up my bills at home and confronted me (via text, cuz I'm hardly home when they are awake these days) about my surgery. WTF.
But it's aight. I'll just stay out forever.
It hurts too much to be home.
PLAY! Tonight!
Half of the work day was spent out and about, having a really nice lunch at AMK Central and then Four Season Hotel's Durian Puffs.
Bought some for Irene and Wendy, and gave one to Aunty Joyce, whom we caught at DBS, working hard. LOL.
XD
Then after work it was to meet my darlings to satisfy my pig trotter cravings! <3 <3 Irene and Wendy for accompanying me all the way from Vivo to 333 Bak Kut Teh at Balestier!
We cabbed there and had a 5 hour long dinner! <3 <3
Then on the way home, while I was on the bus, Wendy called! ZOUK ALERT!
Haha! We met Desmond, Wei Xiang and this other guy, and danced!!!
And even before the dance floor warmed up, a random guy tried to pick me up. So we changed numbers and talked.
Gabriel or something.
I think he stole my pocket change. LOSER.
I hate clubbing when it's so packed. I can't dance at all! And some asshole tried to finger me while I was dancing! I felt so disgusted, I kicked him in his groin.
Never dance around ugly assholes! And I'm gonna dance around my FAVOURITE Bouncer all the time from now on.
<3 Zouk Bouncers. Nice, Friendly, and they make sure you get your floor space. =D
Anyway, Phuture wasn't much fun. Cuz half way through the bloody DJ started playing Alt Rock, Coldplay, Green Day and all that rock.
Sigh. Reminded me of him.
When it played, I just felt like curling into a bloody ball to cry. KNS.
Got home around 3am.
The Tormentors opened up my bills at home and confronted me (via text, cuz I'm hardly home when they are awake these days) about my surgery. WTF.
But it's aight. I'll just stay out forever.
It hurts too much to be home.
PLAY! Tonight!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with them. I'm so sick and tired of all these.
I just want to quit my job, find something easy, and just STUDY.
But no. THOSE FUCKERS just won't let me.
Screwing it up for me time and time again.
I had an interview at 11 30am this morning.
I asked for a lift to the venue.
He fucking drove me round Toa Payoh for an hour, missing the same exit THREE TIMES, even after I've pointed it out to him time and time again.
I'm so fucking frustrated now, all I can do is just CRY.
Where are they when I need them the most?
NOWHERE.
I just want to quit my job, find something easy, and just STUDY.
But no. THOSE FUCKERS just won't let me.
Screwing it up for me time and time again.
I had an interview at 11 30am this morning.
I asked for a lift to the venue.
He fucking drove me round Toa Payoh for an hour, missing the same exit THREE TIMES, even after I've pointed it out to him time and time again.
I'm so fucking frustrated now, all I can do is just CRY.
Where are they when I need them the most?
NOWHERE.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
The Queen Bitch once again tries to give me grief. I highly suspect it was fuelled by Shorty, who has always been bo liao enough to stalk me on facebook, blog and other online mediums; probably for the main purpose of boot licking the Queen Bitch and as a source of home drama.
Perhaps she's too free at home since she has NO social life to speak of. HAH.
Hints of the Queen Bitch quitting her job lurks, due to her sudden regular presence at home.
It's amazing how she has been living the past several years, job hopping and quitting within a year of employment. She probably just couldn't make it through her probatory period. TSK.
Anyway, work has been pretty mundane, and life is BLAH.
I'm too old to club since clubs are filled with 18 year olds these days and the music pretty much suck.
The drinks are over priced and the quality is bad as well. *Sigh*
Unless I've a huge urge for alcohol and a bout of dancing, I try to avoid clubs as much as possible.
My facial scars are slowly healing. Though people have said that my wounds heal pretty fast, I just don't think it's healing fast enough.
I've been meeting W.Q every other weekends, and time just flies by too fast for us. It's tragic though cuz he'll be gone by July and I wouldn't know what to do with my weekends. I'll just probably go back to church and get brainwashed to break up with him since he's "Unequally Yoked". Quote, Unquote. Jane.
Pfft.
Seriously, who is to judge me when I die? The people in church or God? =.=!
Though they mean well, I don't wish to be patronized and even if they don't mean to, they sure do feel fake to me.
I just can't seem to connect with them.
I belong to the wild. ROFL.
My faith in God is Primitive.
L'sigh. It's Sunday already. WHY CAN'T GOD MAKE REST DAYS 4 instead of 2?
T_T
Perhaps she's too free at home since she has NO social life to speak of. HAH.
Hints of the Queen Bitch quitting her job lurks, due to her sudden regular presence at home.
It's amazing how she has been living the past several years, job hopping and quitting within a year of employment. She probably just couldn't make it through her probatory period. TSK.
Anyway, work has been pretty mundane, and life is BLAH.
