I've realised that anger does wonders. It drives me to reach my potential. But living on anger is short lived and tiring. Doesn't make me a very happy person either. =/

God. Help.

Shouting matches that makes me lose my voice doesn't make the situation in the house any better.

My immunity is too damn low for my own good. And very soon I'll have to completely stop any night activities even though I do LOVE the night.

When all activities wind down and there's peace and quiet when I want some. But most of the time I'm out in a club, busting my ear drums. LOL.

My instincts tells me that I will be getting hurt by him again. And I have to prevent that from happening.

I need someone to keep me company at night. Make me sleep. Or just to stop my thoughts from running away.

=(

Because I know what kind of man I want, and it can't be him.

Emotionally and physically very tired, actually.

My cells have mutated. =/ I would prolly never be able to conceive. LOL.

Oh Lord, I leave it all up to you. Help me get healthy and stop all these bad stuff from happening to me. Guide me, to make wiser decisions. AMEN.