Screaming in the rain.
The feeling of losing control, of losing my foot hold.
I need to learn to let go, and stop putting myself in such unnecessary situations.
As with all adventures, there is a price, a risk to take.

Is it even worth it?

Halloween!

Night out without alcohol with HQ. We went to Escape theme park for its Halloween event, and went through 2 haunted mazes where I scared myself silly, and got on a Viking Ride where I screamed my hearts out.

I haven't had such a good scream in ages, and it felt good!

Anyway, a bunch of Ah Bengs tried to cut in front of the line after sneaking into the ride. I was so pissed, I told them off.

They tried to talk big and threaten me with their "gangster backgrounds" and it ticked me off even more. So I told them off.

They cowered and shut the fuck up.

I win.

Accidentally spammed the inbox of my follower's Formspring cuz I was too bored one night and began asking shitloads of questions. Lol.

Then the Bloody Lizard struck. He responded to one of many questions and we crossed swords.

Read his response. So. Fucking. Stupid.

I rest my case.

(and I think I win again) ;)

Oh my God. I can't feel my feet.

Went to the gym at Ivan's place yesterday and cycled for 45 minutes on the cycling machine and did some resistance training on the weight lifting machines.

Didn't tire me out much, but it made me super sleepy. LOL.

Ivan worked out on the machine and grunted so much, it was disgusting. And I think he was doing it all wrong, bench pressing 80KG in short spurts.

*shrugs*

Anyway, we showered, changed, watched some TV on TLC before going to Town to meet our own friends.

I went out with Lucille for dinner, and was supposed to catch What's Your Number! We got great seats and was sitting outside the cinema when Wendy called!

AND WE GOT FREE ENTRY INTO AVALON!

AND PANGEAE!

AND KU DE TA!

And within half an hour, we rushed to buy a new pair of shoes and a top to get into the club!

Opened a bottle, and partied in style!

Ivan wanted to tag along, and it kinda dampened my mood, knowing that he was going to do his weird dance. LOL.

But it was all cool when Lucille wanted to go home and I made him send her home.

Danced with 2 French dudes and exchanged numbers. =D

Hotmakeoutwithangmohs.

=D

Got a guy's friend to Chauffeur and send us home too! Reminded me of Lyndon's Chauffeur services!! =D

Guilty minds trip themselves over.

The Queen Bitch, in her own vengeful pursuit, decided to take down all my wet laundry and dump them on my bed on night.

Nonplussed, I dried them up without her knowledge while she was out at work and kept them away. No words said, nothing mentioned.

That was a week ago.

Today, I decided to do my laundry, and wash some bedsheets.

Her laundry was hung up, and when I touched them, they were totally dry. The hot weather did a good job. So I took them down and set them aside for ironing, before hanging my wet laundry up.

But her guilty mid fucked her over and she got extremely agitated and started screaming and shouting while hurling accusation at me. LOL.

I got others to touch the laundry and all agreed that the laundry was dry.

She made a fool if herself.

Went drinking last night at Holiday Inn after going to Ivan friend's 21st Party.

Was called a Cougar. But I wasn't the one hunting for young meat, neither have I any interest in immature lads.

Pfft.

Anyway, whatever.

Get the business and details done up and I'm good.

Just got asked by Uncle Nelson when my turn would come to get married. As if he doesn't know how my parents are like.
And the lack of suitable guys in the market now.

Anyway, I'm on track to owning my own business now. Fulfilling my dreams.

The business is getting more new projects, and it's all in the pipeline. Juggling work, school and now our own  business is hard, but I believe I can do it. =)

Been going for many late night meetings to get our business plan straightened out and implemented.

I can't wait to start operations once we secure our partners and other investors.

<3

He's crazy over me.

Despite me making him Cry during our trip in Bintan, at Bintan Lagoon Resort, and he is still chasing me.

I've rejected him a total of 5 times already.

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This is the first time a younger guy is so crazy over me. I can't accept him. He's still younger than me. Can't get over that mental barrier.

He is just another good friend to me! Ughs.

Over beer after school at Changi Village's Tequila Blue, I made him cry again. But he isn't giving up.

Zzz. The next thing I know, he's gonna give me diamonds and baubles after the past Bintan trip and all that wine and dine.

Sigh. The food I love he does not like. He's only as tall as I am, but I love my heels to death! He is more mature than most 21 year olds but not as mature as the older men I've gone out with. His family is well to do and he is good with money, but his mother, I foresee, will dislike me.

She can't possibly forget the girl who walked around her son's 21st Birthday Party with a bottle of champagne in hand and tattoo on her back!!

Anyway, I'm tired out.

Oh, and I got my nails done today.