I'm too old to club since clubs are filled with 18 year olds these days and the music pretty much suck.
The drinks are over priced and the quality is bad as well. *Sigh*
Unless I've a huge urge for alcohol and a bout of dancing, I try to avoid clubs as much as possible.
My facial scars are slowly healing. Though people have said that my wounds heal pretty fast, I just don't think it's healing fast enough.
I've been meeting W.Q every other weekends, and time just flies by too fast for us. It's tragic though cuz he'll be gone by July and I wouldn't know what to do with my weekends. I'll just probably go back to church and get brainwashed to break up with him since he's "Unequally Yoked". Quote, Unquote. Jane.
Pfft.
Seriously, who is to judge me when I die? The people in church or God? =.=!
Though they mean well, I don't wish to be patronized and even if they don't mean to, they sure do feel fake to me.
I just can't seem to connect with them.
I belong to the wild. ROFL.
My faith in God is Primitive.
L'sigh. It's Sunday already. WHY CAN'T GOD MAKE REST DAYS 4 instead of 2?
T_T
Sunday, December 6, 2009
It doesn't pay to be nice sometimes.
Doesn't pay to be a bridesmaid who offers to help out for everything, even when sick. Even though all I wanted was for the bride to have a happy wedding, I didn't like it when the Bride's dad insisted on opening the bloody door when the 'bribe', red packets for the Bride's maids was only $88, it's not like the bride wasn't going to get married off in time anyway. WTF.
Didn't make me ( or the other sleeping bride's maids) feel any better when it was revealed that the groom had prepared up to a few hundred dollars of red packet money.
*Expletives*
I'd even dislocated my knee while posing for photos. Doesn't feel good when all I got was $17.60.
*Expletives*
But nevertheless, the wedding went on pretty smoothly. That's all that matters, right?
(Who am I kidding but myself. A little part of me still hates being underpaid for all that bloody effort put in.)
GAHs.
So my knee is swollen, I had to limp the whole day, and the lack of sleep from preparation for the wedding has aggravated my flu. ( Was infected with a bad bout of influenza from P when she cough-sneezed next to me last Monday.)
*sigh*
Doesn't make things easier for me tomorrow since the H.O.D will most probably black mark me for not reporting to her that I was on MC in time on Friday. I knocked out right after taking the medication and didn't text P about my MC cuz I was intending to return to work the next day.
*sigh*
Doubt I'll be able to hold onto this job after my contract ends next July.
I'll just revert back to my books and be all poor and miserable all over again. But at least I'll be doing a Degree instead of another Diploma. ( I hope.)
Maybe my new retail venture would take off a little more than my previous endeavour, and I won't even need to work for others anymore.
=D
I can only hope,wish and pray VERY hard.
Queen bitch is screaming again. Fortunately, my ears are so badly blocked, I can only hear incoherent screams. At least her insults won't bother me.
( I got home after watching New Moon, and found the floor and walls crawling with fucking ants! Had to spray every surface with insecticide and then mop up those dead fuckers with detergent. WTF.)
Apparently the Bitch isn't happy with the job done. When floor mopping isn't even my allocated task. Shorty doesn't even give a shit about the floor even though it's her job. All she fucking does all day is to sit in front of her bloody laptop and play Facebook games while asking for allowance every couple weeks. WTF.
I wish my life could be so slack. I HATE BUMMERS.
*sigh*
Sleepy time.
Doesn't pay to be a bridesmaid who offers to help out for everything, even when sick. Even though all I wanted was for the bride to have a happy wedding, I didn't like it when the Bride's dad insisted on opening the bloody door when the 'bribe', red packets for the Bride's maids was only $88, it's not like the bride wasn't going to get married off in time anyway. WTF.
Didn't make me ( or the other sleeping bride's maids) feel any better when it was revealed that the groom had prepared up to a few hundred dollars of red packet money.
*Expletives*
I'd even dislocated my knee while posing for photos. Doesn't feel good when all I got was $17.60.
*Expletives*
But nevertheless, the wedding went on pretty smoothly. That's all that matters, right?
(Who am I kidding but myself. A little part of me still hates being underpaid for all that bloody effort put in.)
GAHs.
So my knee is swollen, I had to limp the whole day, and the lack of sleep from preparation for the wedding has aggravated my flu. ( Was infected with a bad bout of influenza from P when she cough-sneezed next to me last Monday.)
*sigh*
Doesn't make things easier for me tomorrow since the H.O.D will most probably black mark me for not reporting to her that I was on MC in time on Friday. I knocked out right after taking the medication and didn't text P about my MC cuz I was intending to return to work the next day.
*sigh*
Doubt I'll be able to hold onto this job after my contract ends next July.
I'll just revert back to my books and be all poor and miserable all over again. But at least I'll be doing a Degree instead of another Diploma. ( I hope.)
