I'M SICK OF LOVING YOU.

WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT OF LOVING YOU WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY?

WHAT'S THE POINT OF BEING WITH YOU WHEN I'M NOT EVEN PART OF YOUR PLAN?

WHAT'S THE POINT OF WASTING YOUR TIME AND MINE?

WHY REAPPEAR WHEN I WAS STARTING TO FEEL HAPPY AGAIN, ONLY TO ANTAGONIZE ME WITH YOUR WAYS?

YOUR HABIT WILL NEVER GO AWAY, AND I'M SICK OF GIVING YOU CHANCES.

All I want is to be loved the way I want. Is it so hard?

Dear Lord, will I ever find The One? Someone who will love me unconditionally on this wretched Earth? Perhaps I'll never marry...