Woots~!

Friday was super busy! I had to complete some paper work, and then head down to Lasalle, before meeting Yvonne from Great Eastern to get some quotation for the company.

Heard from Surin that an ex colleague of hers committed suicide over her boyfriend. She was only 22. I empathize with her, because some men will never learn until something major happens. Even then, there is no guarantee that he will learn or realise what he has done. Some men are just incorrigible, while some are just too immature. Only the rare few will learn and wisen up. Even then, chances are still low.


Her death probably haunted him, because that fucker quit his job right after her death. But who knows, a few months down the road, he will forget about it, and cause the same harm to another girl.


It would've been better for the girl to stay alive and move on, than to kill herself over a fucker she loved TOO MUCH.


I've realised that what I've gone through, I will never forget, and moving on is still very hard. But I try, and everyday I strive to step away from it all. I still think of him. I still think of how things would have, could have been if we did somethings differently. But it still does not change the fact that he will not change, and an addict will forever be an addict. Every step that I took to help him just hurt me more. I need to learn to self preserve. I can't let myself die because of a fucker.


Revenge might be sweet, but revenge at the cost of my life isn't worth it.

Chatted over tea for a few hours with Yvonne during the discussion, and she offered to drive me down to Expo, where I was supposed to meet Johnson to shop.

Chose tons of shirt for him, and some pants, before biking down to Sempang Bedok for dinner!

XD

Then at 1am, Ivan came over to pick me up before sneaking off to Malaysia! =D

Entered through Woodlands check point, and jammed up the entire checkpoint queue filling up the white immigration cards! Had to wait and further jam up the queue just to buy a new Touch n Go card, cuz he didn't have his card with him! =p

Had supper somewhere, (I didn't take note of where we were), and he smoked some Shisha! It was damn cheap, at RM10 only! LOL.

We took a long long drive back through Tuas Checkpoint. I think we went through a ton of tolls, and the road was scary with little street lights and no car! LOL!

We were almost surrounded by biker gangs of 10, but his modified engine ZOOMED past them. Woots!

Sped down the long long roads and it was so therapeutic singing and screaming to songs while on full blast! =D

He drove me round to explore Tuas, and stopped by the man made beach to chill for a while before heading home. =)

We talked some, but I couldn't tell him all my problems. *aww* I doubt he would understand anyway.

We saw this fella walk into the sea and we thought he was going to kill himself. LOL.

I was so worried! HAHA!

Anyway, I enjoyed myself. Got home around 6am in the morning, and woke up around 10am to go to Johnson's!

Played with his DSLR and posed for a few pictures! Super ARTSY! I LIKE! LOL!

Headed down to IKEA Tampines after that and bought photo frames for his colleagues! And we had IKEA MEATBALLS! <3 <3~

And then it was off to Bugis for dinner with Andy Tan! Had Ajisen and shopped around for a new pair of shoes cuz all my sandals snapped! =(

Tried to take a train and then a bus down to Zouk to meet Surin, but I lost my damn way cuz I missed my stop. =(

Had to walk all the way to Zouk after that! Girl's night out was alright, other than the fact that my phones all died on me. =(

Kept bumping into ShiChow and his gang at Zouk, and waited for him after the night out, cuz his friends were all drunk and emo.LOL!

Waited until 6am, and cabbed home!

2 Flaming Lambourghinis and a Flaming Ferrari later with a jug of Vodka Cranberry later, I'm hungover. LOL.

<3 <3 Danced around Johnny the Bouncer. Safe! But it was no fun trying to protect Surin while all the gross men danced around her. Ughs.