Maybe my new retail venture would take off a little more than my previous endeavour, and I won't even need to work for others anymore.
=D
I can only hope,wish and pray VERY hard.
Queen bitch is screaming again. Fortunately, my ears are so badly blocked, I can only hear incoherent screams. At least her insults won't bother me.
( I got home after watching New Moon, and found the floor and walls crawling with fucking ants! Had to spray every surface with insecticide and then mop up those dead fuckers with detergent. WTF.)
Apparently the Bitch isn't happy with the job done. When floor mopping isn't even my allocated task. Shorty doesn't even give a shit about the floor even though it's her job. All she fucking does all day is to sit in front of her bloody laptop and play Facebook games while asking for allowance every couple weeks. WTF.
I wish my life could be so slack. I HATE BUMMERS.
*sigh*
Sleepy time.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Genrally, everyone is ashamed of me by association.
Whatever.
Depressive state sets in.
Past week has been relatively busy. With social events almost everyday.
Ana the Fat Maid left on Thursday.
I was left with the fucking laundry. I did as much as I could, as much as time allowed but I got fucking pissed off when Shorty refused to do her part and she was let off. The Father Figure did it for her instead.
WTF. I'm fucking angry and disappointed with The Tormentors, but what's new? I've lived with their biasedness for 21 years and there will only be more years of hell to come.
Saddened.
On a happier note, I was filmed on TV for just a couple seconds of screen time for some News Coverage last week, and they finally showed it last night. My Aunts saw me on TV. They texted me while I was busy doing make up for my company's Dinner and Dance.
Here's the badly filmed video if you're interested:
You'll see Shorty with her stupid green blanky and the voice of the Queen Bitch.
Dinner and Dance was pretty fun, with just a handful of us dressing up. But the handful took effort and we all looked really good. I'll post the pictures up when I finally get my hands on the pictures.
We got nominated for Best Dressed, of course, and we each got a cute white teddy bear.
The winner was a gay Indian Clerk and an aunty dressed in gawdy Arabian Nights costumes cuz we had to do a sing and dance which, sadly, I wasn't prepared for. Since when did the best dressed had to perform to get the prize? Pfft.
Fucking Stupid. It defeats the purpose of being the best dressed. Practically anyone with a fucking costume could be nominated then! And all they had to do was to do some fucking stupid dance to get the prize. Geez.
After Make up, before Hair.
At least the door gift was nice. A bear alarm cum USB multi port. Freaking cute.
The Bear Enjoys being Tied up and Poked.
The host for the night was pretty funny, and he took turns to interact with each of us.
MC: Do you know why you can never go into the Frozen Sections of supermarkets?
Me: No. Why?
MC: Because you're dressed so hot today you'll melt the whole Frozen Section!
Celebrated M's birthday with A and friends at Clark Quay after DnD and got her so tipsy I felt bad. LOL.
A got her home safely, I think.
Got home and managed to remove all 20++ pins in my hair, make up, and contact lenses.
I couldn't seem to wash out the hair spray in my hair though. LOL. Yvonne emptied like half a bottle of it on my hair and I smelt like J.A Hair Spray the whole damned night! Ugh.
Whatever.
Depressive state sets in.
Past week has been relatively busy. With social events almost everyday.
Ana the Fat Maid left on Thursday.
I was left with the fucking laundry. I did as much as I could, as much as time allowed but I got fucking pissed off when Shorty refused to do her part and she was let off. The Father Figure did it for her instead.
WTF. I'm fucking angry and disappointed with The Tormentors, but what's new? I've lived with their biasedness for 21 years and there will only be more years of hell to come.
Saddened.
On a happier note, I was filmed on TV for just a couple seconds of screen time for some News Coverage last week, and they finally showed it last night. My Aunts saw me on TV. They texted me while I was busy doing make up for my company's Dinner and Dance.
Here's the badly filmed video if you're interested:
You'll see Shorty with her stupid green blanky and the voice of the Queen Bitch.
Dinner and Dance was pretty fun, with just a handful of us dressing up. But the handful took effort and we all looked really good. I'll post the pictures up when I finally get my hands on the pictures.
We got nominated for Best Dressed, of course, and we each got a cute white teddy bear.
The winner was a gay Indian Clerk and an aunty dressed in gawdy Arabian Nights costumes cuz we had to do a sing and dance which, sadly, I wasn't prepared for. Since when did the best dressed had to perform to get the prize? Pfft.
Fucking Stupid. It defeats the purpose of being the best dressed. Practically anyone with a fucking costume could be nominated then! And all they had to do was to do some fucking stupid dance to get the prize. Geez.
I pity those who bought a full set of costume.
On the way home after a fun night!
On the way home after a fun night!
After Make up, before Hair.
At least the door gift was nice. A bear alarm cum USB multi port. Freaking cute.
