YOU GIVE LOVE, A BAD NAME.

an angels smile, is what you sell

you promise me heaven then put me through hell

chains of love, got a hold on me

when passion's a prison you can't break free...

Self explanatory.

Although he was absolutely sweet to me on Sunday and somewhat on Saturday, I can't help but have that nagging feeling...

Can I trust this man or not?

Paid for lunch today, at Big Bites, had vegetarian Indian cuisine at Little India after church with Cal, and bought meself some Salmon Pink bangles at $5!

CHEAP!

Went to his place for dinner and a siesta, but a nagging feeling kept lingering while napping.

I can't really pin point...

Anyway, I washed his head really clean, cuz it was damn dirty (sorry, but I'm obsessed with cleaning my man), and it felt good to clean him.

LOL.

Sometimes I wonder what game is he playing with me. I really pray he isn't though.

Dear Lord, What should I do? Should I do what everyone has been telling me, to extract myself from him, or do I stick to him like I had initially set out to do? Doesn't make sense to stick to a man who doesn't care much about you, even if I do love him. Since love fades, and it's better to be loved than to love. Because love HURTS.

Everyone says that, and it seems to be so...

Please hear my prayers. Amen.