I can't sleep cuz I'm paranoid about Daryl dumping me because I eat too much and I explore too many food options and one day he might become too broke because I spent all his money on food.

:(

But if he stops me from trying all the food around me then I wouldn't want him anymore because what joy is there in life when you can't eat yummy food?

:(

Anyway today we went to Dempsey Hill and had a very sumptuous tea at Jones The Grocer.

I went crazy.

Ordered a Brownie, an Apple Crumble, Nougat, Black Forest Hot Chocolate and Traditional Hot Chocolate.

Gave him my marshmallow cuz I was conscious about my sugar intake. And since he has a sweeter tooth than me, plus he was ingesting that apple crumble which has considerably less sugar than the brownie and Almond Nougat, the marshmallow I had to miss.

We had Santouka Ramen for dinner but I really really craved Popiah. But I don't know of any place nice for Popiah but to make it myself at home (which is shitload of work) or to eat it at Spring Court. Ugh.

I think I can eat Popiah daily and lose weight that way because Popiah is just so damn nice.

:(

What if one day after child birth I balloon and become damn fat. Will he dump me for a tanned bombshell instead?

:-/

I need an occasion to have the house to myself then I can cook gnocchi for him.