The Bear Enjoys being Tied up and Poked.
MC: Do you know why you can never go into the Frozen Sections of supermarkets?
Me: No. Why?
MC: Because you're dressed so hot today you'll melt the whole Frozen Section!
ROFL.
Celebrated M's birthday with A and friends at Clark Quay after DnD and got her so tipsy I felt bad. LOL.
A got her home safely, I think.
Got home and managed to remove all 20++ pins in my hair, make up, and contact lenses.
I couldn't seem to wash out the hair spray in my hair though. LOL. Yvonne emptied like half a bottle of it on my hair and I smelt like J.A Hair Spray the whole damned night! Ugh.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
The Queen Bitch is at it again, trying to cause a rift between me and my relatives, spreading stupid rumours and gossiping about me to them, putting words I've never said (rather, words that SHE SAID.) into my mouth, using me as the bloody scapegoat while I was out celebrating the lantern festival with the dear cousins.
The triple Ks are no longer considered dear considering how rude they are to me.
We had bonfires and made hearts with candles. Celebration with tradition is slowly dying.
No longer do you see kids running around with lanterns in their hands anymore.
Tragedy.
The triple Ks are no longer considered dear considering how rude they are to me.
We had bonfires and made hearts with candles. Celebration with tradition is slowly dying.
No longer do you see kids running around with lanterns in their hands anymore.
Tragedy.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
SHOPPING!!!
I was supposed to go to church today but I skipped it since I couldn't find any proper clothes to wear that would fit me.
Got so fucking fed up by the criticisms and sarcasm of the BITCHES at home, I had to get out of the fucking house.
Went shopping with Justin instead at ION Orchard, Takashimaya and Wisma Atria.
Bought a pair of jeans at New Look in ION ORCHARD for $59.90, Shorts from Cotton On in Wisma Atria at two for $30.
AND! Two skirts and a Dress from Takashimaya's ZARA for $29.90 and $39.90 respectively!!
It felt fucking good when all the pieces I chose fitted me! WOOHOO~!
BUT KNNCCB, THE FUCKING QUEEN BITCH SLAPPED AND SWITCHED MY ELECTRICITY OFF ME WHEN SHE SAW MY SHOPPING BECAUSE SHE WASN'T HAPPY THE MONEY WASN'T IN HER WALLET.
KNN.
FUCK HER.
She insults me, makes me feel like the worst fuck ever, bordering on depression, and when I do something to make myself happy again, she tries all she can to make me go down.
I don't have such a bitch for a mother.
Little wonder why even the Father Figure doesn't want to fuck her.
I bet her pussy's full of snakes.
Medusa Pussied!
LOL.
P.S: I saw Sean today while waiting for the bus at the bus stop! He was with this really fat chick, which I assume is either his current girlfriend or a recently broken up girlfriend. LOL.
We smiled and acknowledged each other, and I wish him the best of luck with whatever he is doing now. Hell, even if one day fate allows, we might even meet up for drinks and chit chat!
=D
Got so fucking fed up by the criticisms and sarcasm of the BITCHES at home, I had to get out of the fucking house.
Went shopping with Justin instead at ION Orchard, Takashimaya and Wisma Atria.
Bought a pair of jeans at New Look in ION ORCHARD for $59.90, Shorts from Cotton On in Wisma Atria at two for $30.
AND! Two skirts and a Dress from Takashimaya's ZARA for $29.90 and $39.90 respectively!!
It felt fucking good when all the pieces I chose fitted me! WOOHOO~!BUT KNNCCB, THE FUCKING QUEEN BITCH SLAPPED AND SWITCHED MY ELECTRICITY OFF ME WHEN SHE SAW MY SHOPPING BECAUSE SHE WASN'T HAPPY THE MONEY WASN'T IN HER WALLET.
KNN.
FUCK HER.
She insults me, makes me feel like the worst fuck ever, bordering on depression, and when I do something to make myself happy again, she tries all she can to make me go down.
I don't have such a bitch for a mother.
Little wonder why even the Father Figure doesn't want to fuck her.
I bet her pussy's full of snakes.
Medusa Pussied!
LOL.
P.S: I saw Sean today while waiting for the bus at the bus stop! He was with this really fat chick, which I assume is either his current girlfriend or a recently broken up girlfriend. LOL.
We smiled and acknowledged each other, and I wish him the best of luck with whatever he is doing now. Hell, even if one day fate allows, we might even meet up for drinks and chit chat!
=D
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Menopausal bitch.
The Queen Bitch was at it again, flipping through my belongings and personal letters, and accusing me of having a 'toy boy'.
ROFL.
IF I were that RICH to have a toy boy, I would've bought myself a Hermes Birkin!
ROFL.
Just because of a $100 meal which I had paid for myself. ROFL.
Ridiculous.
What made me really unhappy was her invasion of my privacy and her abuse of authority.
