Ramblings of another nincompoop.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Mug, mug!

I'm actually blogging this from my new C702~!

I'm so tired!

But I've been mugging only sporadically. I've wasted most of my day on housework and the stupid yet addictive online game.

Ugh.

 Anyway, I've recently chatted with Jabie and apparently he's decided to be a missionary for a year! I just hope he knows what he's doing. Maybe he'll find his solid Christian future wife while serving God.  

I'm just one of those blind sheeps who can't seem to muddle her way out of relationships. I'm only 20 but I wonder what life I'll eventually lead.

I hope it's a damn good one though.

Monday, August 18, 2008

I hate PERIODS~!

Blood here, blood there, blood EVERYWHERE!

Sleep, also bleeding,
wake up, STiLL bleeding,

Worse still, BED is stained,
White shorts become red shorts,

Change bed linen, change duvet.
Wash, hang,

RAIN.

KNN.

Then now I still have to fucking bring all laundry in,
and wait for the fucking rain to stop.

Hungry, makes breakfast.
Pizza with triple cheese!

But then I get thirsty.
Need a drink.
Automatically looks into the fridge for milk.
But SHIT!

IT'S COLD.
Cold = Cramp.

And last night I had the WORST cramp ever!
The kinda cramp that makes my limbs numb while the muscles spasm.

Haiz.

In the end I could only drink WATER.

How tragic is that.

P.S: Justin finally graduated and can FINALLY go for his DEGREE.

=D

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Something inside just doesn't feel right.

I've lost all privacy and I no longer feel safe in the house.

IN fact, I no longer feel safe ANYWHERE.

I've realised that I've become so fucking jumpy, that I find myself unable to sleep at night, and I jump at the slightest sound.

What is wrong with me??

For once I've stopped doing anything deemed 'deplorable' by the Tormentors, yet it's making me feel uneasy.

Insecure, lost and really really queasy.

Why?

It's making me really miserable.

I can't continue being this way. I'll breakdown and kill myself.

Maybe I should kill her first.

P.S: My insides are turning inside out and my cramp has disabled me.

Lord, lift me up and out of this misery.

Though my prayers has never worked. Things prayed about has almost always gotten worst.

I got a NEW PHONE~!

The old Sony Ericsson K610i has to retire now, cuz I've got a new phone ~! My old phone contract expired, and I was given a Sony Ericsson C702!

I'll miss using the old hardy phone, though this phone is even hardier! It's casing's water and dust resistant! Which means I can use it while I'm showering and it wouldn't get soaked up and start forming water vapour on it's screen like my old phone!

(My old phone started doing that again recently after a period of good behaviour.)

ANYWAY, I'm just happy to use it while Amy and I went for the filming of Calefare and became calefares on Calefare. LOL.

We took shitloads of pictures, filmed Fiona Xie, Priscilla and Rebecca, took pictures with them, and took loads more of random pictures while waiting for the fucking rain to stop.

We sat on our asses and waited from 11:30am till 4pm before we got to film for 30 minutes. The rain then came pouring down on us, and we had to wrap up. LOL.

I bet I won't be in the final cut and our faces would be nowhere in sight. LOL.

I'll update with all the picture and VIDEOS later, after my Petrolchemical paper. Though the quality isn't that great, it's still FIONA XIE! With the BIG BIG JUGS!

Friday, August 15, 2008

something with relation to color and horoscopes.

＊石灰色＊

你是一個冷靜的人，但常給自己壓力。你常常在小事上挑剔，又容易妒忌。你不大會定下來，但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。

Rough translation.

*Cement grey.*
Mine just reads I'm a calm person in control but often give myself too much pressure (??) and gets jealous easily. I worry over little things, and will be unlikely to settle down, though my cute personality will get the trust of friends and they will gladly go out with me!

=D