=The Queen Bitch acted up and trashed my room on Friday.=

Went drinking on Thursday and sprained my ankle due to misadventure at 6th Ave's Lazy Lizard.

Tried to stay home the entire Friday, but the incessant chanting of "Bitch, Slut, Cheap." by the Queen Bitch drove me nuts.

Cabbed down to St James to meet Samson and Matthew and 9 other virgin clubbers - new recruits Samson had picked out in camp.

Opened 2 bottles of Belvedere Vodka, and they drank them neat. Shared a cab home with a guy, and got home to a trashed room. =/

Story of my life.

Wanted to club today, but the Lizard sent something stupid to my dad and ruined it.

Bumped into Zhao Ge, Neal, Boey, Jave and their friends. =D Bottomed up with them, and left before midnight.

Zhao Ge went to PK with this other guy and they shuffles their asses off! <3

*sigh* I had to leave the club even before I had a chance to really dance. Tragic.

But at least I had a very nice dinner at Wine Bar and Bistro. I would love to return there for dinner someday. =)

For a moment, I was actually happy in the company of my friends. Momentarily, I forgot his presence and the emotional distress he caused me.

I really want to know if he loves me. Which is stupid. Because everyone knows he doesn't.

*Cue Emo Chinese Love Songs.*

How I wish you really sincerely gave a shit.

sigh


My ankle's too swollen from the walking, and the alcohol has slowly run out. I'm sitting amidst mess in my room, having cut my fingers from today's episode, downing Vodka shots to ease the pain.

How I wish I was in a club, drinking in the company of my friends.

=(

IF only someone could give me a hug and make me feel safe again.