Met up with WQ today. He got hotter, I got fatter. We still click very well, and meals with him is never boring.

Perhaps if I was able to convince The Tormentors to let me study in Australia, our lives would have been different.

But I'm glad I'm with Daryl now. He's such an intellectual. And I love him so much! My palms sweat just thinking about him. >.
Bought him a facial session at Beyond Beauty and some pre ordered pineapple tarts to take home today.

But I got a little pissed off when he didn't help me sort out the tarts knowing that I would take the wrong ones by mistake when I'm bedazzled.

Urgh!

Anyway, WQ brought me to Sake Inn after lunch and I bought a bottle of Sake with Gold Flakes!

It's so pretty!!!!

I was supposed to buy CNY clothes but I'd already spent my entire budget on lunch, sake, facial, and tarts.

And I had no time to shop around Chinatown for my new Cheong Sam.

So FML, I'm not buying any new clothes this CNY.

I need a higher paying job. This job is barely paying my bills and feeding me.

I've sucked my savings dry and I'm done.

The next job that is offered, I will take.

Fuck it.

Highly frustrated. Especially with high monthly bills and heftier medical bills that I have to cough up money from God knows where to pay.

If only money could just drop from the bloody sky and pay all my fucking bills.

Or just kill me. At least I won't die in debt cuz my insurance payout would clear it all off.

My life is now cheap. Please take it and end my misery.

FUCK.