Didn't help that she took a plastic rod and hit me with it; resulted in a bruised and swollen knuckle and a bruised back.
Sigh.
I cried because of the fucking injustice of it all, and the unhappiness and emotional pain brought by accumulated events radiated through my body.
The pain became physical yet intangible...
ROFL.
IF I were that RICH to have a toy boy, I would've bought myself a Hermes Birkin!
ROFL.
Just because of a $100 meal which I had paid for myself. ROFL.
Ridiculous.
What made me really unhappy was her invasion of my privacy and her abuse of authority.
Didn't help that she took a plastic rod and hit me with it; resulted in a bruised and swollen knuckle and a bruised back.
Sigh.
I cried because of the fucking injustice of it all, and the unhappiness and emotional pain brought by accumulated events radiated through my body.
The pain became physical yet intangible...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Big Fish Seafood Grill!
Met up with W.Q today for dinner at Big Fish Seafood Grill!!
I can't remember the exact address, but it's just right beside Pasta Fresca de Salvtore and Megumi!! He drove and we got there through ECP and Bedok, I think.
<3
>_<
For our Appetizers, we had Deep Fried White Bait, Octopus Salad without Salad (special request for us only!) and Escargot Gratin! I'm can't remember the full name of all the food cuz W.Q ordered most of it for me, and his choices in food are never wrong!
<3>
*sigh*
Escargot. In pastry crust with cheese and parsley. Plus other heavenly bits I forgot.
Each bite sent me up to Heaven and back. *swoons*
I have no idea how to describe it's heavenly taste, man. You'll just have to try it to know the FEEELING.
The squid was really yummy, each bite was not too chewy like over cooked ones some restaurant serve, and W.Q requested it without salad.
The Fried White Bait was fresh and not oily at all! Didn't even have to squeeze lemons onto it to reduce the oiliness.
Dipped in the tar tar sauce, it was really yummy and apettizing! Cuz usually oily food would just make me feel really full and icky afterwards but this one had none of that!
=D
To accompany our seafood, W.Q ordered a Reisling wine, 2007 ( I forgot the name of the Reisling. LOL.)
For a wine so young, it was really sweet and clean on the palate. LOL. It wasn't too dry like some I've tried too.
AND THEN ANOTHER FAVOURITE!
LOBSTER BISQUE WITH CHUNKS OF LOBSTER MEAT INSIDE!!!!!
AND IT WAS VERY FRESH!
*swoons*
For our main course, he had this baked fish in bread crumbs, I think. With asparagus and other veggies under it. LOL.
Blehs. I don't know about his food cuz I was so absorbed in mine, I didn't bother trying his. LOL.
Mine was a fucking creamy and yummy Lobster Ragout! One of their Signature dishes in Big Fish Seafood Grill!!
There were chunks of lobster meat in there too with weirdly juicy and unsoggy tomato bits!
>_<
We both wanted to order Tiramisu at first, but then he was gracious and gave up his Tiramisu for Creme Brulee which I was going to order in place of my Tiramisu too. LOL.
I tried the Creme Brulee and it was perfectly caramalized on the outside, soft and smooth inside!!
With sugar dust and all yummy berries!
The Tiramisu (another signature dish), was really fucking yummy. >_<>
Blueberries, dragon fruit cubes, sstrawberries and preserved plums at the sides. =p~
I ate everything!!
We had great conversations during dinner, and time really flies when you're having a good time! LOL.
WE started dinner at 7pm, but by the time dessert came, it was 9pm!
Long and wonderful dinners are extremely rare, I think. And to find someone whom I can chat and talk with so freely is even rarer these days.
By the time dinner ended for us, it was already closing time at 10pm. LOL.
Three hours! LOL. Took a slow walk to the car park and drove home!
Relationships are hard to deal with, but relationships with other fucking factors like a bitch in the house to interfere when everything's fine makes it tougher. I've ended many would've been wonderful relationships because of the stress faced at home. I haven't been blogging about it nor have I been open about it to people concerned becuase it's just too difficult to talk about it... like, I'm sick and tired of talking and going through the same shit again.
*sigh*
The Queen Bitch is at it again. Stealing into my cousin's Facebook profile and with it, sent insulting messages onto my Facebook. WTF.
I was out dinning with W.Q when X.Y called me to inform me of her misdeamour (??) [I need a stronger word than that.]
I had no choice but to do some damage control once home. Had to delete all her stupid messages before too many people read it, and gave her a piece of my mind.
Sadly, she seems unrepentant and seems set to do more stupid things.
I'll have to deal with her again. That jobless, bored bitch is out to cause more trouble in her free time.
I have had enough of her shit and this has to stop.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Sick and stoned.
Work was blah. Cuz I was too stoned with medication.
I missed the bus today, and Khalis was nice enough to offer me a ride to Boon Lay.
