It's been a month since I've known Jesse and so much has happened within this social circle by association.
Though all has little to do with me, the association by default has made me realise the complications and implications of relationships.
Jesse has been trying her best to give E as much moral support as she can, but all she can do is just so much.
There's no way to undo what she has done to herself, as much as she doesn't want it to happen. I've done my part as boyfriend to Jesse and friend by association to C and E.
I guess all E needs now is some initiative on C's part to forgive and show a little concern as hard as it seems for C.
It's hard for a guy- or anyone else for the matter to swallow such news. It doesn't just implicate a person but those involved as well.
He told me they used a condom everytime. (Which reduces the chance of contracting the disease. But it's still not foolproof.)
But he was only thinking of Baby Prevention, not AIDS.
Honestly, I would've thought so too. AIDS just doesn't pop on a guy's minds when we're all thinking with the other head in a sexy situation. But I guess this whole situation has made clear the impact of having unprotected sex with multiple sex partners.
I wouldn't know the number of sex partners E has had, of course, but E being E, we just will never know, would we?
Maybe Jesse might know, being her best Girl friend, or perhaps E keeps that part to herself? I mean, J told me once before that E wasn't as slutty as she seemed.
But I shall not judge. I shall will myself to be the non-judgemental-friend-by-association of E and do my part to talk to C.
I've called him over for a match tonight, it's Crystal Palace VS Liverpool!!
Anyhow, going through it all together has made Jesse Baby and I closer emotionally, while the physical parts can wait until she's ready.
For her, I'm prepared to wait. Afterall, we're only 18.
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