Lunched with Jamez S. after 4 years. Since his disappearance to Switzerland and back, I've only seen him once for dinner.

3 YEARS AGO.

We had lunch at Great World City and studied in TCC with 2 pots of tea. =)

Overheard the conversation between an Australian Retiree and a Pinoy Party Girl. Glanced side ways often to peek at their conversation and the body language of the PPG obviously showed disinterest while the A.R. happily broadcast his entire life story to the entire cafe.

And half way through, he showed her a picture he drew of her and proposed.

I thought to myself how full of bullshit his 'proposal' was, but that was also exactly what the PPG wanted. A diamond ring and his retirement fund.

LOL.

We had dinner at the fourth floor of Great World after mugging for 6 long hours, I think.

And I was so stressed out my entire face had turned red and I had scratched my forehead so hard, I think I etched lines on my face and it bled.

=/

Sean Chua asked me out for drinks at the nearby coffee shop and I gladly agreed. Two weeks without a single drop of Alcohol in my blood, and the stress level builds up and mental block occurs more often than not.

UGHS.

2 bottles of Heineken later, Sean C. once again gave his usual indecent proposal despite his engagement to his girlfriend.

And ONCE AGAIN, I had to repeat my rant against cheating, commitment and "for better or worse".

*sigh*

IF given a chance, most men, if not all, will cheat. Emotionally, Mentally or Physically.

Sad Fact.

Hence my insistence at staying single for the mean time before a better guy comes along.

DISAPPOINTMENT.

Should have stuck to WQ. TSK, the quality of men out there sucks big time these days!