LOL.
I miss bike rides.
Crystalised more things today for the Q.B.
Did 2 angels, for the grave of the E.G.
>_<
I missed the bus today, and Khalis was nice enough to offer me a ride to Boon Lay.
LOL.
I miss bike rides.
Crystalised more things today for the Q.B.
Did 2 angels, for the grave of the E.G.
>_<
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Another vicious cycle.
The bitch did it again.
Another upheaval of my life.
Forced to move out again.
She did it below the belt this time.
Stole my phone, and falsely messaged him that I was pregnant when I was not.
Because it's simply impossible. LOL.
Bitch got the maid to pack every single thing of mine, and everything's packed in the door way, awaiting my leave.
I guess I'll just pack and live in a hotel tonight.
I hate my life this way.
The only good news was that he's chosen for an interview for a Dutch Shipping company. I just wish him good luck for it.
P.S: Strained my butt muscle while playing badminton with J and Nat last week. He accompanied me to the polyclinic, but she stalked him.
*sigh*
And so the story goes...
Another upheaval of my life.
Forced to move out again.
She did it below the belt this time.
Stole my phone, and falsely messaged him that I was pregnant when I was not.
Because it's simply impossible. LOL.
Bitch got the maid to pack every single thing of mine, and everything's packed in the door way, awaiting my leave.
I guess I'll just pack and live in a hotel tonight.
I hate my life this way.
The only good news was that he's chosen for an interview for a Dutch Shipping company. I just wish him good luck for it.
P.S: Strained my butt muscle while playing badminton with J and Nat last week. He accompanied me to the polyclinic, but she stalked him.
*sigh*
And so the story goes...
Sunday, August 31, 2008
I'M SAPPY.
I'M SAPPY.
CUZ I'M SAD + HAPPY = SAPPY.
>_<
Last night J accompanied me out for dinner after going home for his own dinner, because there was no one home again (except for Dunman High and I, but she was too lazy to leave the house), and I had to eat.
We went for dinner as usual at Justea~! and then on the way to draw some money to buy D.H's dinner, bought Agar Agar shaped like Ang Ku Kuehs for $2.90 at this bakery!
We stopped by this Pasar Malam along the way, and found this stall providing Express Manicures for $4.50!
I was so fucking tempted by the cheap price and decided to get my nails done, though in the end it cost me $8 cuz I added nail art ($0.50 each finger) and nail shaping and buffing ( Additional $3).
But I was happy to throw the money, cuz my nails became really glittery and pretty after that!
He bought for his sister an embroideredd HP pouch for $5!
When I got home, everyone was pretty surprised at my suddenly clean room. LOL.
=p
I think I shall try to maintain it from today on. LOL.
Today was pretty saddening.
The Queen Bitch somehow knew that I was still with Justin and wants us to end it.
It crushed me.
So I cried all the way to church with Justin.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so fucking fed up with that bitch and her ways.
She has been throwing my clothes and underwear away, confiscating my things, and stealing my belongings, as if she has all rights to my life.
But the fact is that EVERYTHING I own was bought with my own fucking hard earned money, and she has no fucking right to steal/throw/confiscate them.
I no longer have any wish to speak to her or communicate with her in anyway.
T_T
I just wish to start work and move out.
Justin was really nice to me today, and we went for lunch at Sempang with Glenn before heading to Terminal 2 to walk around.
I saw this Swarovski crystal beaded ring at one of the shops, and liked it very much! However, I didn't buy it cuz I ALREADY KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM.
LOL.
I got pretty psyched up by the idea of making my own ring, and that cheered me up a little bit.
We sat at the viewing hall talking for a bit before walking around some more before going to Swensen's for ICE CREAM!
We ordered a Sizzling Pan Macademia Nut cake with a scoop of Vanilla Ice cream and NUTTY toppings!!
<3
He sent me home after that and then after a quick shower, settled down to make my ring!!
I think I spent an hour or two making the ring. LOL. But I thoroughly enjoyed the process!
<3
This is how my ring looks like!
It fucking matches my nails!
<3
CUZ I'M SAD + HAPPY = SAPPY.
>_<
Last night J accompanied me out for dinner after going home for his own dinner, because there was no one home again (except for Dunman High and I, but she was too lazy to leave the house), and I had to eat.
We went for dinner as usual at Justea~! and then on the way to draw some money to buy D.H's dinner, bought Agar Agar shaped like Ang Ku Kuehs for $2.90 at this bakery!
We stopped by this Pasar Malam along the way, and found this stall providing Express Manicures for $4.50!
I was so fucking tempted by the cheap price and decided to get my nails done, though in the end it cost me $8 cuz I added nail art ($0.50 each finger) and nail shaping and buffing ( Additional $3).
But I was happy to throw the money, cuz my nails became really glittery and pretty after that!
He bought for his sister an embroideredd HP pouch for $5!
