Was alright. It wasn't very fun, even with glasses after glasses of alcohol BEFORE and DURING the entire event.
Loads of brainwashing, tons of pretentious bull.
Though I've set my mind to it, and I'm sure once I'm truly a part of the company, I would enjoy this process, I wasn't quite sure what I was doing in there, pretending to be part of the productive team, when I'm honestly still a struggling FP-wannabe.
I'd rather they wait till I pass my bloody M9 before asking me along. At least I'll feel more worthy.
And at least I wouldn't feel spending $150 a night for such events a waste of time and money.
I'm better off at home mugging my ass off instead of being trapped in the event till 12am.
Oh well, perhaps they were trying to be inclusive.
I hope I'll be one of those award winners in time to come.
But now I can only try my best.
Lord, hear my prayers. <3
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