Getting very depressed and suicidal. While being a fresh graduate should be a supposed awesome feeling, I don't feel it at all. The fact that I'm still jobless because I haven't found a job I want and that I have no motivation nor desire to face anyone and deal with their bullshit isn't helping either.

Maybe I shouldn't be doing HR. Maybe I should do something more creatively engaging.

But what should I do?

:-/

Wish I had someone to advice.