When I got home, everyone was pretty surprised at my suddenly clean room. LOL.
=p
I think I shall try to maintain it from today on. LOL.
Today was pretty saddening.
The Queen Bitch somehow knew that I was still with Justin and wants us to end it.
It crushed me.
So I cried all the way to church with Justin.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so fucking fed up with that bitch and her ways.
She has been throwing my clothes and underwear away, confiscating my things, and stealing my belongings, as if she has all rights to my life.
But the fact is that EVERYTHING I own was bought with my own fucking hard earned money, and she has no fucking right to steal/throw/confiscate them.
I no longer have any wish to speak to her or communicate with her in anyway.
T_T
I just wish to start work and move out.
Justin was really nice to me today, and we went for lunch at Sempang with Glenn before heading to Terminal 2 to walk around.
I saw this Swarovski crystal beaded ring at one of the shops, and liked it very much! However, I didn't buy it cuz I ALREADY KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM.
LOL.
I got pretty psyched up by the idea of making my own ring, and that cheered me up a little bit.
We sat at the viewing hall talking for a bit before walking around some more before going to Swensen's for ICE CREAM!
We ordered a Sizzling Pan Macademia Nut cake with a scoop of Vanilla Ice cream and NUTTY toppings!!
LOL. The picture looks really Old School!
<3
He sent me home after that and then after a quick shower, settled down to make my ring!!
I think I spent an hour or two making the ring. LOL. But I thoroughly enjoyed the process!
<3
This is how my ring looks like!
It fucking matches my nails!
<3
I think if anyone wants me to make one, I'm willing to make another for sale.
=D
Friday, August 29, 2008
A day wasted in the hospital.
Fucking got woken up by the Queen Bitch to go to the hospital because the Evil Grandma was 'dying'.
At 6:30am in the fucking morning.
We got there an hour later, and her heart rate was back to normal, faking comatose.
She refused to open up her eyes, and refused to respond to her children's weeping/screaming/nudging. BUT! She could reach up to scratch herself.
WTF.
Most of her sons and all daughters were present, their daily work routine disrupted, and there she was, in bed, faking comatose.
Everyone stayed till the late afternoon, until fatigue set in, and some of us made our way home.
But apparently the Queen Bitch wasn't too happy about that, and so decided to call EVERYONE down AGAIN within 2 hours.
Dunman High and I barely had stepped into the house before we had to rush down AGAIN.
The E.G was moved to the ICU, because she was running a slight fever. The ICU was dilapidated, with mouldy air vents for air circulation, and a dusty fan by the bed side.
Little wonder to why the patients living in there died quickly.
The second false alarm brought more people into the cramped, stuffy room, and for the first time, I saw new cousins I've never seen before! They're the sons of the eldest son, who though rich, still covets the little money the E.G has in her account.
No wonder the sons came. Maybe he had promised his sons a portion of the money should he get his hands on the money.
Maybe he told his sons, "Just go, make sure that you cry when you see her, hold her hands tightly, and call out her name. Put up a good show, and your aunts and uncles will see how 'filial' you are to your Grandma."
Anyway, everyone's temper was bad after the second false alarm exaggerated by the Queen Bitch, and Shorty and I had the same sentiments that after crying wolf for so many times, most of us would most probably bother appearing when she's really dying.
I guess the Queen Bitch has nothing else better to do than to dramatise the whole thing, and entertain herself with the fragile emotions of her siblings and relatives.
Maybe she just thrives on drama and andrenaline.
(That's why she loves Techno and Horror Shows.)
At 6:30am in the fucking morning.
We got there an hour later, and her heart rate was back to normal, faking comatose.
She refused to open up her eyes, and refused to respond to her children's weeping/screaming/nudging. BUT! She could reach up to scratch herself.
WTF.
Most of her sons and all daughters were present, their daily work routine disrupted, and there she was, in bed, faking comatose.
Everyone stayed till the late afternoon, until fatigue set in, and some of us made our way home.
But apparently the Queen Bitch wasn't too happy about that, and so decided to call EVERYONE down AGAIN within 2 hours.
Dunman High and I barely had stepped into the house before we had to rush down AGAIN.
The E.G was moved to the ICU, because she was running a slight fever. The ICU was dilapidated, with mouldy air vents for air circulation, and a dusty fan by the bed side.
Little wonder to why the patients living in there died quickly.
The second false alarm brought more people into the cramped, stuffy room, and for the first time, I saw new cousins I've never seen before! They're the sons of the eldest son, who though rich, still covets the little money the E.G has in her account.
No wonder the sons came. Maybe he had promised his sons a portion of the money should he get his hands on the money.
Maybe he told his sons, "Just go, make sure that you cry when you see her, hold her hands tightly, and call out her name. Put up a good show, and your aunts and uncles will see how 'filial' you are to your Grandma."
