I wonder why do they hate me so much.

With Anger,

Despise and

Disappointment,

they stare.

They lie and assume, regardless of implications.

STRANGERS.

Yet they might just be those around you 'most'.

PS: I've been running from one birthday party to another yesterday and it was pretty tiring.

I've been sleep talking about work and dreaming about work.

I guess I'm really too stressed. Presentations to be done, tests to be taken and evaluation results unknown.

My greatest fear would be failing during attachment right now, and if that were to happen, then I know I will amount to nothing in life.

And I might just promptly end my life, granting their wish. Then in eternal hell I shall burn, completing this viscious cycle of failure.

Even in death, I failed God.