I believe I can move on.

I just need to find myself back.

I've given too much to him.

He's my washboard. My distiller. And the distillation process must proceed.

I will come out as fine wine. HAHA!

Was chatting with an ex online.

$$ says:
Come on I am not married yet but it is up to you I can't change your mind set
Koh Cui Wen says:
yuhs
engaged already lor
can meet but cant have sex
$$ says:
Why no fun
Koh Cui Wen says:
WTF. YOU ARE ENGAGED

And he went offline after that.

I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with men these days.

YOU ARE ENGAGED!!

A man will never change his spots. No point pinning too much hope on a man and expect him to change for you. Because afterall, a change will never be permanent unless initiated and affected from within.

Anyway, I went running with Uncle Nelson after work today. Drove to East Coast and ran for a good 45 minutes until my feet chaffed and blistered.

I HATE RUNNING!

Went to Grand's for dinner after the run and I felt so darn blessed! =D

I still get to eat Grand's yummilicious food!!

Can you spell stress?

UGHS!

Crunch time!

Zouk-ed yesterday. Got picked up by this cute boy, ADAM. He's in NUS school of Economics. But I don't do boys. LOL. Directed him to Wendy instead. =)

I've come to realize that guys tend to try to have a CONVERSATION with me in the CLUB. While they tend to dance with Wendy.

=.=! C'mon~! I go to a club to dance, not to strike up a conversation. Although I do like an interesting conversation... just NOT in a CLUB.

Screaming and wrestling with the booming remixes in the club, trying to get your point across just won't do!

LOL.

"HI*like a G6, like a G6* WHAT'S YOUR *fly like a G6* NAME?"

Ughs. SPARE ME!

Told him flatly that I'm here to dance and a Club wasn't for casual chit chat / shouting match. LOL.

=)

But it's flattering to know that guys think I'm intelligent... from the looks of it.

heh.

Hired a new girl today. Will be introducing her to the company and her job in a few hour's time.

And then I'll have to assess her and hope she pulls in customers for the upcoming product launch.

Daryl bought REMY MARTIN AND TEQUILA TRUFFLES to class today.

=D

I was feeling kinda down, and in a bad mood. The truffles perked my mood up alot!

XD

Biz stats was kinda fun. I liked it. =)

Johnson was supposed to meet me for revision at SMU, but his knee started hurting.

=/ He has been using his left knee to support the weight of his bumblebee, hence the crack in his cartilage.

He has yet to buy his Glucosamine, and I wonder if he will ever get round to buying it at the pharmacy.

Maybe I should grab a box for him and top up my own supply too. =/

I can't wait for FRIDAY and SATURDAY and SUNDAY~!

=)

Though I have a feeling SUNDAY might bring an unpleasant surprise again.

He always has a way of ruining a happy day. I'm apprehensive.

Dear LORD, please make the days and weeks to come nice, happy and peaceful. I don't think I'm capable of handling so much drama in my life anymore. AMEN!

nar·cis·sism   /ˈnɑrsəˌsɪzɛm/ Show Spelled
[nahr-suh-siz-em]
–noun
1. inordinate fascination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.
2. Psychoanalysis . erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantile level of personality development.


Also, nar·cism  /ˈnɑrsɪzəm/
[nahr-siz-uhm]

No wonder I had to lower myself to his level whenever I tried talking to him.

=I'm still trying to get over it.=



God works in mysterious ways. Heard it on the way home on the radio. Just when I was trying to find a term for his condition. I knew it was Narcism.

But the term, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, finally gave his personality a NAME.

Ugh, whatever.

Check out the narcissistic personality quiz

Went drinking with Surin after class on Friday night. We had 2 bottles of Martel between the 4 of us.

Went to meet W.H. after that near his place, but I was "too high" to hold a conversation with him, so I cabbed home.

Went cycling this afternoon at East Coast Park with my L.U. mates. Had dinner at the food centre, and Strawberry Mousse cake melted by the sun!

We cycled for 2 hours, where we got drenched by the passing shower and dried by the blazing sun. Rinse and Repeat cycle TWICE.

I just realised that I'm SUN BURNT! LOL.

I really need a tan!

Rushed home, showered, changed, and headed down to Bras Basar to meet Feonna, and then it was to Double O for a dance event by Fitness First.

Ughs, it was so FILLED with AUNTIES, the good music couldn't lift my mood up at ALL.

Saw the same uncle who danced with June, last year, when I went there. LOL. He was holding onto the bar counter and dancing alone, while the AUNTIES SCREECHED.

Over heard a gaggle of them comment on how CUTE the UNCLE was. *PUKE*

Granted, he was EXTREMELY FIT, and if he were younger, many young girls would FLOCK to him, but at his AGE, I felt, he was OUT OF PLACE.

This is the second time I've entered Double O, and it sure as hell cemented my opinion of that club.

IT SUCKS.

It used to be fun at the Old Place. Now it just SUCKS.

We had no choice but to RUN HOME when the event ended and the crowd deteriorated into an Indian Dance club cum Senior Citizen Club.

He sent me home, and all I felt when I saw him, was ANGER.

I need a new SHOE RACK with LOCKS!

I need to keep my shoes away from THIEVES!

Bought a new pair of SANDALS from Charles & Keith! $32.80 after 30% discount!

Super matching nails!

Sexy, nice, sandals.

Had a quick dinner of Carl's Junior with Gad, before watching that Lizard Movie, Rango!

I hate lizards. So when the images came on and the characters looked so SCALY, I cringed inside. UGHS.

See, I'm perfectly fine alone!