UGHS!

My Memory is failing me!

I'd waited for 2 hours at the Polyclinic and was intending to ask the doctor is I could get my Hepatitis shots taken while flu-ish as I am, since I'd made an appointment for Friday, but I FORGOT!

UGHS!

And now I'll have to make another trip down to the polyclinic on Friday to try my luck at getting vaccinated.

Grr...

Resolution. May or may not be fulfilled.

1. SAVE more!
2. Club less!
3. Get HEALTHIER!
4. EAT NICER FOOD!
5. Learn to COOK!

I realised that I've NEVER had the habit to write New Year Resolutions. Because they never get achieved in the end.

I'd rather just make them up along the way as I go and if I achieve them, then good for me. If not, then oh well, continue trying!

This boy, I still love.

IF YOU WANT HIM, TAKE IT. STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH WHEN HE'S MINE. Pfft...

AND YOU, STOP DRAGGING ME ALONG. BECAUSE I'M NOT YOUR RAG DOLL.

ADMIT WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT EACH OTHER AND MOVE ALONG. I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR MELODRAMA.

Bitches. =/

I know my instincts. It's never wrong.

Goodbye Calvin Yio.

Because you don't love me.

YOU GIVE LOVE, A BAD NAME.

an angels smile, is what you sell

you promise me heaven then put me through hell

chains of love, got a hold on me

when passion's a prison you can't break free...

Self explanatory.

Although he was absolutely sweet to me on Sunday and somewhat on Saturday, I can't help but have that nagging feeling...

Can I trust this man or not?

Paid for lunch today, at Big Bites, had vegetarian Indian cuisine at Little India after church with Cal, and bought meself some Salmon Pink bangles at $5!

CHEAP!

Went to his place for dinner and a siesta, but a nagging feeling kept lingering while napping.

I can't really pin point...

Anyway, I washed his head really clean, cuz it was damn dirty (sorry, but I'm obsessed with cleaning my man), and it felt good to clean him.

LOL.

Sometimes I wonder what game is he playing with me. I really pray he isn't though.

Dear Lord, What should I do? Should I do what everyone has been telling me, to extract myself from him, or do I stick to him like I had initially set out to do? Doesn't make sense to stick to a man who doesn't care much about you, even if I do love him. Since love fades, and it's better to be loved than to love. Because love HURTS.

Everyone says that, and it seems to be so...

Please hear my prayers. Amen.

It would've been a wonderful day, if not for the petty men.

Went to NYP, for a walk down memory lane, met Monsieur Lame and Monsieur Terrence, talked to some new birds in L'Hexagon.

Cal had a new hair cut, and while I was snoozing on his bed, he brushed my hair.

I felt like a kitty. LOL. But it was a nice feeling, to be pampered this way. LOL.

Headed down to The Cathay for Love & Other Drugs, bumped into Fefe and Jabie!

HEHE!

Double date!

Fefe and I planned it all and it was fun. LOL.

Then we went for dinner at Crepes, this French restaurant run by a French Cook's family and his Singaporean wife!

Learnt a few new French words and I had a really happy time!

Too bad the guy dates had some unhappiness over the bills and I wasn't very happy being the middle person.

Cal has been making expensive purchases and he seems to blame me for his excessive spending even though they are no items of mine.

=(

I didn't make him buy a Kinects, New Graphics Card, or Power Supply Unit!

I'm pretty upset.

It's not as if I don't have my own bills and things to pay for, and for someone who comes from a lower class family, with lower earnings, I don't even complain as much as he does about not having enough money!

I get by well enough, and I'm happy as I am. TSK!

We sort of sorted it out, but it has left a very sour taste in my mouth. I shall stop suggesting dinner dates with him to restaurants.

I need new dinner dates...

P.S: I'm still sick, and it has gotten so bad that my nose is totally stuck and I'm breathing through my mouth.

It's good to have such lovely friends. =)

Morning was ruined by Cal. I got hormonal and bitched out.

Tried to break up. Failed. No resolve. LOUSY!

Then someone came and cheered me up. Went for lunch at New York New York. I'm thankful to have you as a friend. =)

Back at work, office closed early.

So left office at 5 20pm instead of the usual 5 30pm - 6pm.

Went to wait for Feonna at Bishan before heading down to Paragon. =D

SHE GOT ME A SUPER CUTE PINK AND PURPLE BIKINI FROM THAILAND!!!

THANKS, FEFE!!

Bitched and dined at Din Tai Feng.

Had 10 Crab and Pork Xiao Long Bao, 10 Gu Cai Xiao Long Bao, and 5 TRUFFLES Xiao Long Bao.

<3

Shopped around Paragon, went to take a look at the fitness first gym, and window shopped at Cineleisure and *Scape.

Took Neoprints after a million years, and it was FUN!

=D

Bumped into Samson at Cineleisure, just when we were about to go for Frolicks, and he invited me to join him for Jason's birthday at a Thai Disco. Too bad Cal, with his indecisiveness, finally decided to come fetch me.

So no Thai Disco for me. =/

Had the longest car ride home, EVER. With all those negative emotions and misunderstandings swirling around, I felt like jumping out of the car and scream.

=(

Sorted it out in the car when he parked it below my block. Screamed at each other for a good hour plus.

Make up and make out.