Anyway, everyone's temper was bad after the second false alarm exaggerated by the Queen Bitch, and Shorty and I had the same sentiments that after crying wolf for so many times, most of us would most probably bother appearing when she's really dying.
I guess the Queen Bitch has nothing else better to do than to dramatise the whole thing, and entertain herself with the fragile emotions of her siblings and relatives.
Maybe she just thrives on drama and andrenaline.
(That's why she loves Techno and Horror Shows.)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
I swear I'm going crazy.
I had a very bad case in Insomnia and only managed to get intermittent sleep at 7am, only to be woken up by the fucking Queen Bitch.
ARGH.
SOMEONE FEED ME SOME SLEEPING PILLS.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
LOL. YOU CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT SHE DID!
THE QUEEN BITCH TOOK MY MODEM TO BED! ROFL.
Anyway, today was pretty fine, mugging with Feonna, Tahira and Angel in the school library till the evenings before having McDonald's with Justin.
LOL.
SHE TOOK THE MODEM TO BED.
*gaffaws*
Anyway, today was pretty fine, mugging with Feonna, Tahira and Angel in the school library till the evenings before having McDonald's with Justin.
LOL.
SHE TOOK THE MODEM TO BED.
*gaffaws*
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
She rambled on and on.
ATHENS - A 31-year-old Greek beheaded his girlfriend and carried her head round the popular tourist island of Santorini before he was arrested, police said on Sunday.
The man, who police said had psychological problems, injured a police officer and two women while trying to escape arrest after killing the 25-year-old teacher in Greece's most picturesque island.
"He was walking around, carrying her head and telling the astonished villagers not to stop him," a police official told Reuters. "They knew he had psychological problems ... but they didn't expect he would reach this point."
The man knifed a policeman who tried to arrest him, stole a police car and crashed into a motorcycle injuring two women, before police ended his escape by ramming the car.
Tourism Minister Aris Spiliotopoulos vowed earlier this week to make Greek resorts safer after a spate of violent incidents at the peak of the tourist season.
THE FUCKING QUEEN BITCH EXASPERATES ME, YOU KNOW?
SHE MAKES ME WANT TO DO THE ABOVE. TO BEHEAD HER AND THEN PARADE HER HEAD AROUND SOME CROWDED AREA WITH DEAD BITCH SCRIBBLED ON HER FOREHEAD.
Then again, I can't be fucked to drag her head around. I'll just throw her body down the rubbish chute.
"I don't want you to continue living this kind of lifestyle, whatever lifestyle it is, and IN MY LIFE, I will never want to lead this lifestyle."
" You don't need to go to school anymore, do you?"
"Whatever you say, whether you're interested in your school or Not, I don't care. You're still living in MY HOUSE... blah blah"
(I forgot the rest of it.)
I never even got to say a word, and it just left me fucking angry.
I felt wrongly accused, and I STILL don't know What The Fuck she's driving at.
Anyway, one can never understand that deranged woman's thoughts.
= My internet connection got cut off by, supposedly, the Queen Bitch. But she's stupid. Because I'M USING A LAPTOP. WIRELESS! HELLO?=
The man, who police said had psychological problems, injured a police officer and two women while trying to escape arrest after killing the 25-year-old teacher in Greece's most picturesque island.
"He was walking around, carrying her head and telling the astonished villagers not to stop him," a police official told Reuters. "They knew he had psychological problems ... but they didn't expect he would reach this point."
The man knifed a policeman who tried to arrest him, stole a police car and crashed into a motorcycle injuring two women, before police ended his escape by ramming the car.
Tourism Minister Aris Spiliotopoulos vowed earlier this week to make Greek resorts safer after a spate of violent incidents at the peak of the tourist season.
THE FUCKING QUEEN BITCH EXASPERATES ME, YOU KNOW?
SHE MAKES ME WANT TO DO THE ABOVE. TO BEHEAD HER AND THEN PARADE HER HEAD AROUND SOME CROWDED AREA WITH DEAD BITCH SCRIBBLED ON HER FOREHEAD.
Then again, I can't be fucked to drag her head around. I'll just throw her body down the rubbish chute.
"I don't want you to continue living this kind of lifestyle, whatever lifestyle it is, and IN MY LIFE, I will never want to lead this lifestyle."
" You don't need to go to school anymore, do you?"
"Whatever you say, whether you're interested in your school or Not, I don't care. You're still living in MY HOUSE... blah blah"
(I forgot the rest of it.)
I never even got to say a word, and it just left me fucking angry.
I felt wrongly accused, and I STILL don't know What The Fuck she's driving at.
Anyway, one can never understand that deranged woman's thoughts.
= My internet connection got cut off by, supposedly, the Queen Bitch. But she's stupid. Because I'M USING A LAPTOP. WIRELESS! HELLO?=
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