What ever happened to "For better or for worst, till death till us part" the Sunday that you said that was the day that i thought i was able to get support from you to overcome the difficulties that i have with putting everything else away, but that didn't happen instead it wasn't me but you who ran away from it all. I'm not blaming u for it but don't get me wrong but asking why didn't this have to happen the way it did.
It happened the way it did because it was my BIRTHDAY and you didn't seem to get that or respect that. You took this opportunity to disgrace me instead. You made a fool out of me.
I had a dream of you last night saw you from a distance you seem happy with the current life that you have. But there seemed to be something missing at your mist and ur frantically searching for it. I cant make out what you were saying or doing. All I know that you were looking for something or someone. When I shouted out to you u couldnt hear me or even seem me but yet continue searching for what you were looking for till you got really close to me then I notice you were pregnant. I didnt know whose child it was and how you got pregnant.
I'm happy being me, and IF I were ever impregnated with your child, Douche bag, I will make sure I KILL IT IN FRONT OF YOU. Having your child would be the WORST thing that could ever happen to me.
I'm searching for TRUE LOVE, and you were probably close to it, but DUH, YOU ARE NOT IT!
God IS.
Those days when I cummed into you i was praying very hard for you to get pregnant coz even if you say that I've always been cheating on you and such. Once your pregnant with my kid I will not go back on my word. And that is my final stand.
Come on! What makes you think that your infidelity would lead to fidelity upon a person's impregnation by you? Have you not heard of ' A LEOPARD NEVER CHANGES IT'S SPOTS'? You know very well that you'll always use your 'problem' as an excuse to seek other whores for sex. That's a FACT, and I doubt this will ever CHANGE.
Koh Cui Wen I still love you. I thought by not messaging you these few days since ur birthday i could forget about you, but a dream threw you back in my thoughts and I'm sincerely sorry for the pain and hurt that i have caused you the emotional and physical stress that i have brought into your life, your the only girl that had truly loved me for me. ( Oh wow, you mean you JUST REALIzED THAT? Isn't it TOO LATE?) Even tho you felt insecure coz of my past and past habits you continued loving me, I tried to overcome my flaws but couldnt and only thing i can say right now is that I'm sorry that I've had let you down and failed you. I may be the wash board in your life but I do not want to be the wash board in any other persons life yet to say to remain the arsehole in your life.
I only need ONE asshole, and that is the one in between my buttcheeks to defecate. I don't need another one. Offer it to someone who needs it, like HER.
If you're not done messing up my life, I really think you need Psychological help, because you're really sick in the head.
Love, (Oh really? Or do you just need a girl for sex and NO ONE ELSE WANTS YOU?)
Calvin (I'll name a Lizard, Calvin, and KILL IT.)
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