I love fussing over your face and staring at you while you sleep.

I'm content just having you by my side and studying together.

I wish your friends won't brainwash you. Or change your love and perception towards me.

But if one day you do, then I suppose this relationship won't be worth it. But I trust you won't.

Right?

I forgive you because I love you. But that does not mean you are allowed to hurt me again.

Remember that.

DIABLO 3.

One LIE is all you need, to RUIN a perfect Relationship.

Repeated lies and INTENT to Deceive is an act of Dishonesty to taint a white sheet.

Like blood stains on silk, it's impossible to remove. As much as you try, what's done can't be reboot.

Unlike that stupid game you play. As cursed as it's namesake, a game of Dismay.

When all you needed was to be frank. And answer my question at point blank.

YET.

You chose to lie and hide.

Now you can't mend that voided trust. That big black gap of divide.

No, I can no longer trust you.

Your words no longer hold truths.

Your Credibility is no longer strong.

All you need is one LIE, to RUIN this Relationship.

It is. No longer, Perfect.

Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet

It's just a cigarette & it cannot be that bad 
Honey don't you love me and you know it makes me sad? 
It's just a cigarette like you always used to do 
I was different then, I don't need them to be cool 

It's just a cigarette and it harms your pretty lungs 
Well it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance 
It's just a cigarette it'll soon be only ten 
Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can 

It's just a cigarette and it's just a Malboro Light 
Maybe but is it worth it if we fight? 
It's just a cigarette that I got from Jamie-Lee 
She's gonna get a smack and I'm gonna give you three 

It's just a cigarette and I only did it once 
it's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance 
It's just a cigarette and I'm sorry that I did it 
Honey can't you trust me when I want to stop I can

Love is, falling asleep with you by my side and drooling all over your shoulder.

:p

After M9a and NAC, I'll be able to get my advancements while doing my HI.

Money come quick!

Anyway, last night I prayed like I've never prayed before. And it works to set me at ease.

At least I get some sleep.

Ways to manage money. I couldn't sleep, because I was fraught with thoughts of finances.

But I remembered a particular money savings plan that I had learnt at the Millionaire Minds intensive course that I had attended.

But I couldn't remember what the exact portions for savings were.

So I Googled and found the following article.

Excerpt taken from http://EzineArticles.com/1458380.

Until you can handle what you've got, you won't get any more!

The habit of managing your money is more important than the amount.
Either you control money, or it will control you.

So, how exactly do you manage your money? Here's a great plan from the book. Remember, it's important to start, not the amount. Start with $1 if you must; just start! Get the habit going!

Prepare 6 jars ("Jars" can be literal, or bank accounts, or categories on a spreadsheet).

Place the following amounts in each of the jars every month after taxes.

1. Financial Freedom Account (10%)- used only for investments and buying or creating passive income streams. Money is never spent, only invested. Also, have a Financial Freedom Jar where you deposit money each day ($1, $10, loose change). Do something daily.
2. Play Account (10%)- Use this money to nurture yourself. Use it for extra-special things in your life. The only guideline is that you must spend the money every month. Use it each month in a way that makes you feel rich!
3. Education Account (10%) - Set aside money for your education (school, seminars,etc.) or your child's education.
4. Long-term Savings for Spending Account (10%)
5. Giving (10%)
6. Necessities Account (50%)