I fear.

I fear losing you because I hold you too dear.

I fear.

I fear the hurt of realization and discovery of betrayal and unfaithfulness that plagued me so near a time ago.

I fear.

I fear the loss of you that I've put my heart and soul into.

The only reason that I'm alive today was only and truly is because of you.

I fear.

I fear the loneliness and despair left to my own device when you finally leave me.

But all these; I wouldn't have feared if you left me alone and never called me "dear" and never held me near your addictive scent and showered me with my perception of love, or kissed me with the tenderest kiss and loved me with the sweetest love I've ever known.

I tear.

Because of all the love and kisses and fulfillment of my true love and desires by you alone.

Losing you would be the most devastating of all devastations.

The destruction of my being, my will to live. Because of you.

And only you, my love, hold the power and magic to destroy me.

Your power of love and affection.

Please don't cheat on me.

I see these men with their wedding bands. Flirting and being merry with women, not their wives.

Mistresses half their age, dancing and entertaining them.

Drinking, kissing, being raunchy.

No one displays guilt, no one thinks it's wrong.

No one knows the other, so no wrong deed is done.

"what happens in here, stays in here."

But have you forgotten that strangers have eyes too?

That some might know you, and see through you?

So in everything you do, think it thoroughly through.

Make sure you know what you are doing before staying the night too.

Remember. Eyes are watching.

"And I love you too."