He sat with me in class today. I could barely stop myself from grinning.

I thought he would want me to sit away from him, but I was really elated when we could sit together.

Really needed a drink to think during Robert's class but I know D won't be happy if I did.

Bought mineral water instead. But fuck, I was so stressed out my neck started to ache.

I think I do have a slight alcohol dependency.

Eugene Low tempted me with clubbing at St James to celebrate David Wong's birthday. But the insecurity that would run through his mind isn't worth it at all.

My hormones are acting up for sure. aching tits and cheese and chocolate cravings screams period ahoy!

Maybe it's the lack of alcohol in my system. Feels weird to be without alcohol for days at a stretch.

Too sober.

Is it stupid if I try to make myself not swoon whenever I see him? Though deep down I'm absolutely crazy over him.

Ughs. Maybe it is the Honeymoon period.

But damn, I don't want it to stop!