Upset.

Bust my wounds while going to school, lugging them heavy textbooks.

*Que: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.*

Forgot my medication and pain killers. Munched on Nuggets to distract the pain. Rained when I got to school. Had to buy a new purple umbrella for $7.

Sick. Entire body ached from the Hepatitis shots I got from yesterday. Had a shot on each arm.

FUCKING HELL I'M IN PAIN!

Dear Lord, WHY?!?! =(

Went all the way to Bukit Panjang Plaza to study after school hours with Surin, Ricky, Peter and Jason.

Their jokes cheered me up a little and I felt less in pain. But the bleeding got worse. But then at 10pm, I don't think the hospital would admit anyone...

I'm greatful Ricky and Surin sent me home. Cuz if I were to train, I think I would've just fainted from the blood and pain. FML.

I just hope the meds would work wonders and stop the pain for now. =(

God, why did I put in so much effort into this relationship that was never going to work out? It's been less than 5 months, and it's destroying me faster than anything. He never loved me. Now I know. Please Lord, take away all these physical and emotional pain and suffering. Amen.

I've been sleeping alot these past few days, trying to recover from the operation. Vivid, colourful dreams/nightmares of pain and emotional turmoil.

Perhaps those tattoos are just hints of more scars to come, caused by more men.

In my dream, I ate alot of cake. And I got tattooed by Adrian. Of Kois, Willow trees, and Storks. The pain from the tattooing was so real... and it felt like painfully sweet relief from all these stress and emotional pain...

Should I get a new tattoo? But my body has run out of place for them...